Xia Ge thought that, at least, it did not meet her definition and criteria for the word "love".
"Do you know what my love is?"
She said in a shallow voice, "Do you know who I love?"
"It doesn't matter."
Chu Yi's movements paused slightly, "I don't want to know."
As long as you are mine, that's fine.
"If you don't want to know, then forget it." Xia Ge seemed to be chatting, but also remembering, "I remember your hands were so cold at the time."
Chu Yi said, "Shut up."
"It was frosty that day, and it was very cold." Xia Ge turned a deaf ear to Chu Yi's words, and said, "I held your hand and covered it for a long time, but no matter how I cover it, it doesn't get hot."
Because her hands are also very cold.
Therefore, Xia Ge at that time could no longer give the warmth that Little Butterfly wanted.
Going down together, there is no end to the road, it will only be colder and more hopeless.
Chu Yi's movements have stopped, and she is half-smiling, "What do you mean by saying this?"
Then his voice was cold and hard, "I won't let you go."
"It doesn't make any sense." Xia Ge moved, looking at Chu Yi's familiar and somewhat unfamiliar face in front of her. She reached out and gently touched her cheek with her chained right hand, "It's just... you've grown up."
Her hand slowly touched her eyes.
Beautiful almond eyes, dark and bright, just like what the senior sister said, bright eyes are favored.
very nice.
The sound of the chain is very clear.
"I'm sorry." Xia Ge said.
Heart, a throbbing pain.
… how many years.
After so many years of hard pursuit, so many years, after seeing the ghost dragon jade, how joyful, how painful when knowing the truth.
Xia Wuyin... Commander Xia Xiao, isn't he very capable? If you have the ability to hide from the sky, but you hide it to the end!
Sorry for what? sorry for what? !
"Ha." Chu Yi said, sarcastically, "Why did you apologize to me?"
"Do you owe me anything?" Chu Yi asked her, her heart ached on the verge of death, this "I'm sorry" was like a knife that ignored all defenses and stabbed straight at her softest spot!
It hurts like crazy.
"Are you sorry for me?"
"If you want to go, you can come as soon as you want. You are so free and aloof. You take me away. You go through all the thorns and give me a pair of eyes. It's too late for me to be grateful. Why do you want to apologize to me?"
She suddenly pulled out her hand and grabbed Xia Ge's collar, every word, softly but cruelly, "Do you owe me anything? Or do you love me or hate me?"
"Where did I get the qualifications to appear in your eyes? I, Chu Yi, are nothing in your eyes. Why do you condescend to apologize to me?"
"Is it your little bit of conscience?" Chu Yi's voice was soft but cold, she tugged at her collar, her finger bones were pale, "Or if you think I don't love you, you think I'm particularly miserable, if you don't care, then It hurts your compassionate feelings, so you pity me? Who are you? Do you want to pity me? Brother, do you want to save the people?"
After a long while, she paused, as if to take a breath, and then smiled again.
"—If you take pity on me, why do you apologize?"
The voice behind was fierce again, with a vague cry, "You pity me, but you save me! You save me! You hold me and let me go, you make me nostalgic and finally give up on me. —"
"Little Butterfly lost her sheath! She lost her sheath, and her knife killed herself—she died! She died because of you!!"
"No!" Xia Ge grabbed her wrist again, "It's not because of that!"
"No?" Chu Yi stared into her eyes and asked her, "Why is that
"Because by my side, you can only hold a knife!" Xia Ge struggled to speak, and Huo Meng made her unable to maintain her sanity. She could only rely on her instinct, "I don't want you to become like this!"
She has long known that Little Butterfly is very extreme and too persistent. She doesn't want to let herself become her obsession, because it's not worth it at all!
Everyone is born noble.
No one is born to live for another.
But she didn't expect that, after going around in circles, she finally returned to the original point.
"Then what do you want me to become?" Chu Yi smiled and asked softly, "What do you want to see me?"
"I want you to see farther and farther, I want you to have endless steamed buns, I want you not to be awakened by nightmares every night, I want you not to be blinded by obsessions and madness." Xia Song stared into her eyes and said word by word, "I want you to live a noble and free life."
After Xia Ge finished speaking, his eyes dimmed slightly, "I thought..."
"So what?" Chu Yi suddenly interrupted her.
Xia Ge paused.
Chu Yi went on for her, "So you just left me because of these irrelevant things?"
