Lu Si Lin looked at the two people hugging each other, one big and one small. These two were the two most important women in his life. Seeing their similar faces with similar expressions, his heart was so soft that he really wanted to take pictures. Spoil them just as they said.
Unfortunately, no!
"Duo'er, you love Tingting, and I love Tingting too, but sometimes, too much petting can harm her. My daughter can be willful or even arrogant, because I have the capital to give her and let her do whatever she wants. However, she cannot tell the situation clearly and expose herself to danger."
Lu Si Lin said here, raised his hand and rubbed his eyes, then raised his head to look at Jin Duoer who was still making excuses for Jin Yuting. He sighed helplessly, stepped forward two steps, and bent his face to Jin Duoer's. In front of him, he said, "Duo'er, I saw Wang Mengqi outside your villa yesterday!"
"What!" Jin Duoer was shocked, forgetting that she was holding Jin Yuting and stood up all at once.
"Yeah, I saw Wang Mengchao." Lu Si Lin nodded with certainty again at Jin Duoer's inquiring gaze.
Jin Duoer’s whole person is not good, Wang Meng, this name is not enough to make her scared, but the man behind her, the head father, and her cousin Sun Moxuan make her feel trembling every time she thinks about it. shock.
During the period when he was arrested, life was worse than death. It was the scene that she least wanted to remember, but it kept appearing in her nightmare.
"Tingting, you remember, no matter what it is, you are not allowed to run out by yourself." Jin Duoer changed her appearance before glaring at Jin Yuting and shouted loudly.
There was full of fear and fear in it. Wang Mengqi had been watching them all the time. Jin Yuting ran out for such a long time. If she hadn't met Ou Qiaoshan, would she have taken him away
Sun Moxuan had no sympathy for her pair of children. At that time, she couldn't imagine what Jin Yuting would face. Compared with those unknown cruel criminal laws, Jin Duoer is more willing to teach her now, at least it is safe.
Jin Yuting looked at the angry Lu Si Lin and Jin Duoer, for a long time, her mouth grinned, and tears kept falling.
I hate mom and dad the most, and I won’t bother you anymore. After finishing the sign language, Xiaoshou lay down quickly, covering the quilt, not looking at the parents who made her sad.
Jin Duoer and Lu Si Lin were caught off guard by this scene, what are they doing now, go to coax her softly? Will she know what's wrong? Going to uncover the quilt, and then teach her, but thinking of the crying face just now, I can't bear it anymore.
The president of a dark moon, the president of cherish, two dragons and phoenixes, all-powerful characters, at this moment, in front of an eight-year-old girl, at a loss and helpless.
"You two are out, let me persuade her." Jin Lengxuan walked out like a savior, looking at them with contempt in his eyes.
Jin Duoer and Lu Si Lin were despised by their sons. They were both uncomfortable. Their eyes widened, but when they heard the sound of their daughter crying, they both shook their heads helplessly, raising their hands almost like a touch of golden cold forehead.
Then, when the two of them saw the same action as the other, they were taken aback, then Lu Si Lin raised a slight smile, and Jin Duoer's face turned red, and then quickly turned around and walked out the door first.
Lu Si Lin looked at Jin Lengxuan again, and then walked out.
Jin Yuting's ward is a high-level ward, so the corridor at the door of the ward is abnormally dark. Lu Si Lin frowned and said: "It's not enough to rely on security here. You should find more people to protect you."
Jin Duoer looked up and looked around when she heard the words. It was true. At this moment, she had to admit that Lu Si Lin's heart was really thin, nodded silently, and then walked aside, leaning against the wall and staying silent. .
Looking at her silent, Lu Si Lin frowned, her legs moved, but she didn't take a step. He sighed silently, took out his mobile phone and called Xing Yun, asking him to send someone to the hospital.
After hanging up the phone, less than half an hour, more than a dozen men came here and found Lu Si Lin.
Lu Si Lin glanced at them and said: "Find a place by yourself, and you must protect the safety of the lady."
"Yes!" a dozen men said together, and then stepped back. After a while, the corridor returned to calm.
Upon seeing this, Jin Duoer looked at Lu Si Lin, wanted to open her mouth for questioning, but then held back, with an awkward expression on her face.
Lu Si Lin smiled slightly when she saw this, and said, "Don't worry, they are all top mercenaries in the world. You know that Dark Moon is spread all over the world and in various industries. They are the king of mercenaries. My confidant has the ability and trust is absolute."
Jin Duoer's eyes were relieved when he heard the words, but she hadn't talked to Lu Si Lin yet.
When Lu Si Lin saw her like this, he sighed helplessly, this time there was no more silence, and strode towards her.
Jin Duoer felt that he was walking towards her, and her heart began to jump irregularly. When she wanted to turn around and leave, but did not act, Lu Si Lin had already come to her.
