After chatting with Komori Ai on LINE, Asagiri Mitsuki lay on the bed, staring at the light blue ceiling, feeling a little tired.
Ai Komori is a child with rich emotions, and she chose the girl precisely because of this. The girl is her camouflage uniform and also the database she uses to perfect her emotional program.
Now, she began to doubt whether her choice was right.
Komori Ai is too pure, purer than all the "friends" she has dated before and purer than all the databases she has observed before. In other friends, she often observes malice and guilt, but in Komori Ai, there is only the pure cunning of a girl.
Regarding her other friends, Asagiri Mizuki could have the following thought: "It turns out that their emotions are also fake, and it turns out that I am not fundamentally different from them."
But in Komori Ai, no matter how hard she tried, she could not find such proof. If malice and sin were likened to a quagmire, then what she found in Komori Ai was only the shallow water on the road after a summer rain, a beautiful puddle reflecting the blue sky and white clouds.
Mitsuki Asagiri sometimes thought maliciously that perhaps Komori Ai was too stupid, too stupid to give birth to a crime that was bred in emotional entanglements.
Whenever she realized this, jealousy would arise in her heart, and sin would grow in her mind, and she would plan evil deeds. She knew that Komori Ai actually liked Minami Yuki, and she wanted to hold Minami Yuki in her arms and watch Komori Ai force a smile and bless her.
This faint jealousy made her uneasy. She didn't know whether it was her simulation of jealousy or she was really jealous.
But she was sure of one thing, that Ai Komori's presence made her uncomfortable.
Jealousy alone is nothing, she is often jealous, but besides jealousy, she often gets another feeling from Komori Ai. She can't tell what that feeling is. She thinks it is probably a kind of disgust, because every time after that feeling, there is a feeling of fear and rejection.
She was afraid and rejecting that feeling.
She thought that maybe she should get rid of Ai Komori. Her father's job in Misaki has been stable for nearly three years, and he might be transferred to another place soon. However, she is already in high school, and her parents may let her stay in Misaki for the sake of her studies.
Continue observing for a while. If you can adapt to Ai Komori, stay in Misaki. If you can't adapt, find a way to leave Ai Komori.
Wow!
She drew the curtains around the bed, blocking the moonlit city from view.
The lights went out and she lay in bed. The quilt was a little thick and too warm for this season.
She stretched her feet out of the quilt and her body temperature dropped. She thought it didn't matter how thick the quilt was.
She closed her eyes, and the figure of Minami Yuki suddenly appeared in her mind. That boy might have the same heart as Komori Ai. The strange thing was that when she faced the boy, she did not feel the same repulsion as Komori Ai. Was it because of the different identities of Komori Ai and Minami Yuki
She thought vaguely for a while, and her consciousness gradually calmed down. She fell asleep, but it seemed that she was not in a dream.
Looking at the narrow sofa beneath her, Asagiri Mitsuki was confused. Was this a dream? She was clearly on the bed just now, how did she suddenly end up here
She looked in front of her and saw a huge screen that was on, illuminating the surroundings dimly. She was surrounded by walls of indistinguishable color.
This is a movie theater
She looked at the center of the screen.
["Yuuki and Mitsuki"]
[Director: Yuuki Minami, Mizuki Asagiri]
[Starring: Yuki Minami, Mitsuki Asagiri]
[Rating: 90]
Yuuki? Minami Yuuki
As she watched, the black words slowly faded away, images appeared, and sounds came from all around.
The images and sounds seemed to be reflected in her mind, and the projection room seemed to be not outside her body, but inside her body. What was projected on the screen seemed to be her memory. The feelings in it emerged in her heart along with the images and sounds.
Interesting, is this the future? Am I imagining it
She rested her elbows on the armrests, resting her chin on her palms, watching the images on the screen and making comments in her mind.
The date with Minami Yuki and Komori Ai, these places look boring. As expected, this boy is a normal popular person.
Oh? After the three-person date, the two of them went to a snack shop? Is this a confession
… How is it possible, how did he know my disguise!
Fortunately, it turns out that they were negotiating and using each other as shields? Interesting.
Wow, is he so close to those three women? What a jerk!
