Are summer nights so cold
I thought that five years would make me calm enough to practice, but it didn't take long, first Qin Lang, then Li Xingchen, each of them made my heart sink.
Do you think your heart is still water? You idiot, you just haven't hit the ground running.
I froze there. I didn't even think that this was the main road. There were already passers-by looking at us. I didn't dare to look back: "Xingchen, don't joke."
Li Xingchen wrapped his hands tightly, and wrapped his gloved hands around my waist: "Lin Xian, this is true. Why do you think I gave up the offer from the United States to go to Tokyo to find you? Why do you think I gave up surgery and went to Tokyo to find you? Mainly attacking psychology and spirit? Why do you think I tried so hard not to let Qin Lang find you?"
I was stunned, I never knew, or at least I never thought I could have such a big influence on a person.
"Xingchen, stop here, stop talking." I felt my voice trembling slightly.
Li Xingchen flipped me over and still held me in his arms: "Lin Xian, I have held back for five years, if it wasn't for you to find him today, I don't know how long I would hold back. Since you are willing to give it to that guy Chances are, you can't favor one over the other."
I looked at him as if I had just met him for the first time.
"We... We didn't even say a few words before we went to Japan."
"That's because at that time you only had Qin Lang in your eyes," Li Xingchen sighed, "You are different from the children of every aristocratic family. You don't like to hang out with us, and I don't know how to approach you. What's more , I see that you love Qin Lang so wholeheartedly, I can't get involved. So I actually hate and thank him for hurting you, otherwise, I wouldn't have such a grand opportunity to stand by your side. "
The wind was blowing on my face, and I could even feel the smell of disinfectant on his body. I don't know how many times he washed his hands today. I was hugged by him like this, and I was still stuck in that thrilling confession. , and then, a scene suddenly appeared in front of him.
The same night, the same hug, the same gentle words, but the protagonist is different.
"like you."
I opened my eyes slightly, my heart trembled violently, but my body trembled uncontrollably.
"Xian, what's wrong?" Feeling that something was wrong with me, Li Xingchen stroked my back with a big hand, like a kind of comfort.
Almost gritted my teeth and endured the chattering of my teeth, I almost pleaded: "...Don't say those words again, me, I'm not very good."
Li Xingchen understood what I meant in one sentence. He was also a little flustered and kept apologizing: "I'm sorry, I scared you, don't be afraid, I'm real..."
At this time, as the bar door was pushed open and the bell on the door rang, a cold voice commanded: "Let him go."
This is Qin Lang's voice.
Three or four steps away, I could smell the smell of alcohol on his body, and I could see his scarlet eyes, especially when I saw Li Xingchen, he was very angry.
Li Xingchen pulled me behind him, turned to Qin Lang with a resolute expression, and said, "What does it have to do with you?"
I looked at the two of them, not knowing what to do for a while, but subconsciously avoided Qin Lang's sharp gaze.
Qin Lang stepped forward and said, "You are the one who doesn't matter. You are always just a bystander in the matter between me and Lin Xian."
With a sneer, Li Xingchen pressed forward, raised his chin slightly, and his eyes were a little gloomy: "In the past, it was in the past, only I was by his side for the past five years, and I am more qualified than you. As for you, Qin Lang, I know these five You talked about your girlfriend in the past year, why, if you approve of a human skin, you won't be a beast?"
After listening to Li Xingchen's words, I suddenly felt cold behind my back.
"I'm not arguing with you," Qin Lang clenched his fists a little, then looked at me, "Lin Xian, come with me."
"Don't even think about it!" Li Xingchen knocked his hand off, then put his arm around my shoulder, "Qin Lang, you can see clearly who is standing beside him now."
I was still unconscious when I felt my chin lifted, a shadow in front of me, and I almost shrank my head subconsciously. The kiss that should have fallen on my lips only fell on the hair on the top of my head.
I just wanted to reprimand Li Xingchen for his self-assertion, but a sharp fist hit Li Xingchen in the face, and with a loud noise, the trash can by the street was kicked over, and Li Xingchen fell to the ground!
All this happened too fast. One second Li Xingchen was still holding me, and the next second Qin Lang's attack came.
Wiping the corner of his mouth forcefully, Li Xingchen's eyes darkened, and he laughed in anger: "Oh, you want to fight, right? Okay, anyway, I think you've been upset for a long time, and today I'll go out for him together with Lin Xian's share!" While he took off his coat and threw it on the ground, he grabbed Qin Lang's collar and beat him back.
The two of them tried to hit each other more ruthlessly than the other, and their fists kept falling on each other's bodies and faces. The pedestrians on the street seemed to be lively, and some were even ready to call the police.
I should look very embarrassed now, sweating all over, and my face bloodless, as if my soul was pumping.
When I heard the sound of a glass bottle shattering, I finally felt that things were not right, and I felt a surge of anger in my heart when I saw the two people who were both dying.
Li Xingchen is a literate person, not Qin Lang's opponent at all. He has been beaten unilaterally by now. Looking at Qin Lang's raised fist, I roared, "Stop it all!"
The two stopped abruptly, gasping for breath.
I touched my heart with one hand, and an unknown emotion was gradually accumulating, as if it would reach a boiling point in the next moment, making me on the verge of exploding.
Looking at them, I said coldly, "Who allowed you to vent your anger in my name without authorization?"
They glared at each other, but after seeing the look in my eyes, they clearly calmed down a lot.
I pointed at Qin Lang: "You!" Then I pointed at Li Xingchen, "And you!" After a pause, "I don't want to care about anyone tonight, if you want to fight, go to a place I can't see. Also, pretend I haven't been here today."
"Lin Xian!" Li Xingchen shouted behind me, but I left the scene without looking back.
In fact, I only pretended to be calm in front of them. After getting into the taxi, the expression on my face became a coward.
What happened tonight exceeded my expectations.
He walked out of the elevator with a look of decadence and walked towards the door of his house, wearily fumbling for the keys in his pocket, just as he was thinking about how many pills to take tonight to sleep peacefully, he heard heavy and hurried footsteps.
I didn't react because I was really tired. I was the only one living on this floor.
The reaction came, and the person was already standing behind him.
"you… "
The next moment was an overwhelming kiss. This kiss was mixed with a strong alcohol smell, and it tasted like the Manhattan of the "Yet" bar. The kiss was so fierce, one hand pinched the back of my neck and the other hand pinched my waist, so tightly sewn that it made me a little suffocated.
It's not that I haven't kissed anyone over the years, it's just that I've never been so overwhelmed, passive and apprehensive. I could only keep my mouth shut and not let his tongue enter the room, scratching his collar.
The person who kissed me forcibly also opened his eyes wide and stared at me from a close distance with a slight anger. He saw me clenched into a fist, and there was a sense of resentment in my heart that was about to break the shackles of reason.
The slightly rough particles on the tongue coating and the dry and peeling lips are like a forced grinding between the touches, and they must fit together no matter how uneven they are. And out of it came wetness and heat.
After kissing, he was pressed against the door, the voice-activated lights in the corridor were dimmed, his forehead was pressed against mine, his eyes narrowed slightly, as if he was not drunk: "I waited for you all night, but you were with someone else. Embrace."
After waking up from the confusion, I slapped him violently, until the voice-activated light came on again, Qin Lang's face turned to one side, and one of his five fingers was printed quite a lot, so red that it was fresh. LC