"When will you stay away from me? When will you stay away?"
Lu Si Lin's voice was low and magnetic, and the sound was driving her heartbeat. She felt like a fish out of the water, a bird without its wings, trying to escape, but could do nothing.
"Duo'er, are you punishing yourself or me like this! Tingting and Xuan'er are both eight years old, and they still haven't felt the warmth of a normal family. We are obviously inseparable, and we continue to cut , Why do you have to paint yourself as a prison?"
Lu Si Lin's voice was full of sadness, and Jin Duoer was infected, and her tears fell involuntarily.
"Don’t cry, I don’t like to watch you cry, and Gu Di is the same. Duoer, I know that Gu Di’s death is always a sadness for you, but he is desperate to save you, really for Does it make you sad for him forever? No, he wants you to be happy."
After Lu Si Lin finished speaking, he reached out and grabbed Jin Duoer's arm and looked at her affectionately.
Jin Duoer's tears flowed more. The next second, she shook off Lu Si Lin's hand ruthlessly and said to him ruthlessly: "I know, I know what you said, even if the big brother arrives. He wouldn't want me to be bad when he died, but because of this, I couldn't afford to go there with peace of mind. I can't afford such good."
Lu Si Lin was thrown away fiercely, and anger appeared in his eyes, and he suddenly felt that he was a little too spoiled for her. A danger flashed in his eyes, and he stepped forward and grabbed Jin Duoer's hand, the gentleness on his face disappeared, a little hostile.
"Jin Duo'er, what you said is so high-sounding, but in fact you are only selfish."
"Selfish?" Jin Duoer looked at him puzzledly, while still struggling with his confinement.
"Yes, it's selfish. You can't let go because of you, and because you can't accept it, you will share your pain with the person around you who loves you the most. If you don't talk about me, look at Xuan'er and Tingting, then Little children live in the embankment and fear every day. They are afraid that someone will separate their parents. They look forward to having a complete family every day.
Gu Di never asked you to do anything for him, but you imposed your mind on him who was already dead, and you let him look at you because of his death, painful, sad, and even uneasy for a lifetime.
Jin Duoer, did you worry about you to death when you let him live, and worry about you even when you die? When can you grow up, when can you have a big picture, your willfulness, your ego, who is hurting you again, do you know? "
Lu Si Lin finished his last sentence and threw Jin Duo'er aside fiercely.
Jin Duoer ran hastily for a few steps before she stood firm. She leaned weakly against the wall, and Lu Si Lin's words struck her heart sentence by sentence, but is it all her fault
"No, it’s not like this. All this time, these lives are not what I want, they are all imposed on me. I don’t want the newlyweds to enter the wrong house. I don’t want the grudges and grievances of the predecessors. Forced to this point, I am going forward wrong, I am backward or wrong, I am now in a dilemma, you know! Do you know... Every breath of air I breathe every day is like a knife cutting."
Jin Duoer said here, her eyes reddened, but there were no tears.
"Every day, I dare not think, because I am afraid of remembering the past, and every night, I dare not go to bed, because I dream of the past. Everyone has their own good memories, but I, all my memories, let me It broke our hearts.
My grandfather reminded me of the tragic death of the Sun’s family, my uncle, who left me speechless, there were too many figures of Lu Jinyun in my childhood, even the first time I was a bride, I dared not even think about it, because That was the beginning of pushing me into the whirlpool.
I dare not think about the growth of the children because there is Gu Di there. What did I do wrong, let me go through this! do you know? In these pains, I am like a drowning person, I am struggling, but no one comes to save me, I am lonely, scared, suffocated! "
After Jin Duoer finished speaking, she squatted on the ground. Only in this way could she alleviate the pain she was going to bear.
Lu Si Lin stood quietly and looked at her in pain, his heart was cut, and he even began to hate himself, regretting his choice for the first time.
He stepped forward and hugged Jin Duoer: "Duoer, I'm sorry!"
"I'm sorry, is it useful? Lu Silin, tell me, is it useful? At first, you were the one who got me involved because of your hatred. When I was about to accept you, you were cruel because of your hardship and your kindness. Push me away fiercely. Let me bear everything alone.
do you know? Many times, when I was tired, I was thinking, if that time, when we got married for the second time, you didn't push me away, how good would it be! At the very least, when I was suffering this time, I still had a home, a place where I could rest.
But no more, everything is missed. "
Jin Duoer pushed Lu Si Lin away and stood up slowly.
"Jin Duoer, I know I was wrong. That choice was the last time I regretted in my life. Jin Duoer, forgiving me once is also forgiving yourself." Lu Si Lin stood up and shouted loudly.
Jin Duoer turned to look at him: "Lu Si Lin, it's late, it's not a fault to miss it, you can correct your mistakes, and you will always miss what you missed."