Eh? Didn't he do anything more intimate with those three women? Didn't he use me as a shield to calm their fight, turn his relationship with them from open to covert, and then have affairs with them one by one
Just to maintain a friendship? Would you rather have a pure friendship than an incomplete relationship
Tsk—what a pure little boy. If it were me, I would keep them in different places and divide my time into two parts: one quarter for the orcs, one quarter for the dwarves, one quarter for the elves, and one quarter for hooking up with other women.
In society’s view of men, having three female friends is not a great accomplishment; having three homes is proof of success!
Would they be hostile to each other? Seeing how close they are now living together, there is no sign of hostility at all. If there is hostility, it is just that they were not very familiar with each other before, right
Wait, is this guy planning to do that
Asagiri Mizuki nodded her forehead and made relevant associations using the knowledge she had accumulated from many readings that were not suitable for teenagers and her experience of observing in life.
She stared at the screen and found that things were not going as she had imagined.
After the three girls became as close as sisters, Nan Youxi did not start to act unruly.
Isn't this the path she imagined
First, let the three girls become close friends, and then have an affair with them. Because the boy already has a girlfriend, the three girls' expectations will be lowered, and they will just want to get some affection. At this time, their desire for exclusiveness will be put down, and their acceptance of sharing will be improved. In addition, they already have a deep friendship, so they will definitely be able to live with the boy in peace and stability. If the boy throws away Mitsuki, the tool, he can form a family of four.
This method should work, right
Asagiri Mitsuki doesn't understand love. She came up with this method by imitating her experience of emotional struggles in small groups of girls.
When she was in the first grade of junior high school, she used this method to make the mothers of seven classmates regard her as their common daughter. Her biological parents were busy with work, so she found new mothers for herself.
Although it was comfortable to be cared for by seven mothers, it took her a lot of time and energy to build relationships with seven people and let them live in peace. After completing it, she felt very tired for a while. Before she could enjoy the love of the seven mothers, her father transferred to Misaki. When they left, the seven mothers cried very sadly, but she just felt a little troublesome.
When her attention shifted away from the screen, the movie stopped. She stopped recalling and continued looking at the screen, and the movie continued playing.
Hmm? I warned him? I told him he could date three girls without worries? Isn't that asking for trouble? Why did I do that
He didn't do that? Even if I reminded him, he still couldn't wake up
It is also possible that he is aware of this approach but is unwilling to do it. After all, this method looks the same as mental training. Really, you are really the same as Komori Ai.
Asagiri Mitsuki yawned and felt a little bored.
She wanted to see more intense conflicts and rivers of blood, but the Asano house remained calm.
There is no jealousy, no secret affair, no Shura field, no hatchet, and even no pain of youth.
Like a sour fruit.
With her eyes fixed on the screen, she began to daydream. She recalled Komori Ai's emotional fluctuations today, analyzed them rationally, wrote them into a program that would automatically respond, and put it into her heart.
She gradually became irritated. She thought it was a rejection of Komori Ai, but after she stopped observing Komori Ai and started observing other students, her irritation continued to increase.
She realized that her irritability did not come from within herself, but from the movie in front of her.
The movie only brought out indescribable feelings, no thoughts, no inner activities. She didn't know what happened to herself in the movie, and from the plot shown in the pictures, there were clearly no twists and turns.
She stopped thinking, stared at the screen, and felt the feelings coming over.
In addition to a feeling of uncertainty, there is also uneasiness, doubt and fear.
This feeling was the same as the one she had felt from Komori Ai. As expected, they were two people who looked alike. Could this boy also arouse her disgust
Asagiri Mitsuki is confident in the nature of this feeling.
After having this feeling, will you choose to leave
However, no matter how strong the feeling was, she still did not choose to leave in the movie.
Are you used to it
If you think about it carefully, it really doesn't matter. Anyway, the boy is only at home when he sleeps. They sleep in separate rooms and sometimes they don't see each other once a day.
Wait, what is this feeling, loneliness? Why is the feeling of loneliness so strong? Can't stop watching dramas and playing games
Go find a new friend, go shopping and eat with them, why stay home alone? He is nowhere to be seen all day, why do you stay home like a good wife? Even if you care about your reputation, it won't be a problem if you only play with women!
Asagiri Mitsuki gradually felt something was wrong. She put her hands on the armrests and stood up.
The doubts in her heart grew stronger and stronger, and she gave rise to fear. She couldn't tell whether the doubts and fear came from the screen or from her own heart.
Her heart is beating fast.
