When Jiang Yuqian woke up, the little lunatic had already left. Quietly, if it weren't for the traces of last night on the sofa cover in the living room, he would have thought it was a dream.
Zhou Hao got up early and returned to his small house in Minlin District. Only Sun Yiwen was at home, and Yan Ming was busy with work and went out early.
The two looked at each other silently, with infinite thoughts hidden in each other's eyes.
Sun Yiwen broke the silence first: "Have you had breakfast yet?"
Zhou Hao shook his head: "Not yet."
"Are you eating noodles? Or are you eating dumplings? I'll get you some." Sun Yiwen said and walked to the kitchen.
"Anything is fine."
An ordinary conversation, as if nothing happened between the two of them.
Sun Yiwen ordered ten celery and pork dumplings, sprinkled some parsley, and placed them in front of Zhou Hao's table. Then, he sat down on the chair next to him.
"Have you decided which city to go to?" Sun Yiwen asked.
Zhou Hao lowered his eyelids, staring at the dumplings in the bowl, and said in a muffled voice after a long time, "I didn't think about it."
"Stay out alone, smoke less, don't eat those quick-frozen foods too much, and cook two dishes for yourself when you come back from get off work at night, and cook some rice."
Zhou Hao nodded, a weak cry choked up in his throat, "Got it."
After dawdling and eating this bowl of dumplings for a long time, Sun Yiwen accidentally caught sight of the red marks on Zhou Hao's neck, and thinking about him not returning all night, he basically guessed where he went and what he did last night.
"Did you meet your ex-boyfriend yesterday?" Sun Yiwen was not used to being called Jiang Yuqian, and when Zhou Hao mentioned this person occasionally, he always called him your ex-boyfriend.
Zhou Hao said indifferently, maybe on purpose, "Well, I slept with him."
Obviously, Sun Yiwen was shocked, he stood up and put away the dishes on the table, "I'm going to wash the dishes."
Soon, there was the sound of rushing water in the kitchen. Zhou Hao looked at the busy figure, and the suppressed emotions hidden in his heart rushed to his heart. He moved his mouth, but still called out, "Sun Yiwen."
Hearing the shout over there, he turned off the faucet, and then turned around.
"Why? Didn't we agree before? Get out of here and stay away from those bad guys?" At first he thought he had figured it out, but now he was confused again.
Sun Yiwen said frankly, "My father is not in good health."
I am in poor health and need money, and this explanation makes sense.
Zhou Haohuang understood in a daze that the family relationship between father and son is the real family, and he can only be regarded as a "relative" who forced his way in.
In the next few days, Zhou Hao prepared all the things that should be prepared, and he spent the rest of the time on a date with Sun Yiwen.
Like all the young lovers in the world, they started a short and sweet two-person world.
The two went to the amusement park and played the exciting roller coaster. Sun Yiwen yelled all the time, and Zhou Hao was beside him with great joy; they also went to see a few movies. In the past, the two had to save money to save rent, and there was almost no such entertainment; In front of the cinema, there was a claw machine, and he gave Sun Yiwen a hyaluronic acid duck...
On Sunday, Sun Yiwen dragged his black suitcase and left. It was Zhou Hao who took him downstairs, and then watched him get into a car driven by Ou Yi.
Coincidentally, Jiang Yuqian also appeared at that time.
Until the car drove far away, Zhou Hao still stood in the dark downstairs, watching the car go away.
Suddenly, Zhou Hao suddenly thought of something, he ran towards the direction of the car like a crazy leopard, but the car turned a corner and disappeared long ago.
He stood helplessly in a strange city. He forgot to ask Wenwen just now: If one day Zhou Hao has money, would you like to come back
Walked away, no chance to ask. Zhou Hao looked at the blurry front in despair.
"Don't look, go back." Jiang Yuqian silently appeared in front of him.
"It's your fault? Isn't it!? Talk!?" Zhou Hao suddenly realized, why Jiang Yuqian happened to come over just after Sun Yiwen left.
Jiang Yuqian was not intimidated at all, he even asked Zhou Hao, "What can he give you? Do you want to stay in that small house all the time? Go to the subway every morning? You can't afford anything, and you have to pick and choose Search to save the monthly rent!?"
Zhou Hao listened in disbelief, "It's really you..."
Jiang Yuqian was a little frightened by Zhou Hao's absent-minded appearance, he tried to hold the little lunatic's hand, "Haohao..."
Zhou Hao held that hand instead, and ruthlessly pinched the nails of five fingers into the back of Jiang Yuqian's hand, making five deep nail marks.
"You and Ouyi, you will have retribution!"
Zhou Hao couldn't hear other voices anymore, he regretted it, he was so stupid, how could Wenwen leave him for money? If he had known earlier, he would not have said such nasty things in a fit of anger.
