The year I met Little Crazy, I had just entered college, and he was setting up a stall in school to sell things, and I accidentally broke his guitar. That's how we got to know each other.
Since then, he has often appeared in front of me, and he said he wanted to have sex with me with strange reasons. Of course I didn't agree, and I took this strange man as a lunatic for granted.
In the end, there was that video—he threatened me.
I have enough reasons to hate this man, his voice, his laugh, the food he cooks, and his body. While disgusted, I also bear it.
If you are a man, you have to eat, and if you are a man, you have desires. There is no need for me to reject these things that come to my door for nothing.
Even if someone comes to accuse this abnormal relationship, I can still generously say to that person: It is that lunatic who insists on cooking, and he insists on me sleeping with him.
What a perfect wording, who would think in depth, who would have thought that in this sex, I was actually happy.
He is a very self-disciplined person. He usually attends classes normally, and when I go to him on weekends, he never sleeps in. Get up on time at six o'clock, go out to buy food, make breakfast, and then read a book. I heard that his grades are very good, and he seems to be the first in his major.
I have never heard him mention his family members, and I have never seen him go back during winter and summer vacations. He has always maintained a life posture: in the small house I bought, cooking, reading and sleeping, and wait for me.
He's stubborn and one-sided, so he looks kind of silly and silly. It's not that he looks like a fool, but that, no matter how I treat him, he will always wait for me at Binjiang No. 1.
Between the two of us, there is very little that can be said, except for occasionally asking him: what is for dinner, or are the windows closed.
He would answer my questions very politely, but I could clearly see that his lips were trembling, which was a sign of happiness.
He is a person who can pretend, has a good face, and doesn't show his emotions easily. There are always exceptions, as long as the two of us mentioned Cheng Zixu and the dissolution of the partnership, he would act like crazy and show his true nature.
On rare occasions, I don't think he's that annoying either. When he blows my hair, he likes to run his fingertips through my hair, making my scalp itchy and numb. The soft wind from the hair dryer hits me in waves, and I always feel at ease. . The years are long, and it doesn't seem to be bad if it goes on like this.
Also, he occasionally acted like a baby, such as when he was sick. For a while he asked me to serve tea, for a while he asked me to cook porridge for him, and for a while he asked me to touch his forehead, all kinds of strange things. I would frown, reluctantly fulfilling his request, who made him sick. Later, he fell into a deep sleep, and I sat on the bedside and played with my mobile phone. The light in the bedroom was dim, and I couldn't distinguish between reality and dreams in a trance.
He is so good at pretending, if he is always so obedient, and occasionally acts coquettishly to show his weakness, I might like this lunatic quite a lot.
His acting like a baby is never on point, and the way he acts like a baby is too annoying. He would deliberately annoy me like male classmates bullying female classmates in elementary school. Sometimes when we were talking, he would start to be unreasonable, muttering non-stop, without stopping for a moment. I usually just push him on the bed and "bow the bully" so that he stops.
Speaking of which, the word "Xing Ting" was learned from him, and he likes to keep these two words on his lips.
Later, I gradually realized that this lunatic did it on purpose. He deliberately ran on me and asked me to push him on the bed. Even though I knew it, I would do whatever I could. Afterwards, I turned my back and smiled for a moment in my heart, laughing at the cuteness and stupidity of this person.
Before he left for Taishui, he came to say goodbye to me, and we kissed passionately in the car. Now I can't remember what kind of psychology I was at that time, but one thing I can be sure of is that I don't hate him as much as I imagined. Maybe, a little more like it.
I attribute the liking derived from this deformed relationship to: habit.
I am used to him.
About half a month later, an earthquake of magnitude 7 occurred in Taishui, and I was in a panic. Later, Yan Ming came to look for me and asked me to go to Taishui with him to find that lunatic—but I didn’t go.
I'm not his boyfriend, nor his family, maybe we are friends with benefits, I don't have to.
In mid-May, I received a bank card consumption reminder on my mobile phone, and I knew that the lunatic had returned. I'm so thankful to God that the man is alive and I can continue to see the man.
He just slept on the sofa in the living room obediently and quietly. I waited from afternoon to night, and we did it on the sofa. Afterwards, I proposed to break up the relationship. He hit me with a pillow and questioned me loudly, asking me if I knew he was in Taishui. I didn't say a word, and he said that he regarded me as his family.
I didn't dare to look back at that lunatic's distorted expression, I thought, he must have been chilled: he treats me like a family member, but I don't care about his life or death.
Until now, I have never asked the little lunatic about the situation in Taishui at that time. I only need to think of how desperate this poor man was when he was crushed under the ruins, with a disheveled face and no relatives around him. What was he thinking at the time, was he thinking about me, a bad guy, why couldn't he be nicer to him
By chance, I found out that the video is fake—
He lied to me.
He played me around.
I finally got my wish and broke up with him.
The four years between me and this lunatic are completely over.
