Lin Yongbai grew up outside alone until he was five years old. He has never seen his mother, but he knows that he has a mother, and she is by his side.
He rarely sees his father, he is always busy. He talked to his mother all the time when his father was away—at that time, he had two dolls, a father and a mother.
When I was five years old, my father, whom I saw only once in a long time, said that he wanted to take him home and make up for him.
Why do you want to go home? Isn't this home? —Although he didn't understand, he packed up the little bag obediently and followed his father away. Because he found that every time he was well-behaved, Dad would be happier and like him more.
The small bag he took away contained only two dolls—there was a father and a mother, and that was home.
…
When he met that person for the first time, he knew that the other person just lost his mother. He felt sorry for the man—because he didn't have a doll. At that time, he got a lesson in sugar—that sugar is sweet. There is still a hint of sweetness when I think of it until now, until my heart...
He himself often thinks that a person's heart can't be guarded by covering it desperately, it can fly. And his heart seemed to fly to that person along with the candy.
In the evening, he told his mother. He felt that that person was not a good person, and that person always attracted his attention.
Later, he knew. The servants in the house were always pointing and pointing, saying that he was an illegitimate child, and that his mother had ruined the young master's family... They thought he didn't understand, but in fact he understood everything. That person, like his mother, wanted to be with him. Robbing his dad with his mom.
This is absolutely not allowed. And he doesn't like that person looking at his father all the time, and he doesn't like that person can't see himself...
Therefore, he has to behave well in front of his father, so that his father will like him more.
Day after day, Dad still belongs to him alone; and that person has also changed, he is becoming more and more silent, and he no longer cares about everything around him... But the look in his faintly looking at Dad is clearly anticipation...
Really! It has been said that father will only belong to him alone, so what is that person still looking forward to
So, Lin Yongbai pushed the man down the stairs—just close those eyes! No longer looking at Dad expectantly, no longer ignoring himself, he will no longer be angry.
But he was too stupid to accidentally accompany himself in.
When he fell, the man hugged him so tightly that even the rescuers couldn't separate him. Lin Yongbai suddenly felt his heart was full.
After entering the hospital, seeing that person lying there quietly, he thought it was so good—to be able to stay quietly by his side.
But, from then on, everything started to be different!
The person whose spine was damaged and couldn't stand up seemed to have changed back to the gentle and cheerful person when we first met, no, even better!
Dad also gradually changed his opinion of the man. I have to say, that person became more and more annoying, Lin Yongbai felt that he must have cast a spell on himself, otherwise, how could he be more unable to look away than before
He made a doll with his own hands, and every time he thinks of him, he pricks him once, what a nuisance! How can I be so uncomfortable alone
Since then, he has had three rag dolls - a dad, a mom, and a man...
Later, he was locked up - he was not sick! Those people should take medicine! They must have bewitched Dad, so they locked him up and fed him drugs!
He is going to find his father, and his father will definitely help him!
However, Dad didn't even look at him! What's even more annoying is that he still holds that person in his arms!
... His father is gone, he is not wanted anymore... He was taken back and locked up in a daze. Until I saw the doll on the bed!
He rushed over frantically and hugged it tightly! It was like trying to strangle it into the flesh—fortunately, his dad was still there, always!
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One night, the man told him—Papa was dead.
He was terrified, impossible! Liar! When he went back, he found that his father was still there—he complained to his mother, and then punished him in front of his parents—
"Don't look around, you should close your eyes..." he said, and stuck a needle in the doll's eyes.
"Don't run around, just stay by my side..." he said, cutting off the bruised doll's foot with scissors.
…
"Crackling" the door suddenly rang, and he raised his head expressionlessly... Then, he smiled like a flower.
"Brother, you're here!" He got off the bed and walked towards Lynch slowly with his bare feet.
The visitor was wearing a white nightgown and stepped on the carpet with bare feet, like a beautiful and dangerous ghost in the night.
"I will send you to a nursing home tomorrow, don't worry, I will definitely cure you." His gentle voice sounded low. Lin Yongbai never knew that a person's voice can be so nice, so that he wants to hide it and only let himself hear it.
"Brother, I'm not sick." Standing in front of Lin Qi, Lin Yongbai said softly, with a bright smile on his face.
Lynch slowly stretched out his hand to touch his head, and said gently, "You'll know when you see it."
Lin Yongbai followed Lynch to touch his head, and snuggled into his arms. Lin Qi's expression froze slightly, and he paused immediately; Lin Yongbai smiled even wider, hugged him tightly with one hand, and sighed softly: "Brother, as I said, I'm not sick. Just stay by my side."
He rested his head on Lynch's shoulder, closed his eyes gently, and smiled contentedly and happily at the corner of his mouth. One of his hands tightly tightened Lynch's waist, as if trying to embed it into the flesh; the other hand held the scissors and penetrated deeply into Lynch's heart...
At this time, the sun also came out, and the soft and beautiful sunlight came in and fell on the two people hugging each other at the door; a bright blood stained the white pajamas of the two tightly pressed chests and abdomens—it looked like It is a beautiful painting...
in a nursing home
"Father, Mom, is brother well-behaved today?" In the small room, there was only a simple single bed, and the pale boy in white hospital gown squatted in front of two rag dolls and asked obediently.