Isn't he himself a bad person, always wantonly to hurt Wenwen's heart
When he was sleeping at night, he found a card and a letter under the alarm clock on the bedside table. The handwriting on the letter paper was very beautiful——
"Old Zhou, I'm sorry.
When you read this letter, I have already broken our agreement and become that complete coward.
I've known you for two years, and this is the first time I've written such a nasty thing for you. Don't make fun of our liberal arts.
Stop pleasing anyone, Sun Yiwen is not worth it, and neither is your ex-boyfriend, you have to spend all your energy on yourself, and from now on you only think about how to eat well, how to sleep well, and how to play well.
Stop smoking cigarettes, it's too harmful to your body;
When you go to another place, get along well with the people around you, don't be so stubborn;
If you have a bad stomach, you must eat three meals a day on time;
If you meet people you hate, just stay away from them, because getting angry will hurt your body;
By the way, after moving to a new home, buy more green plants and place them at home, so that the air is good;
The two little ones, please, don't feed them too much.
There is a lake behind the People's Park in City A. When I was in a bad mood, I always went there to stay for a while, looking at the lake water, the sunshine, and the parents and children playing in the park. let go.
Old Zhou, I'm sorry.
There are 100,000 yuan in the card, and the password is your birthday. Pay back the 5,000 yuan owed to Yan Ming, and send some to your grandparents. You can tidy up the remaining money and buy a financial management or something.
Don't worry about the source of the money, just pretend it's the last thing your Wenwen can do for you.
Love yourself well, be nice to yourself, we will always be one family.
little grandson"
Zhou Hao grabbed the letter in his hand in a daze, smiled, and muttered, "Everyone is gone, and you still use such sour words to coax me."
In an instant, the silly smile disappeared, and tears were already streaming down his face, he knelt down and sobbed.
His Wenwen has explained everything, and he is completely abandoned.
When Yan Ming came back from get off work, he saw Zhou Hao standing alone on the balcony in a daze. Sun Yiwen left last night, he thought, this person must be feeling bad, so Yan Ming walked over to Zhou Hao.
"What are you looking at?"
Zhou Hao turned his head and grinned at Yan Ming, "I was thinking, where am I going next?"
A sad atmosphere suddenly enveloped the two of them. Parting is bitter, life is always full of regrets.
"When will I leave? Has the specific time been set?"
Zhou Hao turned his head out of the window again, "It's decided, I'm leaving on Friday, but I just haven't decided where to go. By the way, I haven't asked you yet. Are you still used to the new environment?"
Yan Ming nodded, "It's all good."
Yan Ming got a new job and moved to another newspaper as a reporter. Although the reputation of the previous unit was not as high as that of the previous one, the salary was not worse than before, so it was a blessing in disguise.
The next day, Zhou Hao went to see the lake that Sun Yiwen mentioned, and sat on a bench in the park for a whole afternoon.
The wind is not strong, and the lake is very quiet, with occasional ripples. On the grass in the distance, many parents took their children to fly kites. The kites flew so high that they became small dots in the sky.
Sitting here, Zhou Hao quickly recalled his more than 20 years of life in the form of playing a movie in his mind.
The first time I have memory, he was still a very young child, he sat on the front bumper of his father's bicycle, and followed his father to the stewed vegetables stand to buy stewed vegetables. He bought two sauce-flavored big elbows, and he ate half of them when he got home. A carefree and heartless child should have grown up happily, but he did it himself and made himself live like this.
Then the deepest memory is that in the hospital, his father was covered with a white cloth. The driver of the truck that caused the accident paid 30,000 yuan, and the incident was hastily settled. At that time, no one had much money, and a working-class family could spend 30,000 yuan, which was already patchwork.
Later, it was the childhood and youth that he least wanted to recall. He lived in a small attic of less than ten square meters in the south for more than ten years, until he went out to go to college. Who should I ask for reason? Looking for the dead woman? It's boring, it's really boring.
Now he is a foreigner who can't integrate into the big city, and soon he will go to a new place.
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Going back at night, Zhou Hao ran into Jiang Yuqian at the entrance of the corridor. He ignored him, brushed past the man, and climbed up the stairs.
Just as he opened the door, one of Jiang Yuqian's arms got stuck between the cracks in the door.
"Hao Hao, let's talk."
talk about what? What can they have to talk about.
Zhou Hao ignored him and entered the house, and then Jiang Yuqian forced his way in without treating himself as an outsider. At this time, there were only the two of them in the small house, and Yan Ming hadn't left work yet.
Zhou Hao was busy with his own affairs, choosing vegetables, washing rice, and cooking. He trapped himself in the small kitchen, and Jiang Yuqian stood outside the kitchen, looking at him with a complicated expression.
After brewing the words in his heart for a long time, Jiang Yuqian finally said, "Come back with me, if you don't want to live in Binjiang No. 1, let's change another house."
