When Lan San woke up, Pei Xiaoting smiled at him: "You should recuperate." Then he went out.
This is my personality.
But when Lan San was groggy, he knew that another Pei Xiaoting had been holding his hand and accompanying him.
It's strange to say, it's obviously the same body, but the temperature of the fingers is different - what's more, that person has never touched him.
He straightened up and sat up. There was a row of Rubik's Cubes on the bedside, all of which had been restored. There was also a piece of paper under the Rubik's Cube, which wrote different levels of Rubik's Cube restoration methods.
Extraordinarily careful.
Lan San saw that the rash had subsided, so he pulled out the drip in his hand and walked downstairs.
The door is a bit noisy.
He saw two bodyguards blocking a glaring boy, as if they were arguing about something. The boy wanted to come in, but the two bodyguards wouldn't let him in.
"What's wrong?" Lan San asked, his throat was a little dry after not drinking water for too long.
The two bodyguards looked at each other and didn't answer, just scolded the boy: "Master Ren, we'll be welcome if you don't leave!" "
The young master glared at Lan San, took a deep breath, and then sneered: "Oh, brother Ting's eyesight is getting worse, so he's going to bring it home?"
Now Lan San understands, oh, it's the old lover who's here to force it.
Admittedly, I had heard that Pei Xiaoting was not a fan of meat and vegetables before, but I never thought that he would be able to meet the scene of ripping off. Although it looks exciting, it is not very pleasant if the protagonist changes himself.
However, Lan San still has a very good set.
"What's wrong? I came in by my ability. If you have the ability, you come in and force me?"
The young master was angry but took a step forward and was stopped by the two of them.
"Does this person need to inform that Liu... er... Pei Xiaoting?" Lan San pointed to the person and asked the bodyguard.
The bodyguard shook his head firmly: "Young Master Pei never allows outsiders to enter this house. He has told him not to bother him with anything other than you."
These words shocked two people, one inside the door and one outside the door.
The one inside the door was quite surprised, and the one outside was very sad.
"Yo... I still have this privilege? Okay, it's an old iron, I'm very good!" Lan San was happy.
The bodyguard's reaction to Lan San was somewhat helpless. Normal people could see that Pei Xiaoting was extremely tolerant towards this guy, but this guy was heartless.
Lan Sanzheng took a serious look, the young master should be a little older than himself, with clear eyebrows, especially red lips and white teeth, wearing a deep V top, and light brown hair, which is really good-looking. Hearing the bodyguard's words, his eyes were filled with resentment and sadness, and his brows were wrinkled, quite pitiful.
Alas... Lan San leaned on the door and asked, "Hey, aren't you going to cry?"
"Who's going to cry! You don't need to show me off here! You're a spoiled brat!"
Lan San originally wanted to refute, but he swallowed the words. Because he thought about it carefully, he eats Pei Xiaoting, drinks Pei Xiaoting, lives in Pei Xiaoting, and cheats money from him, and he is 'forced' to accompany him to eat, play with him, and cover him with a quilt from time to time. Pure chatting... Isn't this a fucking nurturing? !
careless...
"You're right," Lan San rubbed his chin, looking very serious, "Then I'll talk to him and let him sleep by himself next time."
"Go away!" The young master screamed and shoved Lan San, who fell unsteadily on the ground, screaming in pain.
It was just between the light and the flint, the two bodyguards suddenly took out the guns from their pockets, loaded them neatly, and pointed at the guy's forehead!
That posture, it is not an exaggeration to say that he wants to kill.
The air freezes, making it difficult to breathe.
The young master's face that was flushed with anger suddenly faded, his lips trembled slightly, and even his hands that were frozen in the air were trembling.
Lan San was also frightened. Although he was very angry when he was pushed, he still said, "Shit, right... Two big brothers, it's just a fight, you don't need to be so ruthless with a gun, right?"
A bodyguard said, "Master Ren, if you don't leave, it will be uncomfortable for the bullet to hit your hands and feet."
"you dare!"
