The weather was a little hotter than before, so Zhou Hao went to the flower and bird market to buy two potted plants while taking a break. Now is the season when gardenias are blooming. A few small white flowers emerge from the green leaves. They look quite elegant and have a very light fragrance. It is good to keep them at home.
Jiang Yuqian came here frequently, and the two of them spent a lot more time together. There are not only that kind of things that men can do, there are many things that can be done.
In their spare time, the two of them would play Hei Da games together, pounding on the keyboard. Zhou Hao played the main force, and Jiang Yuqian was in charge of the output. When he was in a hurry, Zhou Hao would yell at him, "Oh, I'm so tired, keep up."
After killing time in the game, they will each do their own thing when they are bored. Zhou Hao just read professional books, and Jiang Yuqian was busy with his company's affairs.
At night, maybe we will do some private things, maybe we just lie down and talk.
Zhou Hao noticed something unusual, the sudden goodness made him fascinated, but at the same time unbelievable. I always feel that that person seems to be brewing a big storm.
Once, Zhou Hao asked him, "Have you changed your sex recently? Are you so good?"
Jiang Yuqian grimaced, said nothing, and instead slipped the provocative person into the room.
At this time Zhou Hao was the happiest. He didn't say anything, but he didn't mention how happy he was. He secretly hid this happiness, and only allowed himself to have a shallow taste. After the taste, he quickly put it in a box and saved it for the next time to continue to enjoy.
He even started to try to forgive his mother, trying to find a reason to explain everything bad for this woman.
At this time, his heart was so beautiful that it was unbelievable. When he saw the water, a smiling face appeared in the water; he felt the wind, and even the wind was touching him gently.
The Douban post was still there, and Zhou Hao sat in front of the computer for two hours, always feeling that no words or sentences could express the beauty of these days.
Wrote, I always felt that the ending was too hasty, so he deleted it;
He wrote it again, still panicking in his heart, so he deleted it again;
…
After struggling until the end, the updated words became—
The turning point of the matter happened at the beginning of June. Cheng Zixu went to find Jiang Yuqian and asked him what he meant by what he said in the middle of the night last time.
But any man would never reveal this matter completely.
Jiang Yuqian didn't tell Cheng Zixu the ins and outs of the whole incident, he just stared at the man in front of him with sad and reserved eyes.
If he had no choice but to answer, Cheng Zixu, who was always meek, couldn't bear to be aggrieved, "What did you mean by that last time? What did you do for me?"
"I have something to do, I'll go back first."
He brushed off and left, instead of returning to his home, he returned to his and Zhou Hao's apartment. Zhou Hao was not at home during the day, so he privately found that video from the broadcast record of the TV.
He watched the three-minute short video no less than twenty times. Watching it over and over again, I was almost numb at the end.
The video of the culprit, without it, the three of them would not have such a twisted relationship now, he would never have had sex with Zhou Hao for four years, let alone have conflicted feelings.
The flickering pictures on the TV, although the lights were dim, were not blurry.
Jiang Yuqian was stunned, there was a mole on "Cheng Zixu"'s neck, he went back and looked again, it was really a mole.
On Cheng Zixu's neck, there was obviously not a single mole.
For a moment, he couldn't fully accept the "facts" that had flowed through his mind countless times, and even the "facts" were false. Then, hasn't he been played around by that person all these years
Jiang Yuqian calmed down, sneered twice, and then his anger was triggered for no reason.
He waved all the things on the coffee table to the ground, glasses, ashtray, and pink fruit plate...
Bang bang bang, a mess of sounds mixed together.
The point of his anger is: why did you lie to me? Why did you trick me into acting like this
More, it was a kind of catharsis, the other self in his heart revealed his soul: there was finally a reason to get rid of this lunatic.
At night, when Zhou Hao came back from the hospital, the first thing he saw was the mess at home, and then the huge frozen picture on the LCD TV.
He moved his steps, slowly walking towards the unknown fear...
"How did you come?"
Jiang Yuqian opened his scarlet eyes, and grabbed him tightly, filled with overwhelming anger.
Zhou Hao was flustered. He picked up the remote control from the ground and pressed it to turn it off.
Jiang Yuqian stood up from the sofa and approached him a little bit, while he backed up a little bit, until he reached the entrance, and there was no way to go any further.
Jiang Yuqian had a gloomy face and didn't speak, which made people shudder. Zhou Hao guessed something, he tried to explain with his mouth, but no words came out of his throat.
After a long time, Jiang Yuqian's sullen mood calmed down a little, and he wriggled his mouth, "I'll give you the house and card, and there's still some money in the card."
Zhou Hao wanted to cry, but he couldn't cry. He had to calm himself down and explain everything to this person completely.
