Dad always said that I don’t think I’m qualified enough to lead a team.
I was still not convinced at that time, because I obviously beat the team he led.
And now, I know he was talking about the team.
When I fight him, I know that no one will really die, and they won't really kill me. Psychologically, I don't actually have too much burden. I just want to enjoy the exciting feeling that the battle brings to me.
But when faced with a real battle, my emotions were so unstable, and I was disturbed by side thoughts from time to time. I really failed as a captain, and I was still far from being a qualified captain.
It’s only because my evil cousin hasn’t taught me enough about it that I lose control of my emotions when I first encounter a boy’s physical reaction. I reject boys from both a psychological and physical perspective and feel disgusted with their bodies.
However, in the days to come, I believe that I will often encounter such embarrassing things, because when I go out on missions, I pretend to be a boy and deal with boys.
Now that I am a boy, I have to act like a boy. How can a boy care about such things? Rather than being stuck in the shadow of this incident like a little girl, always feeling embarrassed and embarrassed.
Yes, I am a boy, I am a boy!
I looked at the busy Harry, who was carefully measuring the dimensions of the panel. His focused face was looming in the dancing firelight, and the orange firelight dyed his reddish-brown bangs a touch of gold.
Fortunately, Harry is here this time. He can stabilize the morale of the army. He is a qualified captain. I still have too many things to learn from him.
I raised my face, took another deep breath, and walked out.
Asuna was the first to see me. She held the hologram and looked at me worriedly: "Why did you come out?" She asked softly and distressedly.
Her words attracted everyone's attention.
Lessius, who was repairing the system, felt his back immediately tighten. He was the only one who knew my little secret.
Harry's measuring hand paused slightly, and he lowered his face further and continued to measure without looking at me.
"team leader!"
"Captain!" The sisters hurriedly put down their things and ran towards me, looking at me worriedly.
Behind them was Herre, who was sitting in the hole of the spaceship. He looked at me from a distance worriedly.
There was also Fatty who was too embarrassed to poke his face out of the big hole. The hole in the Heli spacecraft has not yet been repaired.
This battle also taught me one thing, that is, warships are so vulnerable to ability users.
I once wanted to ask why Xingchuan Silver Moon City didn't attack the Eclipse Clan because it had such high technology
Now, I have the answer, and I understand Xingchuan's helpless and angry expression when faced with He Lei's questioning. I think his expression at that time was real.
No matter how high the technology, no matter how good the fighter plane is, in front of a capable person, it is like a toy airplane in the hands of a child. It will shatter into pieces with a slight drop.
Ultimately, this world is a world where ability users compete. Whoever has more ability users and is stronger will have the right to dominate the world.
And now most of the ability users have joined the Ghost Clan. In this world, it is easier to survive being a bad person.
What is justice? What is faith
No, nothing.
Only by living can you have everything.
"I'm fine." I looked at them and they breathed a sigh of relief, "You can continue your work."
"You really scared us!" Sister Pao punched me in the chest. Poof, it hurt a little. I'm still growing, so it would hurt if she hit me here.
"Uh... I'm sorry." Sister Bao smiled mischievously and took the opportunity to touch my chest. I immediately glared at her, and she took back her hand with a mischievous smile and quickly ran away.
Mingyou glared at her angrily and walked up to me: "Don't get me wrong, the scary thing Sister Pao said was not about your ability, but the look on your face when you came back. There was no blood on your face, like a dead person. , it really scared us all.”
"That's right, captain, we are really worried about you!" Sakura lowered her face sadly, "If it were me...if something like that happened to me, I would definitely have nightmares, and I wouldn't even leave the room now."
"They deserve it." Xue Ji said coldly, and the boy's voice became more and more cold, "How dare you touch! Ugh!" Xue Ji's mouth was suddenly covered by Ming You.
Mingyou stared at her anxiously: "A Pao usually talks a lot, why are you talking so much today!"
Xue Ji's eyes flashed, her eyes returned to their usual dullness, and she quietly walked back to the spacecraft to continue helping with repairs. .
"But having said that, the pink color is really beautiful." Sister Pao said while wiring the connection on the side of the spacecraft, "Captain, you should accept him! Let him surrender..."
"Bang!" With a loud noise, Harry broke the panel in front of him! That is the outer shell of the spacecraft!
The second sister could penetrate the outer shell of the spacecraft because of her sharp claws, but Harry had real fleshy hands and actually broke the removed panel!
Lessius, Helle, and Sister Cannon all looked at him. His hands slowly shrank and he continued to work on himself without looking at others as if nothing had happened.
Asuna turned to look at me, and it was obvious that Harry was angry.
Although I don't know how Lessius explained it to Harry, Harry probably wasn't angry at me for yelling at him, he wasn't that stingy.
I looked at everyone, and they were all looking at Harry, and I immediately said, "Would you like a midnight snack?"
Harry was still working on his panel dully, while Lessius looked back and continued working on his own program.
"Okay." Sakura helped break the awkwardness, dropped what she was holding and ran over, "Captain, I'll help you."
"good."
When we got the things and came out again, Harry and Herrey were already holding the cut panel and placing it on the hole in the Nightman, ready to be welded.
Sakura and I started baking black bread. This is another way to eat black bread that I "invented". It's crispy when baked and dipped in the sauce recovered from the Crow ruins. It's much more delicious than before.
"Everyone, take a break and come have supper." I called to everyone, and everyone put down their things and sat around the fire.
Lessius sat far away from me, and so did Harry, but Harry sat next to me, together with Fats.
Harry saw Harry sitting next to me, stretched out his foot and kicked Lessius. Lessius looked at him and gave him a wink. Lessius looked over and lowered his face with embarrassment and blush.
Harry rolled his eyes angrily, stood up from his original position, strode between Harry and me without looking at anyone else, and sat down.
Harley looked at him, and he looked forward as if he didn't know, eating toast, and didn't look at me.
He Lei pondered for a moment, then withdrew his gaze and lowered his face to look at the toasted bread in his hands, his expression deep and thoughtful.
"Hmm! It's delicious!" Fat Ci exclaimed, but when he saw that everyone seemed to have no appetite to eat, they lowered their faces in embarrassment.
Everyone was holding the bread and not eating it.
Harry also had a worried look on his face. He turned around and glanced at me over Harry, then lowered his face again as he hesitated to speak.
It's me who worries everyone.