Brother Qianli is not even as good as Lessius. Lessius is with me every day, and he can only watch Asuna silently from a distance, but even so, he is content...
Lessius also said that he wanted to be my star, so he could always look at me and protect me...
"You think he is unhappy. He may not be unhappy. You think it is good to do this to him, but he thinks it is painful. Luo Bing, your views and thoughts may not be those of Lessius. What he thinks in his heart, how he can be happy, and how he feels, only Lessius himself knows." Brother Qianli slowly turned around and looked quietly in the direction of the reservoir.
After he said these words, he didn't speak anymore. He just stared quietly at the distant night sky, at the end of the world, as if Asuna was standing there, her long hair flying gently in the moonlight.
I turned around again to face the starry sky. I felt that Lessius was unhappy. Maybe he was not unhappy. I felt it was unfair to him. Maybe he didn’t feel it was unfair...
What is the decision that is good for him and makes him happy...
He just wants to... stay by my side and be my star...
Just like this, he will be very happy...
If you don't try, how will you know if you won't like him...
Give him a chance, maybe... also give yourself a chance...
But…
I suddenly didn't have the courage...
gone back…
Only now do I understand that facing feelings is true bravery. I can go into battle and kill the enemy without fear of death, but I don't have the courage to face Lessius who was rejected by me.
Lysius, how did he do it? He dared to stand in front of me and say to me: I like you...
On the second day of my birthday, what I worried about happened.
Lessius hid back in his research room and never came out again. Harry also began to avoid me inexplicably. The boys saw me staying away, as if they didn't want to be embarrassed by the meeting, and the girls didn't seem to know how to follow me. I speak, and I often don't speak.
I myself am always absent-minded, when eating, training, taking a shower...
My chest became more and more stuffy, and the adults sighed when they saw me and seemed to know something.
I started to suffer from insomnia, just like what Harry said in the self-review written for me. My mind was always a mess, I was very upset, and I couldn’t concentrate.
Lessius avoided me and Harry avoided me, which made me embarrassed to go to them. I was the one who caused them trouble and made them unhappy, and in the end, I became unhappy myself.
I really brought this upon myself. I shouldn't have run away.
Even Xiaoka became dejected and stayed with Xiaoha and the others instead of going back to the room.
"Tsk, hey..." A sigh came from the bridge. I slowly came back to my senses. I didn't know how long I had been sitting under the trestle. I raised my face and heard Sister Ceci's voice from above, "These three My child...it's really worrying..."
"Don't worry, emotional things are normal and they will get better after a while." Uncle Mason said comfortingly.
"I told you before, the time has not come yet. This kid Lessius has always been timid. Why is he so brave this time!"
"When a boy confesses his love to a girl, his courage will burst out! Xiaobing, on the other hand, can usually kill monsters, but when faced with Lessius's confession, he actually ran away."
"Maybe Xiaobing doesn't want to reject Lessius personally, for fear of embarrassment. The more people he cares about, the more he fears getting hurt..."
"But isn't running away also a rejection..."
"Hey, so it's better not to tell the truth. We can still maintain the same status quo with Xiaobing. In a year or two, the relationship will naturally develop."
"Then what if Xiaobing likes someone else at that time? Look at how charming Xiaobing is, what about He Lei, what about Xingchuan of Silver Moon City, her world is outside, even Elder Alufa thinks she can lead him in the future Many people with stronger abilities have returned, and there will be no place for Lessius at that time. Lessius is our own child who we watched grow up, how can we take advantage of the men outside?"
"Hey! I'm so worried when I see them! That brat Harry doesn't even want to help."
"Are you our son's biological mother? He is already in enough pain!"
"Let's not talk about it anymore, they still have to rely on themselves. That kid Lessius could just hide in the research room and concentrate on making inventions, wouldn't he solve Qianli's problem?"
"If Qianli's problem can be solved, then Qianli's child will have even greater hopes during Asuna's coming-of-age ceremony. Today should be Qianli's last day on duty. Tomorrow Qianli's robot should take to the skies."
"Well, our Noah City will get better and better. By the way, you said... should I choose another man?"
"Cough cough cough..."
"There are so many children now, and I also want to..."
"It's not good of you to choose a child who is the same age as Harry. Should Harry call him brother or second dad?"
"Hahahaha——" Sister Ceci laughed heartily.
"Is it because I failed to satisfy you? Do you think my time is short? That's not right... you think my forty minutes are not enough..."
"Cough cough cough..." Sister Ceci coughed suddenly, "If you want to be shameless, tell me here!" Sister Ceci punched Uncle Mason and left quickly.
"Hey, hey, hey, wife, how about now..." Uncle Mason chased after me, and I walked out gently from under the trestle, just in time to see Uncle Mason's hand pinching Sister Ceci's sexy buttocks!
I stiffened for a while and turned around. Today is Brother Qianli's last day on duty. How many days have I been confused? Lessius has completed the Thousand Miles Robot? !
My head hurts because I haven’t slept well for several days. I can’t go on like this, and I don’t want to go on like this anymore! This is not my character.
But Lessius suddenly confessed his love to me, which really made me panic. Just like Sister Ceci said, Lessius treats me very seriously, and I don’t want to hurt him. However, in the end, my method hurt him even more. It’s just because of my lack of experience in love.
I haven't even reached the age of seventeen yet, what can I do
I frowned. Once upon a time, I would tell Harry that I wanted to give Sister Mingyou an explanation, but what was I doing? It really means that it is easy to tell others but difficult to do yourself.
I'm going to find Lessius. I don't want the three of us to go on like this!
I took a deep breath, gathered up the courage, and ran to Lessius' research room. After struggling for a long time, my face turned red, and then I raised my hand and knocked on the door: "Lesius! Lessius!"
The door opened, but there was only Xiaoka.
"Where's your dad?"
"Out..." Xiaoka was still downcast, "Master... when will you reconcile with dad? Dad doesn't sleep every day. Xiaoka is very worried about him..."
As expected, he is his biological son. He cares about Lessius and doesn't sleep. And I, the master, haven't slept for several days, and I don't see you caring about me.
"Do you know where he went?"
Xiaoka shook his head.
My heart sank to the bottom. I finally mustered up the courage to look for him, but he was not there. I don’t know if I can muster up the courage next time.