Jin Duoer felt Lu Si Lin's whole body tremble because of Yun Shan's gaze.
"An Lin, go and pack things, let's go home later." Yun Shan said to Huo Anlin indifferently.
"En. I know, Mom: My fault, I shouldn't hand you over to them, I should have been by your side all the time, Lu Si Lin, Jin Duoer, I will settle this account with you sooner or later. "Huo Anlin finally gritted his teeth and said.
"An Lin, don't hate Si Lin, he is your only relative in this world in this life, and I will die soon, so I hope my two children can love each other, you are the best to me. Comfort." Yun Shan took Huo Anlin's hand and said softly and poignantly.
"Mom, I don't have a brother who doesn't treat you as a mother." Huo Anlin turned to look at Lu Si Lin, his eyes full of hatred.
Lu Si Lin didn't speak lightly, but looked at Yun Shan, not letting the slightest trace of her expression be missed.
"Lu Si Lin, you can get out of here now, and my mother and I don't want to see you in the future." Huo Anlin hates Lu Si Lin's gaze at Yun Shan, since there is a scrutiny inside! Why is Lu Si Lin's scrutiny? His mother, he is willing to betray the existence of the whole world. Why should he not be like this? Are they both mother's sons
"An Lin, you are not allowed to speak like this." Yun Shan lowered his face.
"Mom!" Huo Anlin yelled unconvincedly.
"An Lin, it's my fault! I made Si Lin feel insecure, and I insisted on disturbing their lives. I can't blame them." Yun Shan said lightly.
"Mom, it's not you, it's them..." Huo Anlin was still not convinced. In his heart, his mother would never be wrong.
"Okay, An Lin, do you want to make me angry too?" Yun Shan frowned, her face pale again.
Huo Anlin immediately returned to her arrogance and grabbed Yun Shan's hand: "I see, I'm obedient, Mom, I'm obedient!"
Yun Shan put away her emotions and calmed down. She raised her hand and touched Huo Anlin's face: "An Lin, mother knows that I am better than everything in your heart, but you can't impose your emotions on Si Lin. , After all, he grew up in a different environment from you."
Huo Anlin's eyes still flashed with disdain, but he was afraid that Yunshan would be angry, so he nodded: "Mom, I know."
"En." Yunshan nodded, and then looked at Lu Si Lin: "Si Lin, it's my mother's fault. If it's causing you trouble, my mother won't go back. You can live a good life in the future."
Lu Si Lin opened his mouth, but did not speak, lowered his head and fell silent.
Seeing him like this, Yun Shan lost his eyes and looked at Jin Duo'er and said, "Duo'er, you must take good care of Si Lin and the two children in the future."
Jin Duoer's eyes flickered slightly and turned to look at Lu Si Lin. Seeing that he still didn't speak, she nodded, "I will."
Yun Shan nodded with satisfaction: "You two are both children, and Tingting and Xuan'er are the same. It's really great to see you." After Yun Shan finished speaking, she lay down slowly and said lightly: "I'm tired and want to sleep! Doer, you just pack my luggage and hand it to An Lin."
When the voice fell, Yun Shan closed her eyes, not sure if she really fell asleep, but she looked very quiet. Seeing her like this, Jin Duoer felt a little flustered. Bored and uncomfortable. This woman was really pitiful. She had been killed for half her life. She woke up and lost everything she cared about. Now she is resented by her own son.
Jin Duoer sighed deeply and looked at Lu Si Lin. Is this man's entanglement now because of her and the children? She stepped forward and gently held his hand, her eyes facing each other, the husband and wife had a sharp heart, and many words were clear without saying. After a long time, Lu Si Lin nodded, and Jin Duoer smiled encouragingly at him, then she let go of Lu Si Lin's hand, turned and walked out of the ward.
Standing outside, Ling Yun saw her come out and follow her silently.
"Yun, is it correct to ask her to come back?" Jin Duoer asked as if asking herself after a long walk.
Ling Yun behind her smiled slightly: "Is it right? It should be you and Rin!"
Jin Duoer's eyes lit up when he heard this, yeah! Now their choice is nothing more than right or wrong. They only care about whether they should be. A mother who has been persecuted and unconscious for half a century and is now seriously ill, should they be taken home? Yes, there is no doubt that it should be no matter what the reason is, because this is human nature.
And right and wrong are not what they can control, but between Yun Shan's thoughts, when she thinks of goodness, they will be happy, when they think of evil, they, no, it should be said that it is Si Lin, and then pain. one time.
"Regardless of if, the current choice is correct, no matter what the outcome, my children and I are dazzling to rely on, even if it is the sea of hell, I will accompany him out." Jin Duoer said firmly.