I live together with Cheng Zixu, the freshness and sweetness at the beginning made me forget about that lunatic very quickly, but he still haunts me. He knocked on the door twice and asked me to go back with him. He looked very decadent and negative at the time, and I couldn't say anything too harsh, for I was afraid that he might not think about doing something stupid.
Subconsciously, I still hope that this man who has lived with me for four years can live a good life and start his life again.
I left him the house and the card.
That's good, everything is back to square one.
At this time, he pushed Cheng Zixu downstairs. I couldn't bear this lunatic anymore, so I posted the sex video of us on the school website, so that everyone could clearly see the sensuality in this man's bones.
After one night, I regretted it, and I quickly deleted the video.
The next day, he ran to Cheng Zixu's ward, looked at me with scarlet eyes, ran out without saying a word, and I quickly chased him out.
He rushed over to punch and kick, vented his anger, and finally lowered his hands weakly, and walked heavily towards the end of the corridor step by step. Things have been irreparable.
I know, this madman hates me.
After a long period of time, I never saw him again, he seemed to have disappeared from the world. I think, I have come to the end with him completely, and there is no turning back.
About a month later, I received a call from him, and the call was hung up after a few seconds. I felt a little depressed. Facts have proved that this unfavorable phone call became my heart disease for a while.
I have made many assumptions. If I was on the phone and asked him what happened, did something happen. Will he forgive me for that
Later, the little lunatic got a new boyfriend, and his life gradually got on the right track, but I stubbornly stayed in the past. It's retribution, I can't help but think of him and our life that was neither long nor short.
But when I woke up, Cheng Zixu was sleeping next to me.
I never doubted my love for Cheng Zixu, that was my obsession since high school, but when I got my wish, I discovered that liking is one thing, being together is another.
He is more like a good friend of mine, who knows everything, but if this "friendship" insists on being close to love, I am afraid that both of us will be awkward. I'm with Cheng, but I always think about that lunatic in my mind.
It's mental cheating—
Knowing that morality does not allow it, I still can't help it.
I tried to turn my life back to the way it was before, and it was so nasty that I broke the two of them apart. I forced Sun Yiwen away from the little lunatic.
Maybe they already had skin-to-skin relationship, maybe they did all the intimate things between lovers in the place where the light is behind them, I don’t care about it at all, I just thought: the little madman can go home, come back to me, I want to see you every day Love him, pamper him to heaven.
So far, a scar was left in his heart, which was left for Sun Yiwen.
Even if we bumped and bumped, we parted and met again, and after a lot of effort, we finally got together. I also know that he still misses the man who never came back.
I'm so jealous. The time I wasted was picked up by another man and filled up easily.
From now on, no matter how good and loving we are, he must leave a place in his heart for that little man.
After we were together for a year, Sun Yiwen came back from the United States. At first I did everything possible to prevent them from meeting, but they did.
Gradually, the little lunatic developed the habit of writing a diary, and his personality gradually changed. He even went to lie in Africa and stayed for two years.
To this day, I don't know what was written in that diary of his.
The little lunatic is a very nice person, if you treat him half a cent, he can give you back ten cents. I used to be so bad to him, but he never mentioned it, and lived with me in a down-to-earth manner; Sun Yiwen was kind to him, and he always remembered Sun Yiwen, and always wanted to give Sun Yiwen a share of any good things, I think, he Can remember people for a lifetime.
His former colleague became a father, and these few days happened to be the child's full moon, so the little lunatic took two days off and flew to Suchuan. His circle of friends posted a few photos of himself and the child—he was holding the child in both hands, very stiff and cautious, with a wide smile on his face.
He seems to like children very much.
Let's take a look, pay attention first, I left my contact information in the orphanage, in case there is a newborn abandoned baby, and it happens to be a match, and I want to adopt one, I don't know if the adoption procedure will be troublesome.
Little Uncle and Yan Ming are two nerds, they had a quarrel one night last week, and when the little lunatic and I rushed over, they were in the study, arguing about a philosophical issue. .
The little lunatic and I looked at each other with wry smiles, and then we left their house silently...
On the way back, we both said that they were really good for each other, and that both of us were old-fashioned pedants.
I am thirty-two this year, and he is also thirty-five. At our age, we really have nothing to do with youth. Last month, the little lunatic took me to apply for a gym card and asked me to accompany him to the gym three times a week.
That night after taking a shower and climbing into bed, he said that he would pinch my back and teach himself a set of acupuncture and massage. I was lying on my stomach, and he sat cross-legged next to me, just like chatting about homework, and he told me a lot. He said that his family relationship was weak in his life, and his grandparents were also old. He asked me to take care of my health and hoped that I would live longer than him.
Whatever he says, I do. He is more sensitive than anyone else on this topic.
Birth, old age, sickness and death in the future are actually too far away from us, just look at the present—
Exercising, traveling around the beautiful scenery, tasting delicious food, getting tired before going to bed, waking up to kiss, just live comfortably like this.
The author has something to say: Thank you White Black Landmine!
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