"Young Master Pei said that if anything happens, he will bear it."
The young master bit his lower lip, stomped his feet in anger, pointed at Lan San and scolded: "When you are kicked out by him, let's see how I will deal with you!" Then he ran away.
The person was angry and walked away, but Lan San had a sullen breath in his heart, and he couldn't get up or down.
"He's so temperamental that he can still do it?" Lan San muttered.
I didn't expect the two of them to answer, but after a while of silence, one of them put away his gun and said more: "This is not Pei Shao's lover, but the young master of the Ren family. The two used to communicate frequently."
Lan San nodded slightly, not knowing whether he heard it or not, rubbed his arms and legs, went back to the bed, and lay down looking at the ceiling, wondering what he was thinking.
After a while, Pei Xiaoting sent a text message back: "What do you want to eat at noon, I'll bring it to you."
Lan San stared at the phone screen for a long time, and finally returned two words lazily.
"casual."
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There was an eerie silence at the dinner table.
Lan San has always been noisy and slaps his lips when he eats, but today is uncharacteristically quiet.
Pei Xiaoting brought him sushi, and specially ordered mustard that was freshly ground, and also brought a box of natto. Lan San mixed natto and wasabi, poured it over the sushi, and swallowed it absentmindedly.
After two or three meals, I stopped.
He put down his chopsticks and suddenly said to Pei Xiaoting seriously, "I'll... can I stop coming?"
Pei Xiaoting's sushi-eating hand paused, then raised his head for a moment, first stunned, then a little displeased.
"What happened?"
"No, it's all right," Lan San felt a little guilty, "I just think that our friendship is not bad, and the previous misunderstandings have been written off. It's okay for me to stay at your house all the time..."
Pei Xiaoting threw the tablecloth: "If you don't tell me, I'll interrogate the person who is watching the house today."
"Don't, don't, don't! I'll say it! Um... It's just that I stay at your house all the time, telling people to gossip... and it's very ugly. Let's be innocent, or it's better to avoid suspicion?"
Pei Xiaoting understood, and he said bluntly, "It seems that you have met someone."
Lan San lowered his head and looked at his toes.
This sushi can't be eaten anymore, Pei Xiaoting stood up, leaned closer, and said in a low voice: "If it's for those romantic debts, you should talk to 'him', I won't take the blame. Besides, even if I agree, 'he ' Not necessarily."
"If 'he' is willing, I won't talk nonsense with you!"
"So, because I have a better temper than him, you took me for a knife?"
"You said it a bit too much..."
"Lan San, I have always respected you, but that doesn't mean I won't get angry."
"But why am I staying? Do you just need someone to accompany you to dinner?"
Pei Xiaoting's eyes darkened, and he said coldly, "As for this, you should also ask him."
Lan San slapped the table angrily: "Pei Xiaoting! Are you kidding me! Oh, you are ill and you are right, why am I here to serve your wicked tastes!"
Disapprove.
A small Cold War wiped out the sporadic peace that the United States and the Soviet Union had finally established.
For three days in a row, the two of them didn't speak, and Pei Xiaoting didn't even give Lan San a face. This incident happened to the person who has always been polite, and it can be said to be a big event.
This Pei Xiaoting put on his face, and he was no worse than the other. Lan San cursed inwardly, and sure enough, he would rather offend the hot-tempered troll than offend the scum who has always been gentle.
In fact, he was also very uncomfortable. Without Pei Xiaoting's permission, the bodyguards at home were just two sculptures. No one spoke to him, and he was almost moldy.
It's not that he never thought about going out to showdown with another Pei Xiaoting, but after waiting for several days, that guy just didn't show up.
Finally, I waited until the moment when I looked through the autumn water, and then I hoped for someone out.
It was midnight, Lan San had already slept, and was suddenly woken up by the sound of thunder, and the showers hit the window, which was very annoying. He turned over, saw a figure beside the bed, and suddenly he was shaking, and his hand was held. The palms are cold, and the ice is so cold that the skin is shivering.
"Wake you up?"
