The villa was very quiet, and there was no sound in the gray-blue room. Zhou Hao thought of the countryside where he lived before, which was also so quiet. The only difference was that there were more cicadas and frogs.
Suddenly, Yan Ming pushed the door open and came in, with an aggrieved face and a quiet expression.
"What's wrong with you?" Zhou Hao asked.
Yan Ming shook his head and did not speak. He sat on the edge of the bed, fiddled with the red string bracelet on his wrist.
The red rope was asked by Yan Ming in a temple in Qingjiang County when he went back to his hometown to celebrate the New Year. It is said that it helps people to achieve their wishes. He also asked for one for Zhou Hao.
Maybe it's because the liberal arts students themselves have a delicate mind. Zhou Hao felt that many of Yan Ming's behaviors were similar to those of the little girl who was thinking of spring. At this moment, Zhou Hao felt a little distressed when he looked at Poor Jian silently.
"Did he tell you something?"
Yan Ming raised his head and stared at Zhou Hao for a long time before he was willing to speak, "He said, he doesn't like men."
If you don't like men and bring a man who is interested in him into your home, who can believe it? For academic research, why didn't you study in bed
The words are not rough, of course, Zhou Hao only thinks about these rough words in his heart.
In the relationship, the unrequited love that is deeply in love is the most difficult to reverse, unless it hits the head and bleeds, it can only turn around.
Zhou Hao looked away from Yan Ming and returned to his own screen. He logged out his username "Mr. Z".
"I want to try again." A voice suddenly came from behind.
Zhou Hao's gaze returned to Yan Ming's face again, his dark eyes were filled with infinite light, brisk and full of hope.
At this moment, Zhou Hao suddenly felt that he was no longer young, he was old.
He should have had the youthful radiance on Yan Ming's face, no, maybe he never had it.
Zhou Hao's gaze became more and more distant, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, "Yan Ming, I'm so jealous of you now..."
"ah?"
Zhou Hao just smiled and didn't continue talking. Jealous of a good friend who is in the prime of his youth, but his own heart is already old, and there is no ripple.
"By the way, I suddenly remembered that a boy came to me and asked me if you were in Qingjiang?"
"Boy?" Zhou Hao's thoughts finally got out of his poor years, and he asked, "What kind of boy?"
"You are quite handsome. The man said something happened to you and he couldn't find you. He asked where is your hometown? I told him."
Zhou Hao suddenly fell into memory. Two months ago, he received messages from Sun Yiwen for several days in a row, asking where he was, whether he was in Qingjiang? But at that time, he was depressed, unwilling to contact the outside world, and closed himself in the apartment for a long time, not in Qingjiang. Moreover, his mobile phone was also turned off at the time.
Those messages popped up after booting up.
"When did it happen?"
Yan Ming frowned and thought carefully, "It was probably in June. He looked scary at that time, and he kept saying that something happened to you. What happened to you then?"
"It's nothing..." Zhou Hao didn't want to mention it again.
The next day, Zhou Hao went to the hospital to report. Everyone said that he had lost a lot of weight. Several kind nurses asked him, did something happen during this time? Zhou Hao shook his head and said no, he just wanted to lose weight.
At night, as soon as Zhou Hao came out of the inpatient department, he saw a familiar figure who had disappeared for a long time, small and timid.
"Sun Yiwen!" Zhou Hao paused and shouted to the front.
Sun Yiwen turned his head suddenly, smiled foolishly, then ran to Zhou Hao and stood still.
It's been a long time, ever since the boy heard that Zhou Hao went to the emergency room in the middle of the night for that kind of thing, he never came here again. He was angry with himself, thinking that he would not fall in love with a man for no reason, and he was a man with a boyfriend.
But at the end of his anger, his pain didn't ease at all, on the contrary, it got worse. Until he heard that many people in the school were spreading that indecent video, his pain completely disappeared, and his only thought was: where are you? You still have me.
Sun Yiwen lowered his head and did not speak, but occasionally looked at Zhou Hao with his clear eyes. Gradually, the clear eyes turned red.
Zhou Hao discovered that this was a taciturn boy, all his words were hidden in his eyes. No wonder his eyes are so big and beautiful.
"Why didn't you bring me something to eat today?" Zhou Hao asked, just like many months ago.
Sun Yiwen was dumbfounded, and it took him a long time to react. The expression on his face suddenly became bright, and he stretched his arms and threw himself into Zhou Hao's arms. However, not only her eyes were red, but her nose was also red.
