It was because of his successful proposal that Lessius became confident, brave, decisive in everything he did, and no longer timid. And now, again because of me, he doesn't look good.
I pressed Lessius, but the blush on his face never faded away, and his trembling eyes never dared to look at me. This was the Lessius I was familiar with.
"Lesius, I'm sorry, I know you did it because I gave up your experiment, and I also know that scientific research is your life. If I made you confused, I would rather you do those experiments than see it. You became what you are now.”
I'm really worried about him. He's been talking to himself there every night lately. Although he did it before, he would still sleep, at most with his eyes open, but now, it's really unusual.
"Yes, I'm sorry, I made you worry." Lessius, like before, would only say sorry to me.
"Lesius! Look at me!" I shouted at him.
However, his eyes flickered and he still didn't look at me.
I could only hold his chin and force him to face me. The moment his eyes touched mine, he immediately avoided me.
"Lesius..." Seeing him like this, I felt depressed and sad. We are family, we like each other, and I don't want to see him like this.
He has his ideals, he has his aspirations. If it makes him suffer because I give up, then it is selfish of me and my fault.
I slowly lowered my face and looked at him avoiding my eyes: "What should I do to make you happy again? Is this possible?" I lowered my face and gently kissed his lips. .
He froze immediately, his lips trembled slightly under my lips, and he immediately looked at me. His trembling eyes were filled with surprise, happiness, and what scientists call adrenaline. He happily said, Look at me with joy.
He must have mustered up all the courage for the kiss when I left Noah's City. I still clearly remember that his lips trembled slightly because of nervousness when he kissed me.
So, this is Lysius.
I left his lips and looked at him worriedly: "This is you. Who was it just now?"
His eyes widened immediately, and the joy, excitement and happiness he felt a moment ago disappeared instantly and were replaced by nervousness, confusion and panic. He hurriedly pushed on my shoulders and pushed me away!
Lessius actually pushed me away.
"I, I've been a little confused recently..." Lessius started to stutter again. This was because he was panicking. He is definitely countless times ahead of us in terms of IQ, but in terms of emotional intelligence, he will never cover up or hide his emotions. His expression said, "I'm afraid that you hate me, I'm afraid that I won't be able to be by your side in the end, and Harry is so good, and you and him..." His voice dropped, "In love again... I started to feel... a little redundant." …”
It turned out that it was because of my relationship with Harry. It was Harry's imminent return that gave Lessius a sense of crisis and made him gradually lose confidence in staying with me.
I hugged him immediately: "Lesius, don't think so. I'm working hard for this, can you work hard too? You can't give up."
"Xiao Bing..." He became excited again, stretched out his arms and hugged my body tightly, his chest rising and falling against mine.
"I don't know how to make you feel at ease. If, if I must... you... you must... sleep with me... and me..." My face began to turn red, "Sleep with me... so that you can feel at ease, then I... I can..."
"Xiaobing!" he exclaimed, and in an instant, I felt something starting to rise below.
My face turned red immediately, because I was still straddling Lessius's body, so the feeling was particularly clear.
"Xiaobing!"
"thumping!"
Lessius actually pushed me away...
"Ah!" I fell to the ground. It felt like Xingchuan wanted to rape me countless times, and then I pushed him away.
"Xiao Bing!" Blushing, Lessius came to me nervously and held my arm: "I'm sorry, I'm..."
"Stop talking..." I also blushed and hugged my knees.
"I, I don't want you to force yourself, but, I heard you say that..." Lessius blushed and laughed, leaned over and hugged my body, his hot face pressed against my neck, "I hate Happiness, I am too sensitive, this is my problem, because my mind is too active, I won’t do it anymore.”
"Yes." I felt much more relaxed, "Lesius, as long as you don't give up on your own, I will never give up on you!"
We hugged each other tightly in the morning light. Although, when I was with Lessius, I didn’t have the same passionate love as when I was with Harry.
But his delicacy, his gentleness, and his obedience to me made me feel another kind of happiness and warmth. Maybe this is also a kind of love
There are all kinds of love. I don’t want to leave him, he doesn’t want to leave me, I don’t want him to be unhappy, and he doesn’t want me to be unhappy. He is even willing to give up his dreams. Isn’t this love
When Harry comes back, the three of us will be able to be together happily, just like the ending of every fairy tale.
After that, Lessius really returned to normal, and I was always with him. Harry was my sense of security. I found that I was Lessius’ sense of security, just like I was Xingchuan’s sense of security.
For the first time, as a woman, it was a bit strange to give a man a sense of security.
Soon, good news came from the front line. Harry, Helei and Xingchuan had captured important cities on the three fronts. They will come back together for a short refreshment and celebration soon!
Harry is coming back!
And Herrey, I don’t know if the commander of the Soviet Army will come this time.
The whole Silver Moon City was happy about this. The girls didn't even think about going to class anymore. Their lovers were coming back.
Lessius and I were lying on our respective beds, and Lessius was drawing designs on his notebook that would be my new clothes.
because…
I told him that I was growing and my original clothes made my chest tight.
He blushed and understood.
Only when Lessius was around could I dare to stretch my chest and let my chest, which had been stuffy all day, get some respite.
I lay on the bed and looked at Lessius. He was the most serious and handsome when he was working.
"Lesius, go to sleep, Harry will be back tomorrow."
He continued to write and draw, and looked at me with a smile: "You go to bed first." After that, he started to draw again.
However, I can't sleep because Harry is coming back tomorrow. The heartbeat keeps accelerating.
I got up and Lessius looked at me doubtfully. I smiled at him and said, "Let me draw a picture for you."
Lessius was stunned, and I pulled him up, walked into the studio, and sat him down on the ground: "You just need to do your business."