Li Xingchen is gone, this bastard.
He only left one sentence, saying that he didn't want me to see his terrible face, and hoped that in my eyes, he was still as handsome as before.
When I got to the airport, the plane had already flown out for a long time.
This time I heard the sound of a coin being broken in half.
Li Lu became less and less talkative, and the thick bandages on her wrists were gradually removed. The doctor said she could be discharged from the hospital, but I didn't want her to be discharged so early.
The food in the hospital was poor, so I asked Sister Lan to cook soup and bring it to her.
That day, she took a sip and asked me, "What's the name of the child you adopted?"
Her expression was very natural, so naturally she continued to drink the second sip of soup.
"Xiao Mu..." I couldn't help but feel a little nervous.
She drank it slowly, spoon by spoon, and then said, "He's my son, right?"
The atomic bomb fell on Hiroshima and it exploded loudly.
This tone did not sound like a question at all, but calmly seemed to be telling me whether the salt in the soup was salty or light. She used declarative sentences.
Instead, it was me who was killed in chaos.
My breathing began to increase. This woman who was on the line between life and death seemed to have opened her eyes in an instant. She became smart and calm, and she began to grow buds that I didn't know about.
She put down the chopsticks gently, wiped her mouth with a tissue, and slowly leaned back on the pillow: "Actually, I should have guessed it earlier, if it wasn't like this, you don't have to be soft on me at all, you just need to die. It's my son, that's the only explanation."
I received the lunch box: "Yes."
call-
For a moment, both people in this ward let out a long breath.
"I've never been a good mother. I gave birth to him as a bargaining chip. I remember the day I lost him, it was a sunny day, the weather was fine, I put him under the bridge, but out of the street ...I regretted it, I went back to look for it...I couldn't find him. I walked all night until it started to rain, and then until the rain passed, the sun came out, and I didn't find him again...I lost him , but you found him."
"Yeah... that's kind of ironic."
"It's not sarcasm, it's fate. I was destined to lose. I even lost my qualifications to be a mother... Lin Xian, I admit it, you are right and I am wrong."
Another atomic bomb fell on Nagasaki and exploded the same way.
"you… "
"It was my fault. I apologize to you."
Her eyes, at this moment, were as clean as spring water.
I leaned down and my tone became softer, like a kind of temptation: "Then now, do you want to see Xiao Mu?"
Her eyelashes fluttered, and she shook her head slowly and firmly: "Forget it, it's gone. It's meaningless, what can I do after seeing it, I won't be his pride, and I won't be what he hopes to be, I was humiliated from start to finish, from front to back."
I didn't listen to her and asked again: "Do you want to see him?"
Li Lu paused, this time hesitant: "I, I shouldn't have seen it. I can't..."
"Do you want to meet? I'm just asking you, do you want to?"
a long time.
She closed her eyes: "...I think."
I finally smiled: "That's enough."
She was a little surprised: "you, are you willing to let me see him?"
A sparrow happened to fly past the window. I glanced at it. It combed its feathers with its beak, twisted its neck, and flew away with a chirp.
I announced the good news: "You didn't find out, have you started not throwing up yet?"
But the weather is cool and autumn is good.
I bought Li Lu a bright red dress, the color of French red wine. This flamboyant color matches her very well, and it can also set her off beautifully.
To make a bad analogy, I think Li Lu left a deep impression on me a few years ago because she was bright and arrogant, as if all the roses in the world were used to render her beauty.
Of course, it is as vicious as the thorns of a rose.
The day we made an appointment to meet was in a cake shop in a shopping mall. Xiaomu likes the soy milk box the most. Li Lu dressed up at home, and Qin Lang and I drove Xiaomu to and from it.
A little nervous, except for Xiao Mu, he thought we were just taking him to eat delicious food and meet an aunt who seemed to be related to him.
I asked Xiaomu earnestly in the back seat of the car, "Really don't remember? This aunt took care of you when you were one year old."
He thought hard for a while, and shook his head sincerely.
"Then when you get to know her again. She will love you as much as I love you."
He was in my arms, biting his fingers and giggling, looking very happy.
I patted his little head.
Qin Lang glanced at us in the rearview mirror and said, "Lin Xian, you look more nervous than Xiaomu."
"Concentrate on driving your car!" I turned my head and scolded him.
We sat in the cake shop and got a little excited at first, then the excitement started to cool and finally got a little overwhelmed. Because Xiaomu was already licking the third box of soymilk, Li Lu didn't show up.
Called her, no one answered.
Some couldn't sit down, so I said, "I'll wait at the door. I really can't go to her house to have a look. You look at Xiaomu here."
"I'll come with you." Qin Lang picked up Xiaomu and went out with me.
When he went out, he saw Li Lu at a glance.
She was dressed up beautifully today. Although she was thin, her facial features were drawn very energetically. In this ordinary shopping mall, wearing a red dress was like a painting.
And this painting is being pulled by an unshaven and airy person.
I was so far apart that I couldn't hear what they were saying, but I saw the two of them arguing. There was something called panic and confusion in Li Lu's eyes. Facing that person, his body couldn't help but tremble. But the scolding looks like a fried turkey.
After a long distance, she saw me, her expression froze, and then she saw Xiao Mu, and turned back suddenly. The man opposite her turned back following Li Lu's gaze. Glancing at us, he smiled wickedly.
I felt like I was licked by a snake, and I was horrified.
Then, Li Lu seemed to have said something to the man and ran away.
I called her and she ran faster. I was surprised where she got her strength, whizzed away like a hurricane, and couldn't catch up.
I can't see the figure anymore, and there is a text message from her on the phone: "I gave up, I'm gone." LC