"Harry! Luo Bing is very disgusted with us boys now! She just said this because she didn't want everyone to worry! She didn't want Harry and the others to see that she was a girl!" Lessius grabbed Harry's collar angrily, Staring at him angrily, "How can a boy be so awkward like this! He looks so much like a girl! Do you know! Others will notice that she is a girl!"
Harry's expression immediately tensed up and he looked at me blankly.
Lessius pushed him angrily: "You knew that Luo Bing only let that happen for us! That bastard came close, do you think she was willing?! Do you think she's not disgusted now! You Don't you want to know what she is thinking now? Go and see for yourself!" Lessius angrily slapped a piece of paper on Harry's chest.
"No!" I hurriedly went to get it, but Harry had already picked up the piece of paper and looked at it. My face immediately started to burn, and Harry also stood there blankly, his face starting to turn red!
I hurriedly snatched the paper from his hand, "歘! 歘! 歘!" I tore it into pieces and threw it into the lake. The white fragments were gradually swallowed by the purple-red lake water.
I turned away, clenched my fists, and looked at my face in the lake, which looked more like a boy: "I'm fine now. It was just my first encounter and I was scared. I will be fine in the future and I will work hard." Be more like a boy!" I raised my fists to encourage myself, and there were no more distracting thoughts in my mind. "I won't show any flaws anymore. The way I look now is very pretentious and childish. Isn't it funny?" I pretended. I looked at them with a relaxed chuckle, but they all lowered their faces and made no sound, as if they had no intention of listening to any of my words.
The quiet lake breeze stirred up ripples. Unknowingly, the moon marks on the lake had disappeared, and the distant east began to turn pale.
"I want to go back and kill that prostitute!" Suddenly, Harry wanted to leave with murderous intent.
"Harry!" Lessius pushed against his chest.
"Get out of the way!" Harry pushed Lessius away, and Lessius was pushed to the ground in a fit of anger.
I immediately went up and grabbed Harry's sleeve: "Harry! Don't leave me!" I blurted out urgently.
Harry stopped in his tracks, and Lessius, who fell to the ground, looked at me and Harry in a daze, and I held Harry's hand.
Harry slowly turned around and looked at me.
My mind was in chaos again. I took a deep breath, tried to calm down, and lowered my face: "Actually... I was not only frightened by that boy, but also by my own ability... Since I left, that boy The rotten face and the handfuls of fallen hair always appeared in front of my eyes..." My hand holding Harry's sleeve began to tremble slightly. Because of the trembling, I could only hold his sleeve more tightly. "And the fragrance of him, I can't forget it... I can't forget it..." The heavy stone pressing on my chest loosened little by little in the conversation, turned into water, and filled my eyes, moistening them. blinded my eyes.
"I can't sleep... I really can't sleep! I always think of their rotting faces, smell the fragrance on their bodies, and the sour smell like rotting corpses they spit out... "
"Luo Bing..." Lessius stood up and walked to my side...
"But... But being with you, talking to you... smelling the smell of engine oil on your body can make me forget all this for a while... forget the rotten person, forget their painful screams, forget the rancid smell in the air, Forget them…”
"Stop talking!" Suddenly, Lessius hugged me tightly, so tightly that his chest seemed to be suffocating. "Stop talking, Luo Bing... you are our girl, Noah's girl." "It's because we didn't protect you... It's because we didn't have the ability..."
"I'm sorry..." Suddenly, Harry turned around and hugged Lessius and me, holding both of us tightly in his arms. He seemed to hug me together with Lessius, holding me Keep it well between him and Lessius.
Tears stained Lessius's chest, and I wiped them away secretly. I didn't want them to see me cry again. I finally threw this dirty, smelly stone that had been stuck in my chest all night to them. While I became relaxed, I gave them this heavy pain.
If, with regard to the Crow Relics, I could comfort myself by saying that I was helping them free themselves, and I could convince myself that killing people was a just act by helping them get rid of their pain, what about this time
Although I understand that there is a first time for everything, this first time made me painful. It was like the darkness took root deeply in my heart and gave birth to a barb that hooked my heart hard.
I don’t want to become a bloodthirsty Eclipse tribesman, nor do I want to become a murderous and insensitive Silvermoon City person. I don’t want to completely become a person of this world.
If I must destroy the enemy, I hope I can shoot them in the head with one shot or end their lives with one sword, instead of torturing them like this and letting them wail in pain in front of me and gradually rot from the outside to the inside. This is very harmful to them. , it is undoubtedly a kind of torture for myself.
I underestimated my ability too much. I originally just wanted to scare them. I thought my skin would just get some blisters like Harry's, but I didn't expect it would be so harmful to them.
My ability tells me not to treat radiation as child's play.
I slowly reached out my hand and hugged Lessius tightly in front of me. For a moment, please let me put down my strength and rely on them for a little while, so that my heart can rest for a moment. , like a little sister hiding under her brother's wings, hiding from the wind and rain for a moment.
The strong smell of engine oil also covered up the orchid fragrance of Lessius, making it strong and pungent.
"I'm fine..." I said softly and let go of Lessius. .
Harry and Lessius let me go together and stood quietly in front of me.
I raised my face and smiled lightly at them under the gradually whitening sky: "Thank you for letting me rely on you."
Their expressions became complicated, and Lessius blushed and turned his face away hastily.
Harry looked at him and smiled, returning to his usual informality again, but there was a seriousness in Amber's pupils: "We have said that we should bear everything together, and if you have any worries in the future, you can tell Lessius first." He said. Slapping down Lessius with a palm, Lessius turned away more and more upset.
Harry picked up Lessius's long hair wickedly: "He is like your close sister, as for me~~" Harry smiled and looked at me, "He is your eldest brother. If anyone bullies you, tell me, and I will beat him up." Beat him!" Harry raised his fist, put his arms around Lessius, and smiled at him, "Lesius, how about we get married and become Luo Bing's parents?"
"Pfft." I burst out laughing. Harry is not only my good big brother, but also everyone's pistachio.