After raising the wound for more than a week, all my wounds have scabbed over, and Qin Lang's wound still needs to be changed.
Li Xingchen never saw me again, not even a phone call or a text message. I know that he dare not come to see me.
How dare I go to see him? Whoever hurts me can't be the one who hurts me.
When helping Qin Lang to cut the apple, I said, "I'm sorry, I once suspected that you set the fire."
Qin Lang took a bite of the apple: "Don't think about it." He swallowed and said, "By the way, Li Lu..."
"I won't let her go," I put down the knife, still sullen on my face, "regardless of her intentions or not, but she hurt Xiaomu, I used to think her little actions were not worth my anger, who knew she would get worse She simply won't think I'm good, I might as well show her bad!"
Qin Lang patted my hand: "You just have to make up your mind."
When the doctor came to round the room, I took a break to answer a phone call. Lin Wangshu and Lan Wan finally knew about it. Lin Wangshu on the other end of the phone was very angry.
"I asked you to throw that wild seed away! Look at what happened? You think you don't have enough life to die, don't you?"
I leaned against the wall and let out a long sigh: "Father, my life is almost gone, but you don't care if I'm hurt or not, and you don't care if I'm uncomfortable, but you still come to accuse me? ?"
"You're asking for hardship!" Lin Wangshu rebuked loudly.
"Yes, I'm asking for hardship. Father, I thought I had made it clear to you last time, please don't use words like wild species to describe my son and your grandson, so you are putting yourself also scolded."
"Linmu!" It's rare for my father to call me by my name, and usually he's angry, "You... well... you're just fascinated by that man! I tell you, you go home right away! Who Neither are allowed!"
here we go again. I thought to myself, Lin Wangshu thought he was him a few years ago, and he could get involved in my affairs casually.
In fact, now he is like a general without a single soldier in his hand, except to show his prestige, there is no benefit.
Unfortunately, I don't buy his account either. I said, "I don't want to go back, and I don't want to see you who are so unreasonable now! I can stop being your son, but I can't stop being Xiao Mu's father. Until you and your mother figure this out, I won't I'm taking your calls again. I wish you good health and stop worrying about my worry-free son!"
hang up.
I leaned against the wall, feeling very stuck in my heart.
At this time, the doctor changed the medicine and came out. I opened the door and went in. Qin Lang smiled gently: "Have you quarreled with father again?"
"Did you hear it all?"
Qin Lang propped himself up and sat up: "I want to find a time to visit them."
"Forget it, it's useless. After so many years, what can't be changed is that it can't be changed."
Qin Lang probably saw that I was not in the mood to continue this topic, so he changed it: "The doctor said that I can be discharged from the hospital, but I still need someone to take care of me, so..." He leaned over and kissed my lips, "You keep me in. me?"
Can you not take in such a large dog
But I found that the doctor really underestimated him when he said he could be discharged from the hospital. Even though he was doing well, he was always lying in bed to eat and drink.
On this day, I just went out to buy groceries. As soon as I turned around, I saw a woman wearing a trench coat and high heels standing in the corridor.
Her hair was combed high and her eyebrows were drawn slenderly, she stood there staring at me, then walked over strongly and grabbed my wrist: "Now you come with me! Don't be ashamed outside!"
I was dragged into the corridor by her, and I pulled my hand back: "Mother, what do you want to do?"
"I'm here to retrieve the face that I lost by you!" Lan Wan stood still, frowning and looking at me, "You can't bear to let that child go, it's not a big deal for the Lin family to have an extra mouth, I can help you with your father. Sure enough, but that person named Qin Lang, we will never agree!"
She held her chin high, as if the little concession she made was a blessing from heaven.
I sighed slightly, feeling very tired as soon as I saw her: "I will do it if you agree or not, so your approval is not important to me."
"You're crazy! Do you know what this looks like? Young master of the Lin family, want to be with a man? With a child who doesn't know where he came from? Are you disgusting?"
I laughed dryly, and felt that the corridor was really stuffy: "I'm disgusting, so mother, don't try to rescue me again, I'm helpless."
"How on earth are you going to turn your mind around?!"
"Blue Wan."
I suddenly called her name, startling her, and she stood there in a daze, not knowing what to say.
The words I hid in the bottom of my heart are like seeds that were irrigated only today, rushing out frantically, sprouting and growing.
"You and Lin Wangshu have been together for so many years, you forced yourself to stay even if you didn't love each other, and also brought a son you didn't love at all, is this the normal life you want? At least, in my opinion, That's not right."
"You… what do you mean by that?"
"Do you really think that a family that looks 'complete' is very precious? Have you ever hugged me? Have you ever coaxed me? Do you know what I like and don't like? Know what I like and don't like What are you doing? No. None of you can answer. I am not your appendage. You want to kidnap me with 'ethics' and persecute me with 'filial piety', but before that... you can't even be called your own hands raised me!"
It finally came out, it was really smooth.
"I'd rather you get divorced because you don't love it than because of your face. At least that way, I won't be a victim."
I kept thinking about how Lan Wan would react when she heard these words, probably she would be angry. But when I said it, she was not angry, but had a stubborn spine that was smashed by someone, and her whole person was covered in a little ashes.
The aloof soul also swayed slightly.
Taking a long breath, I brushed past her side and saw her lips trembling slightly, but I couldn't hear it clearly. She was about to go out from the corridor, and she finally stopped me.
"I chose because...because this would be the best life for me. You're wrong, I'm right!"
She said it so firmly, but she didn't know if she was persuading me or herself.
"Then let's see, who is wrong?"
For the rest of the day, I seemed to be absent-minded, bought a bunch of crooked melons and cracked dates, and cooked a pot of hodgepodge that I couldn't tell what the taste was.
Qin Lang and Xiaomu frowned after taking a bite. They just looked at me with a weird expression and didn't dare to speak. They just poured soy sauce bibimbap and finished eating.
I changed Qin Lang's medicine, and then went to give Xiaomu a bath. I hugged Xiaomu and slept in his room, telling him stories and thinking about things.
Xiaomu fell asleep, breathing slowly and gently.
"You're wrong, I'm right."
Lan Wan's words kept ringing in my ears. very annoying.
It's like cooking a pot of soup, and a fly falls into it, which is unappetizing.
When I'm deciding on a person and a path, anything I want to hear will be "then go for it", "this is fine", "you decide for yourself", "you can do it" , rather than "can't", "you'll fail", "forget it" and the like.
Not only was it a disappointment, but it also made me feel aggrieved and powerless to not be able to change your prejudice against me.
Can't sleep. I haven't needed sleeping pills for a long time, and I'm out of stock at home.
I got out of bed with bare feet, opened the window, and the night wind blew in and poured into my collar, cooling down from top to bottom, as if the haze was blown away.
All of a sudden, I had a crazy idea.
Open Xiaomu's door, go out, and close it again. When I walked to the bedroom that belonged to me, but now Qin Lang was asleep, I knocked on the door.
After a moment of silence, there was the sound of footsteps of slippers, slowly approaching the door, the door handle moved down, and the door was opened.
Qin Lang didn't turn on the lights, only a few strands of moonlight came in. He was naked, wearing loose underwear, leaning slightly against the door, I couldn't see his expression in the backlight, but I heard him ask suspiciously, "What's wrong? "
I pushed the door open, slammed into his arms, wrapped my hands around his back, and slowly slid upwards, put my fingertips on my shoulders, clasped him tightly, pressed my face against his chest, and felt the power there heartbeat.
"Qin Lang, let's have sex." LC