"It's you!" Lan San was suddenly a little surprised.
Pei Xiaoting nodded and asked again, "Is your body all right?"
Lan San asked back: "The time you have appeared is getting shorter and shorter. From the last time to this time, it has been five days."
Suddenly a lightning flashed, and the room lit up for a moment, making Pei Xiaoting's face pale, and then darkened again.
Pei Xiaoting's voice sounded hoarse: "Listen to 'he', do you want to leave?"
Lan San's face changed, and he rounded up his body under the quilt, and his voice changed: "I'm not bothering you by staying here..."
"Jealous?"
"No!"
"Do you mind? My old romances?"
"Who, who said I don't mind. I'm just being scolded for no reason."
"I will send more people, and I will promise that no one else will come to you and say things like that in the future."
"No," Lan San twisted his neck, "I'm not a canary raised by you. I won't bother you. If you are like this, I won't be able to wash myself if I jump into the Yellow River!"
"Don't be a child," Pei Xiaoting pondered, "what else do you have any dissatisfaction with? What do you want?"
Lan San suddenly got angry: "I am, I'm just tired of seeing you! I'm tired of being here too! I don't know what you want from me? I have nothing, and I can't afford anything. Boss you! I want to go! I want freedom! Is this okay?"
The end of the voice, seamlessly combined with the thunder and lightning, is extraordinarily powerful and deafening.
There seems to be a ghost fire, burning on this stormy night, burning in the hearts of two people, but it is not scalding heat, but gloomy cold.
Because he couldn't see his face clearly, Lan San was always apprehensive, for fear that he would say something wrong and provoke this violent temper to do something out of the ordinary.
However, after hearing Lan San's roar, Pei Xiaoting didn't get angry at all. He took Lan San's hand calmly and said, "...Okay, come with me."
No lights were lit, no people were called, just like that, Lan San was led out of the room, went down the stairs, stopped at the corner, and stopped in front of the farthest door that looked like a utility room.
Pei Xiaoting unlocked the lock with his fingerprints, and the door opened with a creak. With a little dim wall lamp, Lan San could see the furnishings inside.
The room is small, all cabinets and drawers, wooden boxes, and pictures on the walls. Lan San came up to look at it, and the photos were of a woman cooking, in the garden, by the sea... all kinds of photos.
There are also things that women have used in the cabinet. Clothes, necklaces, mirrors, and even books are opened to a certain page. The paper turns yellow, as if to tell others that she has seen this place before and hasn't finished it yet. . The things in the wooden box are more messy, they are all things like toy guns and skateboards that little boys like to play with.
Pei Xiaoting took out a clay model from the cabinet, on which a woman was painting, and two little boys were playing beside her. One of the little boys looked very similar to Pei Xiaoting; the other little boy looked very much like the woman.
He touched it and said, "You should have learned something from Qin Lang, right? You can guess who this woman and this boy are."
Lan San felt a little numb from the beginning of Tianling Gai, as if he was walking into a huge grief, he said nervously: "Your mother and your brother."
"To be precise, it belongs to 'hi'. I am just a split personality from him. This is 'his' mother and younger brother, Pei Xiaoling."
"But... you look sad too."
"If a person can't control his emotions, he will want another person to help him share. Without these emotions, there would be no me."
Lan San has never experienced parting from life and death, and he can't even say words of comfort, for fear of appearing hypocritical. How can there be any empathy, you are not him, how can you understand.
But it's hard not to say anything, Lan San said dryly: "Don't think about those accidents in the past..."
"It's not an accident." Pei Xiaoting interrupted him coldly.
"what?"
"Man, I killed it."
Shocking! Lan San's pupils tightened!
"After that incident, everyone thought that Pei Xiaoling died because of an explosion, but it wasn't. When the Pei family arrived by car, Pei Xiaoling was indeed tied up with a bomb. There are only ten seconds left for the children of the Kou family. That is to say, Pei Xiaoling will definitely die, but the remaining group of children still have a chance of survival, as long as one shot blows up the timing device... "
The rain outside was getting heavier and heavier, but such a torrential rain could not cover Pei Xiaoting's words.