And Ling Yun behind her raised a smile when she heard the words, and his eyes flashed with relief. It seems that they don't need to worry about this brother in the future. It's just Yun Shan... Ling Yun sighed. If Jin Duo'er is Lu Si Lin's complex, then Yun Shan is Lu Si Lin's heart knot, and he is puzzled. I am afraid that Lu Si Lin will never have a good life.
In the ward, Lu Si Lin stood silently on the side.
"What are you still doing here? Do you want to see how mom died?" Huo Anlin didn't have a good word to him. If it weren't for Yun Shan's scruples, I'm afraid that Lu Si Lin had already fisted at this time.
"An Lin!" Yun Shan called him helplessly, and then watched Lu Si Lin said softly: "Si Lin, I know your heart, and I know your decision, so you don't have to feel guilty, just talk about it. , I have never done my duty as a mother to you, so I have no right to ask you to have any obligation to me. During this time, I caused you trouble. After you went back, I saw Doer treat me After finishing your salute, you can call An Lin and ask him to pick it up."
When Lu Si Lin heard the words, he slowly raised his head and looked at her. Her face was pale and bloodless, but her eyes were so gentle, from the gentleness he could dream of to the gentleness that he couldn't even think of in the end.
"How do you make me trust you?" Lu Si Lin said slowly for a long time.
"Lu Si Lin..." Huo Anlin glared at him, and he dared to say that Yun Shan would not just fight him desperately.
"An Lin, let Si Lin continue." Yun Shan stopped him, looking at Lu Si Lin waiting quietly.
Lu Si Lin raised his eyes and looked at her without evasive, and said indifferently: "As far as I can remember, what I admire most is that other people have mothers. The thing I know best is why other people's mothers hug them and kiss them. , Only my mother looked at me so indifferently every time, so at that time, my mother’s smile and hug were the most outwardly me. Ha, but, until that day, I didn’t wait.
How old was I then, six or seven? What do you have to bear for such a big child? You force me to see you commit suicide in front of me, do you know? Since that day, I have been afraid of night and sleep, because every time I close my eyes, all my eyes are red.
I know you hate Lu Changhong, you hate Mo Tianqi, but what is wrong with me, since you all think I am superfluous, why give birth to me? Huo Anlin accuses me, but you don’t have a mother in your heart. Lu Jinyun accuses me. There is no Lu Changhong’s in my heart. Father, who has thought about me, did you give me a little pity when I needed mom and dad the most? "
Yun Shan muttered, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry!"
"I'm sorry, I've waited for this sentence for thirty years. You told me when I didn't need it! It's also sad!" Lu Si Lin laughed self-deprecatingly.
"Lu Si Lin, you can do it. Are you staying here to criticize your mother's mistakes? Do you use this to reduce your sins? Then I will tell you that you succeeded. You will leave me right now. I don't want to go anymore. See you." Huo Anlin roared angrily.
Lu Si Lin turned his head and looked at him: "Huo Anlin, if I just want to criticize, I won't stay."
"What else do you want to do? Revenge?" Huo Anlin looked at him coldly.
"Retaliation? I don't have that free time." Lu Si Lin smiled sarcastically, then looked at Yun Shan, with a little bit of stars in his eyes, for a long time, and said: "I said this because I want you to know who I was at the beginning and let you know , I’m not Huo Anlin, that Huo Anlin who has fond memories of you, I’m Lu Si Lin, that imperfect son who was injured by you, I can’t do Huo Anlin's carelessness to you."
"I know, I know all, so I don't blame you, I just hate myself." Yun Shan said painfully.
"I hate how I hated the way I was when I did those things to you. Every time I think of your innocent eyes, my heart hurts, Si Lin, I'm sorry! I'm not a good mother!"
Lu Si Lin raised his head and let the tears in his eyes flow back. After a long time, he turned his head to look at her and said: "My purpose with you is, but how bad it was at the beginning, but now I still want to give our mother and son a chance. , I can’t do what Huo Anlin did, but I want to regain the way the most common mother and child should be with you. I think that way you and I will have no regrets, right?”
Yun Shan's painful eyes lit up, sat up, and took Lu Si Lin's hand: "Si Lin, are you still willing to give me a chance?"
Looking at her excited look, Lu Si Lin nodded his sadness a little: "Well, not only for you, but also for me. Mom, don't move away. Give us another chance and let us try again."
"Mom!" Yun Shan was stunned. After staying for a long time, he laughed excitedly, and tears kept falling, and then he hugged Lu Si Lin.
"My son, my Srin, I finally heard you call my mother again."