I have seen that look once.
When living with someone else in Japan, a roommate was also gay.
When he broke up with his boyfriend, the seven-year itch had passed, and the root cause of the breakup was that the elders in the other party's family did not agree, and they had to die.
I still remember that when we broke up, his boyfriend went out and squatted by the door, crying very depressed. And he stood in the door, waiting for him to turn back.
The man did not look back and left. One day, two days, three days... Until a month later, he came back with a full body of wind and frost and proposed marriage without hesitation.
I can't remember the ramble after that, but I only remember a sentence he said: "Between the world and you, I choose you."
In that instant, something that died came back to life. There seemed to be countless stars in the eyes that were crushed, unable to fit, and overflowing.
Just like, at this moment, Qin Lang's eyes.
With a calm expression on my face, I asked him where Xiao Mu was with a dry smile, and said that he was a little tired and wanted to go home. By the way, I sent back the tears that were about to burst into my eyes.
But Qin Lang stretched out his hand and wanted to hug me, he wanted to hold my face, but I refused, so I lowered my head and pushed him away. Later, he simply swept away and surrounded me.
No one spoke for a moment.
Qin Lang hugged for a while before opening his mouth: "I waited for a long time and didn't see you coming out, so I came here to have a look. As soon as Li Lu saw me, he ran away. Fortunately, I came, otherwise I would have missed it. If so, you are finally willing to express your feelings."
"I'm not...that's, that's..." I wanted to retort, but couldn't find words to convince myself.
"Lin Xian," he let go of me, bent down slightly, and looked me in the eyes, "You know what? I don't understand why you always feel so wronged, always feel bad about yourself, and hide yourself deeply. In fact, you are the best person. You are kind but not stupid, you are smart but not flamboyant, you always know what you want, and you are willing to do your best for it... But I, I used to call myself smart, but I didn't even see clearly what was in front of me, and even smashed the things that were in my hands. Lin Xian, you are right to leave, I am not worthy of you."
I opened my mouth slightly, a little surprised, a little unresponsive, maybe this expression is silly.
He finally held my face, I even felt his breath was just an inch in front of me, little by little, gently spread on my lips, he murmured: "I won't let you in the family and I have a choice between the two, I am confident and ready, and I will definitely make your family accept me and agree with you. But before that, there is one more important thing than this..." He said, He took my left hand with his right hand and kissed my ring finger: "Would you like to accompany me crazy this time?"
It seemed that the fire had slapped his fingers, and it was a little hot, but it didn't hurt.
His words seemed to have magic power, which made my outstretched hand lose the strength to pull it back, but my mouth felt like an anesthesia, and I couldn't say a word if I wanted to. In the end, I just looked at him with an embarrassed expression.
He was neither in a hurry nor dry, just stroking me behind my back, slowly coaxing: "It doesn't matter if you don't want to. At least, you have to give me a chance to pursue you again. Okay? Huh?"
good or not? good or not
Just once, okay
It was as if Xiaomu wanted candy.
He asked this over and over again in my ear, the softest part of my heart seemed to fall on a feather.
The ghosts and spirits are out of control, and I hear myself say, "… oh."
In a word, when I finally left the high-level club, Xiao Mu went out with a full stomach, Qin Lang floated out with a smug look on his face, and I swam out with a dizzy soul still floating in the pool.
Swimming is really physical work. When I got home, I collapsed on the sofa. When I was in a daze, I was still thinking, did Lan San take Qin Lang's card to go out and splurge, and he didn't come back so late.
Without even a phone call, this arrogant child still lacks discipline.
Just when Duke Zhou urged me to play chess for the third time, a pair of hands were unbuttoning my clothes. I shivered, opened my eyes and saw that Qin Lang's hand was there, he motioned his hand. 's pajamas: "Change to sleep, it will be more comfortable."
"I will do it myself."
Qin Lang didn't give me the clothes, stood there staring at me, unbuttoned two buttons as usual, and couldn't help laughing: "I don't."
Hiss... What's the matter with such a arrogant and shameless tone
So the sofa staged a scene in which a good family man swears to death, and the playboy overlord bows.
"Stop! Qin Lang, my phone rang..."
"I didn't hear it."
"Really, really ringing!"
The phone rang and hung up, hung up and rang again, but he was very patient and kept calling. Maybe Qin Lang felt that there was really something important, so he let me answer the phone.
I looked at the display: "Little uncle."
This person has rarely called me in several lifetimes, and it is estimated that he is looking for Lan San. I answered and said, "Uncle, what is there..."
"Linmu! Hurry up and save San'er! He was kidnapped!"
A loud roar came from the end of the mobile phone, and the middle-aged vicissitudes of the little uncle's voice was anxious and trembling when he spoke.
With a thud in my heart, I stood up immediately: "What's going on? Take your time!"
"San'er... He, he fought with someone a few days ago, and that person was powerful, so as soon as he came home and told me about it, I panicked. I scolded him and punished him. I wanted to take him there. The man apologized, who knew that this bastard ran away! I only received news this afternoon that he let the man catch him and kidnap him!"
It turns out that this is the reason why Lan San hid with me!
I tried my best to calm down and kidnapped the Lin family in Tongcheng, but my uncle was still so panicked, it seems that this person must have a great background.
"Uncle, does my father know about this?"
"I've already called your mother to find out what your father said. At most, he will only say a few words about this matter, and he doesn't intend to mix it up. Linmu, Mumu! Uncle has been good to you since you were a child! You Do you know anyone with a big face? Help San'er!" My uncle was about to cry.
"Father doesn't dare to offend, it's very troublesome."
"Yeah! He hasn't heard from him for a long time now. If the other party really did something, even the ten blue threes will be dead right now..."
My husband is at a loss: "Uncle, if you want me to save people, you must at least tell me first, who did he offend?"
Uncle finally stopped howling, and panted out a name: "Patriarch Pei, Pei Xiaoting!" LC