Behind the blinds, I was paralyzed, and I didn't even have the strength to raise my arms to peep.
It was like an axe, splitting my head, to dig out my old ingrained thoughts and throw them away. It was a devastating feeling, a lot of new knowledge was crammed in in an instant, but I couldn't digest it well.
Is Lan Wan crying? is it for me
Thinking about it, I was a little short of breath.
Lan Wan's cry was loud, she was out of breath, she couldn't stop her tears, like two spring eyes, the tears were rushing down her cheeks, her chest heaving violently, she pointed at Lin Wangshu and cursed. : "It's you... it's you, if you treat him better, he won't move out of Lin Yuan! He won't have an accident!"
Lin Wangshu's crutches slammed on the ground, and he was equally exasperated: "Lan Wan, do you have the guts to talk about me? Look for yourself, did you do what a mother should do?! If you want me to say, Lin Mu is like this because of you! Did you go to him privately last time? You must have done something to make him unhappy!"
"Me? Lin Wangshu, you have the ability to find someone to check what I have done every day. Why don't you send two people to watch him to protect him?" Lan Wan's elegant face was full of water marks. , she smiled bleakly: "You don't love my child at all, because he was not born by the woman you love the most, so it doesn't matter if he lives or dies!"
"He's my only child! How could I not care!" Lin Wangshu stood up angrily.
"Heh... Now he's gone, no matter how much you care, it's useless." Lan Wan raised her hand and wiped her tears lightly, the whole person seemed to be drained of strength, "Forget it, I don't want to... in front of my son. , and let him see how we fight."
She stood up, walked to the hospital bed, stretched out her hand to push the hospital bed, and Lan San stopped her: "Aunt, what are you doing?"
Lan Wan was already a face of complete despair, pale and dejected, she said feebly, "Take Linmu back to Linyuan."
"You... are you going to take it away like this?" Lan San panicked and started to wink at me.
"Lan Wan, why are you crazy?"
Lan Wan was already very calm, unusually calm.
She reached out to pull the brake stopper of the hospital bed down, raised her hand to push it, and Lan San wanted to stop it, so she stared at him coldly, like a ghost, making life numb.
Lin Wangshu stepped forward and said, "Don't be crazy anymore, Lin Mu has already... already..."
Lan Wan desperately covered her ears and pushed Lin Wangshu, with tears streaming down her face again: "Lin Wangshu, this is my son, don't worry about it! I won't let him go to that cold morgue, let alone. Maybe let him be cremated! I will take him back to Linyuan and protect him well with a freezer, and none of you want to touch him!"
Lin Wangshu's blood pressure seemed to be a little too high all of a sudden: "You, you... Lan San, stop her!"
Lan San immediately went to grab the hospital bed. It was Lan Wan who pushed Lan San away with a ruthless force, stretched out his hand to block the hospital bed, and roared, "Lin Wangshu! You dare to grab my son! Then you will be waiting for my death. Write your name on the notice too!"
One shot, penetrated the hearts of two people! One belongs to Lin Wangshu and the other belongs to me.
In fact, when fate brings us step by step closer to the abyss of doom, we often don't know anything. We firmly believe in life, love, and there is always something worth lingering on in this world.
But know that when you lose everything, you get everything.
I've lost everything, so now, start giving it back to me
God said yes boy, go and hug.
Then I pushed open the door, and rushed into Lan Wan and Lin Wangshu's line of sight with a pair of eyes that were already full of emotions.
The world was silent for a few seconds.
Lan Wan's shock was first written on her face, and then she turned back and stared at Lan San, who hurriedly squatted in the corner.
She turned around, approached slowly, stretched out her hand, touched my face, and withdrew it like an electric shock.
After trembling for a while, I touched it again, this time it was very solid, from the shoulder to the arm, as if to confirm something, and finally, I squeezed my wrist very hard.
I could feel her shaking.
The next second, she slapped me suddenly! The sound was crisp, but it didn't hurt at all. After the beating, he shouted, "Are you satisfied that you want to scare me to death?"
In the end, she slammed her head into my chest, wrapped her whole around me, and cried like a baby that had just fallen to the ground.
I said to myself, God, I embraced it.
Lan Wan was my back. Along the way, she crouched on my back, her long loose hair hanging down and tugging at my neck, I didn't know until now that she was so light. She fell asleep, and an older person can't take much stimulation.
The autumn wind swept over, and the leaves made a slight noise, like the sound of wind chimes. Such a path can be described as gentle. It was as if I was not carrying a woman with a wounded heart, but a woman who craved protection.
Her breath was as light as a freshly opened flower.
This is the most intimate contact between us in my memory. Before, she always isolated me through an insurmountable gap. I don't even know if we can use the word 'mother and son' to measure our relationship.
I know a lot today.
For example, I know that Lan Wan can cry.
For example, I know that she can also spit.
Another example, she loves me more than she herself thought.
Back in Lin Yuan, I saw Aunt Fang, whom I had not seen for a long time. Aunt Fang and Sister Lan greeted them together: "Oh, master, it's okay, it's okay, it's okay, ah, madam...let's help you back."
Sister Lan said that there was a mess of phone calls at home. She was inexperienced, so she picked up Aunt Fang.
Aunt Fang is much older, her hair is almost white, but her body looks tough. She wiped Lan Wan's face, put it on the bed, and held my hand as soon as she came out.
After chatting for a while, when it came to Lan Wan, she took a long sigh: "How about you, my wife and I both grew up with me. I'm old and my mouth is stupid, so I can't persuade me. If you are a person, once you get in, you won’t come out. Let’s just say Madam. She hurts you so much, and she is holding her breath. She also suffers herself. The last time I saw her cry like this, I also It must have been ten years.”
I pursed my lips: "I always thought she wished I didn't exist."
"Nonsense. Alas... At that time, you were still in the swaddling clothes, had a fever, and cried all night long. Madam hugged you to go to Mr., and just watched Mr. and other women... don't talk, don't talk. Now, ma'am, she is sometimes capricious like a child."
I understand. So I can't wait to push me away, because when I see me, I think of the piercing pain and shame.
Walking into the room, Lan Wan looked like she was sleeping soundly, it was really peaceful, and it felt like an IKEA room.
When the crow's feet on the corners of the eyes deepened a few times, I don't even remember it, but even then, the raised eyebrows still look very charming. She turned around a bit, her lips moved, and she called out vaguely, "Xiao Mu..."
This is the Mu of Lin Mu.
Reaching out her hand and stroking her head, Aunt Fang was right, this woman really has a side like a child, willful, arrogant, and ignorant.
And between me and her, the screen that separates it is actually a delusion, an illusion. After it is removed, it will eventually get closer and closer. LC