"... The timing device is on Pei Xiaoling's chest. Mr. Pei was holding the gun but couldn't get it down. At the last second, it was me who pulled the trigger."
boom!
It was the sound of Lan San stepping back and hitting the wooden box. He already had a picture in his mind, of blood dripping, of a boy holding a gun, and crying.
Pei Xiaoting walked to the window, opened the window, and raindrops came in and hit him, but he felt very comfortable, as if he breathed a sigh of relief.
"Mrs. Pei couldn't stand such a blow, so she committed suicide that day. And the person 'Pei Xiaoting' split into two people from that day on. All cruel, bloodthirsty, terrifying, and perverted things are What this guy did, the rest of him is still the kind and normal person. We depend on each other, but we hate each other. We are so different, but we try to learn each other's every move and hide it perfectly in front of others."
The rain is getting heavier.
"Heh, hahaha... It doesn't sound like he's deceiving himself, but only by blaming me for all his sins can 'he' tell himself with peace of mind that he didn't kill his brother, so he can sleep peacefully." Pei Xiaoting walked back, his face was full of The rain fell to the ground, and he looked at Lan San: "Are you afraid? Did I make you afraid?"
Lan San wanted to say that he was not afraid, but when he opened his mouth, he found that he couldn't say it because he was too shocked.
"Cough cough... cough cough cough!"
Pei Xiaoting retracted his hand that wanted to touch him.
"You are very similar to 'him', with similar interests and hobbies, and you are also very interesting. So with you, 'he' always feels very relaxed and at ease. That's why we let you stay, you didn't Did you find that since you came, I have appeared less and less often?"
"You...you mean...I can help you? But I didn't do anything!"
"'He' got me out of fear. And you, make 'him' feel at ease."
"Reassurance..." Lan San muttered, then began to recall, suddenly realized, "That green pepper... The first time I ate that green pepper, you guys exchanged... and coffee... and... "
Pei Xiaoting chuckled, but it wasn't a pleasant one: "Every action you make inadvertently is like a key for us to change roles. The longer you stay with us, the less frequently we exchange, I think Maybe soon...the disease will disappear completely."
Lan San's heart suddenly tightened: "Disappear, what disappear, do you mean you, are you going to die?"
"What's not dead, I just give him all the time. Besides... I was forced to be born, at least now, I can choose to leave on my own."
Another thunder.
There are so many things that I know tonight, so much that Lan San feels that his brain is like a mess, and it is difficult to digest. It was like a mass of cotton stalks in the throat, making people unable to swallow or spit it out.
He couldn't tell the name of this sadness, but he had a desire to catch Pei Xiaoting.
"Does 'he' want you to disappear?" Lan San asked sullenly.
"No one wants to be occupied with body and time. My value is exhausted, and of course 'he' hates me."
"What about you? Do you want to disappear too?"
Pei Xiaoting was silent. Lan San's heart beat fast.
Then he stepped forward, hugged Lan San, resting his forehead on Lan San's shoulder, like a large dog begging to be petted: "I'm tired. I was originally a non-existent person, out of tune with everything. It's been so many years. , I have carried so much for him, and I have had enough."
Since childhood, he has been armed with a knife and a gun. He has seen the scorching world, seen the ugly hearts of the people, learned to intrigue, and guarded against his close relatives.
Looking back on the past, it is all embarrassing and bloody past.
Only now did Lan San understand that Pei Xiaoting was not a natural monster. He only became deformed and weird because he grew up in hell.
Slowly stretched out his hand and stroked Pei Xiaoting's back again and again.
President Pei Xiao sighed: "Lan San, soon, you will be free soon. So, bear with it for a while. Okay?"
This is a very earnest prayer.
Lan San felt that it was absurd, because it sounded like a kind of "suicide", and the executioner was himself, but the dying person was eager for the executioner to act quickly.
"… it is good."
He saw Pei Xiaoting smile. But he somehow wanted to cry. LC