Nan Youxi noticed the girl's uneasiness and sadness. He knew that the girl's uneasiness came from her ignored temptation and her self-doubt.
In order to dispel this doubt, he had to face the girl's temptation and give her evidence to trust him.
He played a little game with her, and the girl fell asleep in his arms.
Nan Youxi was not sleepy yet. He sniffed the scent of the girl in his arms and thought about the issues he and the girl had discussed in the girl's simulated life.
What is love? What is emotion
He felt that emotion was a creed of execution, a kind of fanaticism, and that one had to believe in the creed of emotion in order to give rise to the fanaticism of emotion.
What drives this trust is the memories of the past, the impression of joy, and what drives these joyful memories is trust itself.
A pregnant mother has no memories of her newborn baby. Does she love the fetus in her belly? Where does her love come from
Only by believing in emotions themselves can you find someone to sustenance your emotions. Only by having faith in love can you look for love.
Lowering his head, Nan Youxi put the tip of his nose against Miyuki's head. The girl's soft hair caressed his cheek, and he stared at the girl's long black hair in the dim light.
He thought that the same was true for the person to whom he was attached. He had to fill in the other person's name in the love question before he could feel the love.
The memories of the two people change into proof of love as their names are filled in. When they feel the existence of love, the other person's name has actually been filled in their hearts.
Believers believe that the miracles they feel prove the existence of God. In fact, when they attribute a certain emotion to a miracle, they have already believed in the existence of God.
This fill-in-the-blank question was done unconsciously, it was a subconscious activity. Nan Youxi couldn't remember when he filled in Miyuki's name. He thought again, maybe Miyuki's name was not filled in. This was not a fill-in-the-blank question, but an error correction question. Miyuki's name was already on it, and everyone's name was on it. What he did was to delete the names of the rest.
He thought of Guan Yuejing, and he crossed out Guan Yuejing's name, so he could not develop any romantic feelings for Guan Yuejing.
He thought again of those religious believers, many of whom claimed that they were non-believers before they encountered miracles. Perhaps it was the same with love. They said they didn't love but it was just that they hadn't waited for the miracle of love to come.
Is the thing that Mayu gave, the mysterious plug-in that was activated, this necessary miracle
He called up the simulator interface.
[Dating Simulator]
[Bound player: Nan Youxi]
[Number of simulations remaining: 1 (Number of simulations can be restored over time, or acquired actively)]
[Possible objects to simulate: ... Asagiri Mizuki, Asagiri Mayu, Kanzuki Shizuka]
The remaining number of simulations became 1. Half of this number of simulations came from the paper crane that my beloved brought last time, and the other half came from the paper crane that my beloved sent during the day.
He clicked on Guan Yuejing.
[Simulation starts]
[Number of simulations remaining: 0]
[Simulation object: Guan Yuejing]
[Initial relationship: acquaintance]
[Related plug-ins detected, loading... ]
[Loading completed]
Sure enough, this mysterious gift was used in Guan Yuejing's simulation.
[The world reveals its secrets to you.]
The secret of the world? Minami Yuxi was surprised. Is this the gift from Mayu
In the simulated text, who else is "you" besides me? Nao, Yuko and the others
He hurriedly looked down.
[Nao, Yuko, Reina, and Mitsuki have temporarily left. ]
[You made a promise with them that you would go to their side after completing the final task.]
[First, start by watching the moon.]
[You find Ichinose Shiori and ask her to help monitor Guan Yuejing. The girl arranged two experienced private detectives, who took turns to observe Guan Yuejing's every move.]
[This time, you did not interfere at all until the day of summer vacation.]
Stopping the simulated text, Nan Youxi pressed her forehead.
What is the secret of the world? Why did Reimi Naxi leave temporarily? Why did Youhei Nakajima and Honoka forget their two daughters
The simulated text did not elaborate, but when he read the text, a feeling was transmitted to his heart.
He felt surprise, joy and pity.
He felt it carefully. His surprise came from the mystery, his joy came from Nai Xiling and the others, and his pity came from Guan Yuejing, Nan Xiaojiu and Nan Liuli.
He felt that the three names, Jing, Xiaoliu, which he had crossed out from his love application, reappeared.
He wanted to know why, but he only had feelings, no memories.
He could only continue to look at the simulator interface.
[The rain was like a waterfall falling from the clouds. The sun was nowhere to be seen. The wind was shaking the trees on the roadside. The streets were full of puddles.]
[You got the latest information about Guan Yuejing from the private detective.]
[Guan Yuejing's mother entered her daughter's rental house. On the wiretap, they had an argument. Then, the conversation came to an abrupt end. Guan Yuejing walked out of the house and walked on the street in the rain.]
[You carefully inquired about Guan Yuejing's location, then stepped into the rain with an umbrella.]
[The streets are sparsely populated during the rainstorm. The rain curtains obscure footsteps and shadows. The private detective has lost track of Guan Yuejing. You search for her at the location she last reported.]
[In a small alley with a canopy, you found Guan Yuejing squatting in the corner, soaking wet.]
Memory scenes emerge.
The wind wrapped in rain hit Nan Youxi's cheeks. The umbrella was completely useless. Fortunately, he was wearing a raincoat.
He walked past the entrance of a convenience store and down the narrow alley next door where air conditioners were placed.
He saw Guan Yuejing, a woman who had lost her way in the rainstorm and was squatting under an awning in the alley to take shelter. Her body was soaked, and her T-shirt stuck to her body, revealing the black straps on her fair shoulders.
Seeing someone passing by, she turned her head to look, then lowered her head again.
Nan Youxi put away her umbrella and walked into the alley. The alley was too narrow and the umbrella was too wide.
He stopped beside the woman.
"Hey, long time no see." He greeted casually with a smile.
Guan Yuejing raised her head again. She saw the boy's face clearly and quickly recalled him.
She had seen this boy once, although only once, but the boy's appearance was so recognizable that she remembered it immediately.
"Goodbye." Her answer was cold, like the wind and rain outside the alley.
The smile on the boy's face remained, as unaffected by the wind and rain as his clothes.
He said, "Why are you squatting in a place like this? Don't you have anywhere to go? Do you want to come to my house?"
Guan Yuejing hated such frivolous words. If it were normal, she would teach the boy a lesson. But she didn't have the energy to do so at the moment. She just wanted to stay quiet.
She didn't answer, as if the boy didn't exist.
"I just bought a single-family house near Yuejianli Station. Coincidentally, that villa used to have a sign saying 'Guanyue' hanging on it." Nan Youxi continued.
Guan Yuejing suddenly raised her head.
(End of this chapter)