Suddenly, his expression changed, fierce and ferocious, "Where is brother? Where is brother?" He rummaged around frantically and hit the closed door with a loud bang, which quickly attracted a group of people in white coats. people.
Without saying a word, they were well-trained to suppress it, and the cold needle pierced the skin full of pinholes... After the treatment, they disappeared into this small room again, as if they had never appeared before.
The room returned to calm again, and the young man's ferocious and distorted face gradually quieted down. He was still muttering to himself, "Brother...give me back my brother...brother..." One sound, soft and desperate, gradually, It seemed that tears slid down the pale sunken cheeks, melted into the white pillow, and disappeared...
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When Lin Jue woke up, he was lying on a garbage dump in an American slum—he had only one set of clothes on his body.
Ah Qi, is this the ending you gave me
Ah Qi, Ah Qi, Ah Qi...
He continued to lie quietly, expressionless, but dark in his eyes... He suddenly closed his eyes fiercely, and when he opened them again, he had already suppressed everything in his heart, and calmly got up and found a piece of paper in the garbage dump. Replace the rotten clothes with decent ones.
Ah Qi, I don't believe that you are playing tricks on me, without any sincerity; I will not admit defeat, I will definitely come back...
Lin Jue, who worked hard step by step in the slums, dreams every night. The protagonist in the dream is always that person. From birth, it is staged little by little...
Evening is Lin Jue's happiest time. He missed too many good times of that person, and now he can get it back little by little.
The first fifteen years were no different from what I thought in this life. What he ignored before, what he used to be cold-eyed, what he used to disdain... Now it seems so warm, so satisfied...
But all this began to change when Lynch fell from upstairs—he saw himself turning a blind eye to the man who couldn’t stand up again; he saw himself protecting Lin Yongbai and cruelly locking the hurt man into that room for ten years ;he saw that person sitting alone in the room, his eyes turned from expectation to despair... In the end, he sent the person to a nursing home and let him be killed...
He heard it, the man was screaming and resentful... That voice was so powerless that it made people despair! He opened his mouth, wanting to call his name, and kissed him fiercely; he moved his hands, wanting to grab him for a firm hug...but—the man couldn't hear what he said; all his movements, pass through...
The powerlessness of this heartache is as difficult as bone-biting. He clearly knew what was going on, but he couldn't stop it. In a panic, I met the deep hatred in that person's eyes, it was so familiar, so painful...
— "Does father believe in past lives?"
— "A father's love is so tormenting. Whether he gets it or not, it makes his son suffer."
Lin Jue woke up suddenly, in his previous life
Ah Qi, have you read your past life bit by bit? ... Lin Jue lay on his back on the wooden board, his eyes widened as hard as he could, holding back the heart-wrenching pain, and his mouth was sore and bitter.
He had never hated himself as much as at this moment—was this how he treated Ah Qi in his previous life
He silently recited the name engraved in the deepest part of his heart over and over again, and he seemed to return to that person immediately, allowing him to beat, scold and punish him... As long as he saw that he was still fine...
But, what kind of expression will he have when he knows that the other party is gone
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Sitting on the office chair, Zhou Siyan coldly glanced at the pleasing secretary standing in front of the desk, threw a file in front of the secretary and sneered coldly: "Fire this person. This kind of thing is also worthy of the name "Ah!" Seven? What kind of onion is he? Not even half a strand of Ah Qi's hair."
The secretary didn't dare to show his anger, and immediately ordered to implement it.
Zhou Siyan smoothed his hair irritably—Ah Qi...
When Zhou Siyan returned to Lin's house, he didn't see the usually quiet little guy in the hall, so he must have wandered into his bedroom again.
He frowned, and went straight up to the second floor without pausing, heading towards the bedroom...
Pushing open the door, a seven or eight-year-old boy was sitting cross-legged on the bed, talking to a huge photo in front of him.
Zhou Siyan lazily leaned against the door frame and said, "Lin Yan, who let you in?"
The little boy who was called Lin Yan glanced at Zhou Siyan and said, "Uncle Zhou, put all father's things in your bedroom. If I want to say a few words to father, I can only come here." That look and tone were obviously disgusting, Zhou Siyan was in a hurry, he would have pointed to the photo and told this guy that it was his father when he knew that he would not be in the test tube at the beginning! It made me grab things with him all day long!
Lin Yan thought for a while and said, "Uncle Mo said he would take me to America for a few days."
"Well. Remember your homework. Your father was an all-around talent back then."
The little guy's eyes lit up as soon as he heard the information about his father, and he nodded firmly before leaving.
Zhou Siyan wished that this guy would not rob him of Ah Qi's things at home. But what should be warned is still necessary. Who told this to be Lynch's child
Should I be glad that I pestered Lynch to do it that night
Lin belongs to Lynch, and he will not let anyone take him away. Lin Yan will be the only heir of the Lin family, and will also be the only heir of the Zhou family.
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The sunlight scattered, and the faint dazzling light made Zhou Siyan's eyes a little sour. He slowly stroked every item in the room. A low murmur sounded—
"Ah Qi, you promised me for the rest of your life. How can you keep your word?"