After Xiao Mu left, the only thing Qin Lang and I could do was wait.
I leaned up and looked up at him, and saw that his shoulders were already bleeding, his legs were trembling slightly, the broken trousers were cracked all over, all of them were scratched by shards of glass, his face was dirty and his teeth were gritted. It was very tight, and the blood dripped to the ground, but he didn't mean to give up at all.
"Qin Lang... don't worry about it, you can also find someone, I... can hold it."
"Shut up..." He seemed to squeeze these words out of his teeth. "Don't say such words if you don't want to die."
"If you go on like this, your shoulders will be ruined!"
"But if I don't do this, you will die!" Qin Lang's tone was a bit like he was going to scold me, "Lin Xian, the fuel tank has leaked. Time to explode!"
I widened my eyes, only to realize that a pungent smell of gasoline rushed into my nostrils: "Then don't let go! Do you want to have two lives here?"
I don't know if this sentence touched Qin Lang's organ, but he suddenly looked at me and smiled freely. He didn't realize that this was a time of life and death, and said, "That's good too."
"Qin Lang!"
"Lin Xian..." Qin Lang gritted his teeth and pushed it up again. I saw the sharp glass stuck in his shoulder, like the minions of a wild beast, ruthless and cruel.
"Lin Xian, you know, I have a good memory, but this is not a favor from God, but a punishment for me. In the past five years, every day I think of the last words you left me that day. Once, it was a lingering delay. After that, every reaction, every action, every word of yours after I left you in the cold countless times... Not even a single strand of hair would be spared, tumbling back and forth in my mind, The more intense it is, the clearer it is... It has tormented me for five years, so Lin Xian, if you die in front of me now, then I can only choose to die with you. Otherwise, the rest of my life will be miserable."
This confession came unexpectedly, and I was a little caught off guard, so I could only open my mouth slightly, and my eyes were red.
"So Lin Xian, don't tell me to go. Five years ago, what I regretted most was not being able to stop you and bring you back before you got on the plane."
Qin Lang's eyes were scarlet, and the expression on his blood-stained face was particularly ferocious, so these words were even more shocking.
I tried my best to crawl forward, stretched out my hand, and only grabbed Qin Lang's ankle, only to realize that even his ankle was covered in sweat, and his veins were about to burst.
"I get it, Qin Lang... I get it... I don't blame you Qin Lang, really..." I knew that there was already a cry in my voice, "This is my business, I dragged you in, follow me It's okay for you... I beg you, you go!"
Qin Lang's breathing was rough and his face was flushed. It was the first time I saw him look so embarrassed. He had to hold his breath to gain strength when he spoke: "Lin Xian... I... always wanted to bring you back. Turn...I mean, but now, at this moment, I think...you should leave it, so that I don't have any troubles, you will feel guilty and distressed..."
"What time is it now, you still say such things!"
"Lin Xian!" Qin Lang's whole body shuddered, and the car pressed down, but immediately he bit the tip of his tongue and lifted it up. I saw that the wound on his shoulder was split a little more, but his face , actually tried very hard to squeeze a little smile, "You... believe me or not?"
I was a little stunned, and murmured, "Qin Lang..."
"Trust me, I'll take... you out..."
In an instant, I went back to five years ago. In an alley, I was stopped by a group of senior gangsters extorting money. He stood in front of me like a god, and turned back and said to me, believe me, I will definitely take you out.
As a person, he has never been able to do what he said.
It was like that five years ago, and it will be like that five years later.
How could he ask me to believe him or not? Deep down, I actually never didn't believe it.
My fingers hooked on the cuffs of his trousers, and I only grabbed a little fabric, but it seemed to hold his strong arm. I finally whispered: "I believe in you... I have always believed in you..."
So you don't do that. So you go. I don't want to hurt you. Qin Lang, I don't want to see you hurt and bleed. I beg you, can you go
These few words swirled around in my mind, but when they reached my throat, they all choked back. Because I have no way to say it, I also know clearly that even if I say it, this man will not listen.
Finally, I let go of my hand, propped up half of my body, and tried my best to straighten up. Ignoring the arrogant and painful wound on my foot, I raised my head and looked at Qin Lang from the bottom up.
My voice was very light, because I didn't have much strength, but every word I said was eloquent and without hesitation.
"Qin Lang, if we are lucky this time, let's try it together."
That moment was the richest expression on Qin Lang's face.
He froze at first, his face covered in blood and dust made him look like a sculpture, and then he suddenly smiled, the kind of happy smile after experiencing great sadness, the dust on his face rustled down, I Seeing that his usual reason and worry were all turned to dust at this moment, there was an indescribable light in his eyes.
Then he raised his hand, as if he wanted to touch me, but he was too far away to touch me, so he traced my face through the air.
"Really...? Lin Xian? I'm not going to be confused?"
"Does your shoulder not hurt? You can't tell the difference, is it true or false?" I felt a line of hot and humid tears slipped down from my left eye socket, and my nose was blocked. Then I glanced at the dripping mailbox beside me. , a lot of it has been sprinkled, and the hot and smoking power machine is on the side, and it will be triggered at any time, "... But, I am afraid that there will be no such good luck."
Excessive blood loss, some dizziness, and a little tired.
I couldn't hold it anymore, so I just lay down on my side and put my head on the loess. It was like a mosaic before my eyes, which was clear and blurred for a while.
"Qin Lang, I know why I have that kind of disease. In the past, I didn't love my family, so I longed for relatives to take care of me; I didn't love my lover, so I longed for lover protection; I didn't have considerate friends, so I longed for close friends. Accompanying... In fact, I'm very selfish... I want family, so... bring Xiao Mu back to accompany me on my own accord, I... want a lover, so I even used delusion... to create one... I want too much too It's too much, and you, Xiao Mu, Xiao Ci, Xiao Tao, Li Xingchen... you are all accommodating me... "
His voice was getting lower and lower, and it was almost breathy at the back.
I heard Qin Lang roar anxiously: "Lin Xian, don't sleep! Lin Xian, get up, get up and listen to me."
"Um... I'm listening..."
"Lin Xian! You promised me! You hold on..."
But I was really sleepy, my eyelids were out of control, and I couldn't even open them when I closed them. I just murmured: "... I'm sorry... I'll just sleep for a while... "
Then the world was dark.
Just remember a loud shouting noise, and then a lot of people chattering around me.
And then, you really can't hear anything. LC