Lu Si-lin understood this time. Jin Duoer unbuttoned and undressed because he knew his wound. He looked at her tears and sighed helplessly.
"Do'er, do you know? I would rather face such a wound every day, and I don't want to face your tears for a minute. Don't cry, okay? Your tears are the most domineering weapon that stabbed me!"
Jin Duoer looked at him with red eyes, and then gently touched his wound and said, "Rin, it hurts, isn't it? Actually, I came to you just to say sorry to you. I shouldn't talk to you like that. But, I can’t help it.” Lu Si Lin’s eyes flashed after hearing this, but the next moment he felt distressed: “No, you shouldn’t say sorry to me, it should be me and you, I’m careful, I once said Yes, I’m here, you can happily want to do everything you want to sit on, but now, it’s really blocking you
it's me. Duoer, if you want to take care of Guoguo, just take care of it. I will not stop you. I will also help you take care of Tingting. "Jin Duoer looked at him, then took the clothes to put on him, and said: "Rin, I am so to Guoguo, not because I forgot Tingting, Xuan'er and the child in my stomach, in fact, I have been I didn’t tell you, I’ve been having a nightmare all the time, that is Tingting didn’t save it.
She was killed at sea. Every time, I woke up crying. Even if I knew it was a dream, I couldn’t forgive myself. When I thought about what happened to Tingting, when I called my mother, I was not there. , I can’t forgive myself. "
Lu Si Lin had already put on his shirt, and when he heard here he pulled Jin Duoer into his arms and gently patted her on the back: "Duoer, why didn't you tell me all this." Jin Duoer Shaking his head: "I know that this is my heart disease, but I don't want to say it, because every time I see Tingting I can only eat those tasteless foods, and every time I see her looking at burgers and fried chicken eagerly , But when I can only walk away silently, my heart is like a knife cut.
I can't forgive myself. It was because of me that Tingting was born dumb, and because of my waywardness, she was hurt like this. Her injury has already formed and I can't change it. "Lu Si Lin sighed heavily. He now understands that Duo'er has been living in self-blame because of Tingting's affairs. She blamed Tingting for not being there when she was injured, and blamed her for the indirect consequences, even more. She couldn’t change her self-blame. And in this way, she almost didn’t think about it once, and she would collapse.
In the next day, Guoguo appeared.
His experience was similar to that when Tingting was arrested. Therefore, she empathized and transferred the regrets that hadn’t changed Tingting’s sorrowful destiny to Guoguo. She was fully committed to changing that. The child's sad reminder made him happy.
Perhaps, when she was helping Guoguo, in her eyes, Guoguo was not Guoguo, but Tingting of the past.
"Duoer, sorry, I only know these things now, but, Doer, you have to figure out one thing. Guoguo is Guoguo, he is not Tingting. You can't ignore the present just because he is like Tingting at the beginning. Tingting," Lu Si Lin said again.
Jin Duoer wiped away her tears and nodded: "Well, I understand now. I hurt the former Tingting, but because of the current demon, I almost hurt the current Tingting again. I am really not a good one. mom."
"Who said that, I think they all feel happy because of your mother. Actually, you are guilty of the common disease of all your parents now." Lu Si Lin said amusedly.
"What's the common problem?" Jin Duoer raised her head and asked curiously. "That is, every parent feels that they don’t have enough for their children, and feel that they are sorry for their children. But ah, every child grows up, and when they have elderly parents in front of them, they feel that they have done enough. Too much, good enough, maybe this is all the parents in the world
Be sad. "Lu Si Lin said with a sigh. Jin Duoer put aside his sorrow, looked at him with an old and pedantic look and smiled lightly, and said: "Lin, look at you with emotion. This is the sadness of the parents. It is also the greatness and happiness of parents. In fact, every parent, whether old or young, thinks about it.
They are all how to help their children, even if they can't help them one day, they still hope that they will not be dragged down by them. "So, the child is infected by the feelings of his parents, thinking that what he did for his elderly parents is enough, but I don't know that what they do is nothing more than that. The parents don't care about them, but the last thing they do. Love it! "Lu Si Lin said here, full of emotion in his heart
. This kind of parental love is really great and beautiful. But he hadn't had that opportunity and luck in Lu Si Lin's life. "Duo'er, me and you are just to let you know that for Tingting and Xuan'er, you have done enough. You gave birth to them so hard and worked hard for them every day, fearing that they might not eat well. It’s not warm, even worried about whether they are happy or not today. You don’t have anything to regret them
, So you don’t have to live in those self-blame. In fact, your self-blame does not come from how much you are wrong, but from how much you love them. If you love them too much, you will feel the same and blame yourself because of the harm they have suffered. "
Lu Si Lin said again, in fact, he really envied his son and daughter, because they got the complete love of a mother, if now it is necessary to replace their lives with Duo'er's life, Duo'er must not hesitate to choose , This is maternal love.
Jin Duoer only smiled when she heard the words, but her heart was calmed a lot. Maybe, her self-blame really came from love.
"By the way, Rin, we can leave these things alone, but the most important thing now is the injury. Now it appears that the wound has been cracked. We have to go to the hospital to take a good check." Jin Duoer looked at Lu Si Lin seriously. Said.
"Ah? Stop it, Duo'er, this kind of injury is nothing to me." Lu Si Lin said indifferently. This kind of injury was like drinking water before, and now he really doesn't need to go to the hospital.
"Rin, listen to me and go to the hospital." Jin Duoer insisted, and under Jin Duoer's insistence, Lu Si Lin was left with compromise.
Jin Duoer and Lu Si Lin walked out of the private room, but did not see the others. At this time, Jin Duoer frowned: "Huh, where are the others?"
Lu Si Lin looked at it, took Jin Duoer into his arms, and said, "Others, Long Shang and Li Yang should go home with their daughter-in-law. As for Lingyun and Yiyi, they might go crazy for fun. You don't think they are. Wait for us at the door foolishly."
Jin Duoer blinked and smiled: "Of course not, but they didn't tell me when they left. It's really not interesting."
"Ha ha, yes." Lu Si Lin nodded in agreement.
These two goods, I never thought that when people left, your husband and wife would smash red wine to play, it would be boring who would go in to find them.
Jin Duoer and Lu Si Lin came to the hospital under Dark Moon Bright, and soon a doctor came to bandage Lu Si Lin. After the bandaging, the two of them walked out of the hospital. Lu Si Lin looked at the gauze he was bandaging and said: " Look, I said it, there is no need to come to the hospital."
"See, always rest assured!" Jin Duoer said.
"Well, for your peace of mind!" Lu Si Lin exhaled, then blinked, and then said: "Duo'er, don't be angry, I think it's better to send Guoguo away."
Jin Duoer was taken aback. Although she was still unwilling in her heart, she was able to listen patiently: "Tell me the reason." Lu Si Lin nodded, and then said his doubts about Guoguo: "Duoer, it's not suspicious. At that kind of distance, I didn’t understand how Guoguo left the wealthy area. At first I thought it was someone’s car, but I adjusted the monitor, checked the vehicles that went in at that time, and found them.
, They have never seen Guoguo. Don't you think this is weird? "
Jin Duoer was silent when he calmed down. This matter was really strange.
"However, even if this matter doesn’t make sense, I can’t figure out what Guoguo an eight-year-old child can do to us? What’s more, when we rescued him that day, we didn’t have anything wrong with him. It's clear, too." Jin Duoer asked inexplicably. Lu Si Lin sighed, "This is something I can't figure out. That's why I wanted to find a good person to send Guoguo away. This way, it will be good to him and to us."