She saw the boy's parents, and she on the screen introduced the boy to her parents.
they got married.
The doubts in her heart reached their peak at the wedding, and on the wedding night after the wedding, they were entangled, merged, corrupted, and reborn, and finally turned into a glimmer of enlightenment.
On the morning of the second day after her wedding, she smiled as she watched Nan Youxi walk out on the screen.
The feeling from the picture filled Asagiri Mitsuki's heart. It was stronger and clearer, without the uneasiness, doubt and fear that had lingered in her heart for a long time. It was also like the purification of her feelings towards Komori Ai.
Her intense heartbeat slowly became calm. This calm was not just a slowdown in her heartbeat, but also a comfortable and cozy feeling, with joy, peace and yearning. She thought of the summer when she was a child, when she stood on the porch of the old house, with her arms open to the blue sky and the emerald green water, and the wind brought the coolness of the river surface and caressed her body.
Soon, this coolness was extinguished by the scorching sun. On the screen, Minami Yuki went out and went to Asano's house.
She had familiar feelings: regret, jealousy, frustration, sitting on a moving truck as a child, being splashed with water by passing wheels when she went out on a rainy day, not being able to keep up with the emotional changes of Komori Ai...
She gripped the armrests tightly and stared at the screen. She was about to stand up from the sofa. She felt her spirit twitching.
The feeling coming from the screen was like a brush made of steel wire, pressing hard on the filthy heart in her chest, rubbing it, scraping blood, tearing out flesh, and pricking her nerves. This rough washing left her heart damaged and broken. She felt angry and terrified. However, after the steel brush shaved off the tangled flesh and blood vessels on the outside, she was surprised to find that underneath the filthy heart, wrapped in it, there was a tiny, bright red heart that was beating alive.
On the screen, she lay quietly on the sofa, without words or monologue, but her feelings spoke for themselves.
She sat back on the sofa in the screening room, she was panicked, she didn't know whether this clarity was true or false, she didn't understand where she was or what was playing on the screen.
She felt lost.
The images on the screen were still playing, and she watched quietly, the pain in her heart always accompanied her. She thought, this is the pain of regret, the futile resentment, hating herself for realizing it too late, blaming herself for being too stubborn.
She didn't believe in love because she didn't experience the feeling of love. Now she experiences it, but this kind of love only has a moment of sweetness, and the rest is endless pain.
She saw Nao, Yuko and Reina pass away, and saw herself become an elderly old lady, and finally had the equally elderly Minami Yuki all to herself.
She felt the joy of love.
The screen suddenly went dark, and her happy lips and warm eyes disappeared into the darkness.
She woke up from the bed, ignoring the tears on her cheeks, pushed open the door barefoot, walked across the corridor and broke into her parents' room.
"Dad, are you going to North America at the end of the year?"
On the bed, the two people hugging each other pushed each other away as if they had been electrocuted. The man raised his head and looked at his daughter at the door in shock.
He said: "The company has plans to develop business in North America. I may go there, but it has not been confirmed yet. If the plan goes well, it will be at the end of the year. How did you know?"
Asagiri Mizuki didn't have the heart to answer her father. She walked back to her room and lay down on the bed.
Is that the future
Covering her heart, she recalled the impression of love, the joyful feeling, which clearly emerged in her heart. This was the most direct proof.
She gave a wry smile. It turned out that what she had spent so many years forging was something she already owned.
She recalled her dreams and thought about the happiness of her later years, which only lasted a few short years.
She didn't know what to do. She felt tired and fell asleep again with bitterness.
This is
She was surprised to find herself back in the screening room, with a pair of VR glasses next to her.
I recommend this book - "Is It Wrong to Let Delicious Food Become a Pet?", written by a veteran author of beast taming novels, and is trustworthy!
This is a world of magical and extraordinary powers.
The spirits born from the dishes, the competition of deliciousness and power, the journey under the shining starlight, the challenge of maintaining bonds...
A young man came to this world full of courage and dreams with the memory of being a top-notch chef in his previous life.
"Delicious food that hides magical powers, show me your true power! In the name of your Royal Spirit Chef, Qin Lang, I command you to give birth to the Food Spirit!"
“…Huh? Why are you not responding?!”
[Stable 6,000 a day, 5,000 of which are completed old books, trustworthy]
(End of this chapter)