Zhou Hao spent an afternoon thinking about the life he had experienced from beginning to end. This is a big project that consumes his mind and mind. He is very tired now and can't spare any energy to deal with the man in front of him.
Jiang Yuqian did not give up, and continued, "Change to a bigger house and install a bathtub in the bathroom. We can still try it in the bathroom? Didn't you say before..."
"Patta—" A potato was thrown over and hit Jiang Yuqian's chest.
Zhou Hao turned his head and looked at Jiang Yuqian viciously, "Shut up! You're disgusting!"
Jiang Yuqian pulled the corner of his mouth weakly, "What did you say?"
"You make me sick!"
These words completely angered Jiang Yuqian, he pulled Zhou Hao out of the small kitchen, threw him on the sofa, bullied him, and used his body to clamp the little lunatic's limbs.
Zhou Hao's eyes turned red anxiously, they were so red that they were about to bleed.
Jiang Yuqian was no better than him, with bloodthirsty eyes, "I'm disgusted? You were the one who threatened me with the video! Zhou Hao, ask yourself, which of us provoked who first!?"
The emotion on Zhou Hao's face instantly collapsed, and his movements softened.
Jiang Yuqian was in pain, he couldn't stand the little lunatic's expression of pain, helplessness and gnashing of teeth.
Stubbornness never ends, but I don't know how to despair.
"Haohao, stop making trouble with me..."
Zhou Hao blinked at him, then stubbornly pulled out a hand from the restraints, and grabbed Jiang Yuqian's neck. Not long after, Jiang Yuqian pressed that hand down again.
Up and down, the sky is dark. In Jiang Yuqian's eyes, he could only see the poor man with his fists dancing wildly under him. The little lunatic's face was full of grief and indignation, as if he wanted to beat him to death as a villain.
Even the air condensed into a turbulent wave, pounding Jiang Yuqian's heart. For a moment, he thought, let's just forget it, the little lunatic can spend it with whoever he likes, and he doesn't want to care about him anymore.
But he is not reconciled, if he doesn't know about the past of the little lunatic, he can still force him to have sex now, and the two embed each other in each other's body, maybe the hatred will be resolved.
Now that he can't do this, the people under him are no longer a little lunatic, he has become the poor little boy in childhood.
He came to pick up the little pity and go home today.
Jiang Yuqian straightened up and let go of his hands in a daze.
Zhou Hao climbed up, and wrestled with the perpetrator just now. With scarlet eyes, he wanted to beat the bad guys in this big city to death, but after hitting them with countless fists, he was a little tired and didn't want to beat them anymore. He remembered what Wenwen told him in the letter, asking him to love himself well.
He went back to the bedroom, sat on the bedside, took out Sun Yiwen's letter and read it several times. He wanted to listen to Wenwen and not get angry, as getting angry would hurt his body.
Jiang Yuqian only dared to stand outside the door and look at the poor little figure beside the bed. He didn't know what was written on the paper in the little madman's hand, he only saw that the little madman was already staring at the paper long time.
Suddenly, there was the sound of keys being twisted outside the door. Jiang Yuqian turned around and saw that it was Yan Ming who had returned.
Yan Ming's expression was slightly astonished, and he wondered why Jiang Yuqian was here. After changing his shoes, he called out, "Zhou Hao."
No response.
Yan Ming walked to the door of the bedroom, only to find that Zhou Hao was also at home, just sitting on the edge of the bed with his back stiff.
"Zhou Hao." Yan Ming shouted again.
The dazed person still didn't respond to him, but the sensitive Yan Ming immediately smelled something unusual, it seems that the two must have had a bad fight before.
"Have you cooked? If not, let's go out to eat."
Only then did Zhou Hao give a little reaction, folded the paper in his hand properly, put it in the innermost drawer, then stood up and walked out of the bedroom.
"I didn't cook today."
Yan Ming said with a grin, "I got paid for the manuscripts I wrote some time ago, let's go out and celebrate."
Zhou Hao rolled his eyes and nodded, "Yes."
From the beginning to the end, Jiang Yuqian completely became the transparent air between these two people.
Zhou Haoqiang pretended to be laughing and cursing in the past, chatting and laughing with Yan Ming and went downstairs. Jiang Yuqian followed closely behind them. In the end, he grabbed Zhou Hao and said something to him, "Haohao, I'm sorry..."
Then, he turned his eyes to Yan Ming again, as if saying: Please comfort the little lunatic, he is so pitiful tonight.
Jiang Yuqian drove away.
Yan Ming tentatively asked Zhou Hao, "Did you quarrel with Jiang Yuqian just now?"
Zhou Hao couldn't pretend anymore, squinted and cursed, "Mad dog!"
Minlin District, which is far away from the urban area, is also the time when the lights are bright.