His mind turned quickly, and in a short time, he thought of many explanations. There was still half a hope in his heart, it wouldn't happen, it wouldn't happen between the two of them, they didn't get along very well a while ago, and he still wanted to get along with his husband slowly.
He tentatively reached out and grabbed Jiang Yuqian's arm, holding it firmly, and the person in front of him was not in a hurry to shake him off. This made his hope jump from a half point to a full mark. His tension completely relaxed, and he returned to his usual mean and poisonous tongue.
"Why? Give me a house for no reason? You want to keep me?"
Jiang Yuqian brushed Zhou Hao's hand away, "I won't come here again."
Having said this more than once, Zhou Hao was numb to hearing it, and now he didn't take it seriously at all.
"If you don't come, you won't come."
Jiang Yuqian staggered away from him, ready to leave. In an instant, Zhou Hao seemed to understand that this person really wanted to leave.
Zhou Hao ran over and pressed his back against the doorknob. He was agitated, but lacked confidence, "What do you mean? You are going to dump me!"
Jiang Yuqian had had enough of the person in front of him acting like he had taken over the world's reasoning. The corner of his mouth raised his disdain, and he asked back, "That video? Zhou Hao, you are really mean-spirited!"
Zhou Hao rolled his eyelids and kept silent, he was wronged.
"How dare you?" Jiang Yuqian snorted twice, "Huh? Use a fake video to fool people? You fucking fooled me for four years!"
"Listen to me," Zhou Hao tried to grab Jiang Yuqian's hand, but the man avoided him. He rubbed his hands with nowhere to rest anxiously, then habitually took out a cigarette from his trouser pocket, and lit the cigarette , took a sip, and he got better.
"Stop making trouble, okay? Let's live a good life." Zhou Hao changed the topic and changed the subject of deception.
Jiang Yuqian ignored him and pushed away his body blocking the doorknob. Zhou Hao couldn't stand still and staggered a few steps to the right.
Zhou Hao rushed over, hugged the person who was about to leave, and kept repeating, "Stop making trouble, husband, let's stop making trouble, we two will be fine..."
Jiang Yuqian struggled vigorously in his arms, and soon struggled out. He pushed Zhou Hao away with all his strength, his eyes full of ruthlessness, "Are you crazy yet?"
Zhou Hao blinked vigorously. He likes to blink when he is sad.
He didn't understand why the man who was still in love with him a few days ago seemed to be a different person in a blink of an eye. Didn't they still lie on the sofa yesterday, you pillowed me, I pillowed you, and spent the afternoon leisurely
"I don't understand..." Zhou Hao murmured, this time he didn't understand.
Jiang Yuqian knew that Zhou Hao's confusion was nothing more than: I just lied to you a little, why didn't you give me the slightest chance to reform
"What don't you understand?" Jiang Yuqian asked amusedly.
Zhou Hao raised his head, trying to catch the love in the other person's eyes, but nothing, he saw nothing except Qianli Hanbing. Unreasonable, he remained silent.
"You don't understand why these days, the two of us are as good as one person, and I don't talk about our affection at all?" Jiang Yuqian expressed his doubts.
"Do you really think I like you? Want to be with you?" Jiang Yuqian pressed hard.
Zhou Hao's eyes became scarlet and crazy, he wished he could jump up and destroy that mouth.
Jiang Yuqian sneered, "Even if you didn't lie to me, I wouldn't be with someone like you."
My kind of person? What kind of person am I? Zhou Hao thought blankly in his heart.
After thinking for a while, he still couldn't figure it out. He rushed to punch and kick him like before. He hoped that Jiang Yuqian would get angry immediately, and then carry him to the bed. There is no such thing as a deep hatred.
However, Jiang Yuqian just pushed him blindly and dodged him.
"The last time I went to the hospital in the middle of the night, do you know who I went to?" Jiang Yuqian recalled calmly, but seeing no reaction from Zhou Hao, he continued to say cruelly, "I'll go to process Zixu, and I'll let him follow I dated him, and he said he would consider it."
Jiang Yuqian laughed suddenly, "Silly Haohao, look, there is no scam, and I have no intention of being with you."
Sure enough, his words succeeded. Zhou Hao gave up the entanglement and resistance, and let go of the hand on the man's arm...
In fact, he can ignore Zhou Hao, just turn around and leave; in fact, he doesn't need to say these hurtful words. But he just wanted to see the vulnerable look of the person in front of him.
Jiang Yuqian finally glanced at the poor man, turned his head and left.
Zhou Hao leaned against the corner of the entrance wall, his mind was full of the last words of that person—
"Silly Haohao, look, there is no deceit, and I have no intention of being with you..."