"They are all bad people, you and me." As he spoke, the boy began to cry, "Let's ignore them."
It was as if the terrible things that happened to Zhou Hao were transferred to himself. He cried so sadly that words were stuck in his throat and he couldn't speak.
Zhou Hao thought he had a heart of stone, but seeing such a passionate boy, his heart was so soft that it collapsed.
"Don't cry, it's so ugly."
Sun Yiwen stopped crying immediately, raised his tearful eyes, and grinned, which was uglier than crying.
Zhou Hao's arms seemed to be frozen and he couldn't move. He slowly exhausted all his strength, even the strength of breastfeeding. He wanted to hug the boy in front of him back.
In the end, he succeeded. Not only that, even the old age yesterday began to spring, and in a short period of time, he came back young again.
Zhou Hao was moved by the youth he lost and regained.
"Sun Yiwen, should we get along with each other?"
Zhou Hao spoke very low, but the boy still heard it, and he threw his body into Zhou Hao's arms. Tell Zhou Hao with actions: Okay.
In the world, there are only this pair of dependent people left at this moment.
This is by no means a rush, nor is it a pastime to kill loneliness. In fact, having experienced many sins in this world, Zhou Hao understands better than anyone else, how rare is the purity of this boy in front of him? More importantly, boys will cry for him, and boys love him.
All he had hoped for since he was a child was to have a relative with whom he could live steadily.
Now that they decided to be together, Zhou Hao moved his luggage out of Yan Ming's that night, and Yan Ming asked him why he had just moved in and was about to leave? Talk about someone. with who? Sun Yiwen. Who is Sun Yiwen? you do not know.
Yan Ming couldn't figure out what this person was thinking, so he was afraid that he was acting on his own will.
"What kind of man, don't fool around."
Zhou Hao packed his luggage, turned his back to Yan Ming, and said loudly, "I'm serious."
"Then, why so suddenly?"
Zhou Hao stopped what he was doing and turned around, "It's not too sudden. I've known him for a long time. Someday I will introduce you two to get to know each other formally."
"Is he rich?"
Zhou Hao smiled, blinked his eyes on purpose and thought for a while, "I'm still a student, I guess he's quite poor, just like you, he's also engaged in literature."
"Then you will have to earn money in the future." Yan Ming followed his words and said, "We who engage in literature can't compare to you, a great doctor."
Saying that, Yan Ming handed over a card, "There are five thousand yuan in it, you take it, and pay me back when you have money."
Zhou Hao didn't refuse, and reached out to take it, "Thank you."
"Why are you being polite to me?"
"What about you? Do you have enough money on hand?"
"Don't worry about me, I'm an intern at a newspaper recently, and I get paid for my manuscript."
Zhou Hao dragged his luggage and left, while Sun Yiwen was still waiting for him at the intersection. When the two met, they didn't know where they were going. Zhou Hao once suggested to move to Sun Yiwen's house for the time being, but the boy vaguely said that he has been living on campus. Zhou Hao always felt that this kid was hiding something from him.
Right now, if the two want to live together, they must first find a house.
On the street in August of City A, the two stood on the left and on the right, with a lot of luggage beside them, as if Zhou Hao had picked up an unsophisticated little boy and was going to take him to wander the world.
Zhou Hao glanced sideways at Sun Yiwen, feeling a little funny.
"What are you laughing at?" Sun Yiwen noticed it with sharp eyes.
"Laughing that we have no place to live in the down and out streets." Zhou Hao thought for a while, "Why don't you go to Home Inn to make do with it tonight, and find a place to live tomorrow."
"Um."
In City A, where every inch of land is like gold, not to mention houses in the urban area, even in the suburbs, if you want to rent a separate apartment with one bedroom and one living room, the price starts at 3,000.
The two found a nearby chain hotel, and it took less than ten minutes from check-in to swiping the card to enter the room. At this moment, the two of them lay down on the double bed, and the exhaustion in their bodies dissipated instantly, and they felt a sense of peace and comfort that they had not seen for a long time.
"Comrade Xiao Sun, how much money do you have left?"
"Comrade Xiao Sun? Then I'll call you Lao Zhou from now on." Unexpectedly, this kid's focus was completely lost.
"Ask for your money."
"There are less than two thousand left." Sun Yiwen called out pitifully and truthfully.
"Come on, I still have five thousand yuan with me. Let's go to the suburbs tomorrow to look at houses."