"Ah!" I hurriedly grabbed his little hand, but I didn't dare to use force. His little hand was also soft, and I was afraid of hurting him.
At this moment, the second sister came. She picked up the little prince and sat by the pool. Then she opened her collar and exposed her huge breasts. The little prince closed her eyes and took it in her mouth accurately and began to suck. .
It turns out that the little prince has not been weaned yet and was looking for milk just now.
I blushed and watched the second sister breastfeeding, because the second sister was so beautiful while breastfeeding. It is a warm picture that can instantly make your heart feel calmer than ever before.
I don't know how long I watched, but the second sister put the little prince into my arms again. I looked at her blankly, and I saw that she had something to say to me, but she still flew away alone.
I held the sleeping little prince and stood by the pool quietly watching the second sister fly away. I seemed to understand what the second sister was thinking. She hoped that during the time I was here, I could be with the little prince and let the little prince learn from me. How to be human.
I hugged the little prince tightly and returned to Xingchuan's bedside. I gently put the little prince down. The little prince stretched his limbs comfortably and lay on the bed. He snored loudly.
The flying corpse monster guard sat aside and stared closely at the little prince and Xingchuan.
"Sister..." Suddenly, a vague murmur came from Xingchuan. I looked over and saw Xingchuan's face turned red.
I ran onto the waterbed, knelt down next to him, and reached out to touch his forehead. Sure enough, he had a fever!
"Sister..." He frowned tightly, with an expression of pain and sadness that he had never seen before when he was awake, "Don't... Sister Elena... Elena... Sister... don't..." His head As he shook, his body began to tremble slightly, and tears actually welled up in his eyes, slid down his cheeks, and stained the water bed below.
Elena... was the little sister he once loved deeply.
I still remember the calmness and indifference with which he mentioned Elena's death, as if he didn't care about Elena's death at all.
But now, he is as sad as a child who has lost his mother...
It turned out that everything that happened at that time, the sad and fearful Xingchuan, was sealed in his heart, and he completely disguised himself with an emotionless mask.
Disguise...is also a form of protection.
Xingchuan is trying to protect himself.
It turns out that this is the real Xingchuan who has been buried deep in his heart, the Xingchuan who is afraid of loneliness, fear of darkness, fear of losing loved ones, and insecurity.
Xingchuan, is that why you are so dependent and pestering me
I seem to be beginning to understand your heart.
"Old monster... old monster..." he shouted vaguely, tears constantly pouring out.
I saw such a fragile side of Xingchuan that I had never seen before. He was actually crying, scared, and in pain...
He is actually... more afraid of loneliness than I am...
I turned around and got out of bed and went to the supply cabin, took out the anti-inflammatory mask, and then took out the thermal blanket. When Xingchuan was mumbling in pain, I returned to his side and put the mask on his face. Anti-inflammatory mist was immediately generated. into his breath.
He began to calm down slowly, but tears still fell from under the mask.
I took off the mask, and the tears in the corners of his eyes gradually dried up. His pale lips moved lightly, and he uttered feeble words: "Luo Bing... don't leave me... don't..." His hand reached into the air.
My heart ached because of that weak hand and the tears on his pillow. I frowned, pressed down his hand, and covered him with a thermal blanket.
I lay next to the little prince and couldn't fall asleep for a long time.
My heart always feels like a huge stone is pressing down on me, making me unable to breathe.
The obscene words he said echoed in my ears. Those words that once made me sick and disgusted betrayed the truest desire in his heart.
He said, My body is very warm.
Because... he longs for warmth, and he misses Elena like his mother's warmth...
He said he wanted to penetrate me deeply…
Because... he longs for a relative who only belongs to him and will only be by his side...
He said he wanted to get to the point where I fell in love with him...
Because... he really longs for love...
This is a heart disease, the dark spores planted in his heart by the man who sucked Elena.
That scene must be terrifying and tragic.
Thirteen-year-old Xingchuan watched helplessly as the person he was closest to and loved the most at the time was smoked and turned into ashes in front of him. That feeling of powerlessness and hatred were deeply buried in his heart and turned into a nightmare at midnight. The nightmare kept him from sleeping peacefully...
That's why he needs someone to sleep next to him...
I tossed and turned, unable to sleep, so I sat up and looked at the flying corpse monster: "Please bring me some clothes worn by men."
One of the flying corpse monsters immediately walked out of the palace and flew out.
The east gradually turns white, and the water curtain completely covers the balcony of the palace. It is like natural glass, very beautiful, and as magical as living in a water curtain cave.
I also saw the heating button next to the water bed, but unfortunately there is no energy here now.
My eyes fell on Xingchuan's sleeping face again. His eyebrows were still stretched out. Even though the fever had subsided, he still slept uneasily.
Xingchuan always said that I am strong and bring him a sense of security.
I didn't understand it at the time, it felt weird.
Now I understand that he didn't lie, he really needs a sense of security.
It was just the long-term disguise that allowed him to force himself to become numb and indifferent to the original fear. He would not admit the fragility in his heart. Because he is Xingchuan, His Highness of Silver Moon City, how can he have a fragile side
He really needs my strength to make him feel safe enough to sleep peacefully.
His domineering and exclusive treatment of me probably comes from this...
Because you long for this sense of security in me and monopolize my sense of security, you are even more afraid of losing me. Xingchuan's monopoly on me should be the most primitive, the monopoly of a child on his mother.
I seem to have found the reason for all this, but I still don't know how to face Xingchuan or heal Xingchuan.
Because, it is impossible for me to be with Xingchuan because of this. I will not leave Harry, leave Lessius, or leave the person I love for him.
Moreover, Xingchuan's monopoly on me is so strong that he wants to make love to me every time he is with me. How could I give in? !
He is pitiful, but I can't give him the love he wants...
Suddenly, the little prince began to turn over and over, and his little wings deformed when he turned over. I was really worried that his little wings would be broken by himself. When I wanted to pat him, he stood up, rubbed his eyes, and hurriedly He stumbled out of bed and ran towards the pool.
I immediately chased him, and then I saw him standing by the pool, showing his birdie, and started peeing!
ah! I just swam in it last night!