I am really a head two big.
On the way back, my brain started to make up various reasons for the accident. I even wondered if she would really be crazy. After thinking about it, I thought there was no reliable one.
But when the car stopped in front of her door, I suddenly realized a problem: if it was something else, Li Lu wouldn't just send a message and just mess it up, so she must have encountered something she didn't know how to say.
Know the moment when the door is opened: the smell of alcohol is very strong.
Li Lu was sitting on the sofa in the living room, smoking in one hand and drinking wine in one hand. Her face was covered in makeup, but her eyes were bright. She happily raised her wine glass and looked at me: "Want to come have a drink?"
Like old friends for many years.
She smiled and said that at such a close distance, it was easy to see the redness and swelling on her face.
I sat down on the sofa and asked her calmly, "That man beat him today, didn't he?"
"God knows how that guy found me, hehe... I laughed so hard, no, no, I have to drink another drink. You drink too!" She then filled her glass again, regardless of whether I drank or not, He lifted his head and drank.
It seems that she is really drunk. In this case, I don't want to know anything, but looking at her appearance, except for the slap in the face, I didn't suffer any loss. It didn't take long for her to get tired, and I helped her to the bed in the bedroom.
"Lin Xian... That child doesn't need a mother like me." She covered her eyes.
"Don't stray from the topic, tell me first, what's wrong?" I asked her firmly.
"Lin Xian, you better send me to jail, please."
"Li Lu," I tried to keep my tone non-negotiable, "Tell me, what's going on?"
Her breathing became steady, and there was no other sound or movement for a long time. I even thought she was going to fall asleep. The window was not closed properly, and the wind leaked in a naughty sound, and the curtains were moved one by one.
Finally I heard a babble.
"I am afraid… "
It was a distress signal, but I didn't pick it up at that moment.
Three days later, on a lightly raining afternoon, I brought a picture drawn by Xiao Mu and wrapped some snacks made by Sister Lan, wanting to celebrate Li Lu's birthday.
Qin Lang said that he would get off work early and take Xiaomu with him. I didn't tell Li Lu, I just wanted to surprise her.
She should be very happy. After all, she hasn't had a birthday for five years. And this time, she has a son, spend time with her, sing her birthday song and help her cut candles.
It is always easy to get stuck in traffic when it rains.
I was stuck at the intersection, and Li Lu called me.
"Hello? What's wrong?"
"Lin Xian..." She startled me, like a voice from hell, "Lin Xian, thank you."
As soon as she opened her mouth to say thank you, I thought that the surprise I was going to give her had already been revealed in advance, and I was a little caught off guard: "Eh? Ah... that I actually wanted you to meet... "
"I'm sorry." She interrupted me, "What you said at the beginning was right, I really don't love Qin Lang for a long time. I just love myself, I've paid too much, so I'm not willing to give up, and the more I lose The more I have, the more I can't take it back. Lin Xian, it's not that I don't know you are good, but... If I don't hate you... I don't have the motivation to live until now... In the end, I'm just looking for a reason to hang on ."
Her tone, like a puff of green smoke, drifted across the empty sky above the city, without any signs of decline.
"You, why are you talking about this..." The traffic jam was really annoying.
"I know that you want to save me, no matter if your original intention is because of Xiao Mu or something. It's a blessing for him to be by your side."
I panicked for no reason: "Li Lu, Li Lu, listen, since you know that I saved you for Xiaomu, you should be fine. Today, isn't it your birthday? I'll bring Xiaomu here now, we Happy birthday to you."
The other end of the phone was quiet for a while, and then there was a trembling echo: "Birthday... I forgot."
After a pause, she said again, I could hear a strong choking sound: "By the way, I haven't said it yet, I really really like the red dress you gave me."
She hangs up.
The car was still blocked, so I was impatient, so I abandoned the car and ran away, strutting my legs and running towards Li Lu's house.
It was only when I ran that I realized it was so far away.
I ran in the rain, as if in front of me was Li Lu, thin and small, holding the phone and smiling at me. The more I think about it, the more flustered I feel, as if a handful of sand is in my hand, gradually fading away.
I ran downstairs to Li Lu's house and looked up. I saw the red dress fluttering on the balcony. I thought it was her freshly washed clothes, but after looking closely, I saw a small section of her bare ankle.
He ran up like crazy, and as soon as he opened the door, the ground was full of blood, and there was a man with a knife in his chest. On the balcony, is the beauty in red hanging from the crossbar.
She tilted her head sideways, like a puppet, the wind blew her swaying, I slowly approached her, her face is still very beautiful, she should have very delicate makeup, the blood on her neck is red like a ruby necklace. It took me a long time to untie the rope, and she fell into my arms like a kite.
Kite is dead.
There was so much blood splattered in the room, but Li Lu didn't mess with it at all. So clean that people know that in order to end this tragedy, she did a pious baptism.
All of a sudden, I remembered the charming and charming woman who came in from the school gate wall, snapped her fingers beautifully, then whistled, hooked the boy's shoulder and laughed. She used to live so recklessly and happily, injecting a little fresh blood into every boring student life.
There is a line in blood on the whitewashed wall of the balcony, "Thank you for your rescue, but I have no medicine to cure."
Because of the humidity, the words were slightly blurred.
Blinded my eyes.
So I started to hate rain and traffic jams, humidity, stuffiness, and the smell of blood.
That man took the opportunity to rape the hooligan Li Lu back then.
Now in poverty, he accidentally discovered Li Lu's trace, and what was even more terrifying was that he also learned that Li Lu gave him a son.
After following Li Lu for several days, his ambition grew. Especially that day, when he saw Xiaomu, he understood.
Xiao Mu looks too much like Li Lu.
I don't know what excessive demands he made after all, but I think it must have something to do with Xiao Mu.
Later, the police heard from other gangsters who had been drinking with him two days ago. The gangster said that he was beaten by Li Lu and was paralyzed on the bed for half a year. Pass the incense.
dream.
I think Li Lu thought so at that time.
This person is the starting point of all Li Lu's nightmares. He made all my efforts and Li Lu's struggles come to nothing. He destroyed Li Lu's vision for the future and made Li Lu fall into that endless nightmare again. He was telling Li Lu—
Wake up, you're already a bitch, stop building arches, come to the quagmire, come to hell.
Then Li Lu was completely heartbroken.
At that time, when she called me, she killed this man calmly, facing the roaring doom calmly, reciting the mourning sacrifice in the dark.
Then die.
When she died, she couldn't be a mother again.
"How can you say that you are not suitable to be Xiao Mu's mother?"
On the day of the funeral, I looked at her face for the last time, lifeless, "You protected the rest of his bright life."
I forgive you.
Not because of your death, but because of your sacrifice. LC