"You don't recognize me when you meet."
"Trick me."
"Even, find someone to impersonate."
Xia Ge was speechless.
"… none of this matters."
Chu Yi sighed softly and looked at Xia Ge with a sympathetic gaze, "Brother's wish sounds so beautiful."
- I want you to live noble and free.
How beautiful.
"But then it wouldn't be me."
"But if you take my hand." Chu Yi leaned over and kissed her forehead, "All the time... Maybe, I'll become like that."
"If you were always there."
"I'll be whatever you want."
"But," she repeated, "from the moment you left, I wasn't me."
Xia Ge said: "Little Butterfly..."
"There are no more butterflies." Chu Yi held her hand, pressed her heart, and stared at her, "...I said, it's dead."
"...And now I am as you wish." Chu Yi thought for a while, then chuckled lightly, word by word, "Noble..."
And freedom.
Xia Ge was silent.
"But it doesn't really matter."
"I don't want anything anymore." Chu Yi said, "As long as you are mine, that's fine."
The hand feels soft and warm, and the sound of the heart beating is violent, but the hand holding her wrist is particularly cold.
Xia Ge: "You will regret it."
"I won't." Chu Yi smiled, "I have nothing to regret."
She looked at Xia Ge, "People who have nothing, never worry about losing."
-do not do that.
The fragrance of the dream is getting stronger and stronger.
Xia Ge felt sleepy, she was about to lose consciousness.
Take retreat as advance, you can't sleep, absolutely can't.
if…
Xia Ge lowered his eyes.
"...Remove the fragrance." Xia Ge said, "I'm not leaving."
Chu Yi didn't move, just muttered to herself, "If only I hadn't met you."
"That way, no matter who you are, I won't be sad."
"Just like you never came."
"I'm still the same me."
Never been in love, never been crazy for you.
After she finished speaking, she raised her head again, Xia Ge looked at her, her eyes a little empty.
Confusion still works.
The spiritual power was sealed, and he was struggling to support it under the incense of Huo Meng, but Xia Ge was a human being, not a god, so he couldn't support it.
Chu Yi closed his eyes, and after a while, he chuckled softly.
"I... tell you what to do."
"Don't apologize." She hugged her tenderly and said to herself, "Whatever you want... you just need to be by my side."
"Cold." Xia Ge murmured.
Chu Yi looked at her.
Xia Ge is obviously unconscious. Huo Meng will make her lose her ability to resist and still be conscious, but occasionally, she will have some dreams.
Chu Yi lowered her eyelashes, touched her head, and coaxed her softly, "Brother, it's not cold."
The person in her arms pulled her hand down and covered it.
Chu Yi: "...?"
That's it, for a long time.
Slowly, the cold hand warmed.
Chu Yi didn't move at all.
"No matter what, it's cold." Xia Ge said, "...No matter what, it's cold."
Chu Yi trembled slightly, and the vague memories of the past suddenly became clear in an instant.
It was frosty that night, and she was woken up by the cold. The boy closed his eyes and held her hand tightly. However, his hands were also icy cold, without the slightest warmth.
- If two people are cold, they will warm up together.
But it was still cold.
For a moment, Chu Yi was a little confused, why, even though he was so tight, why is his brother still so cold
The teenager slept very lightly, she woke up, moved a little, and he woke up too.
That night.
The teenager found that she was awake. Maybe he saw the confused look on her face.
It was Chu Yi who couldn't see anything. He heard the boy for the first time, with a faint choked voice.
He told her sadly.
-sorry.
It was exactly the same as the voice just now.
sorry.
For a moment, my heart trembled.
Why say sorry? !
It's my brother who is obviously cold, why should I say sorry to her? !
Why? !
—Because my brother couldn’t warm her anymore.
So... just let go...? !
Chu Yi suddenly pulled out his hand from Xia Ge's arms!
Do not! ! not like this! !
Xia Ge's voice was shallow: "...It's still cold."
"It's not cold!" Chu Yi said, "It won't be cold!"
Xia Ge just murmured and repeated cold.
It was like a spell, and like a key to unlock everything, she couldn't stand it.
Chu Yi got out of bed as if escaping from something, and disappeared in a flash.
The stone cliff of Jianfeng was icy cold, Chu Yi tugged at the clothes on his chest and kept talking to himself.
- I won't let you go.
Absolutely not.
Neither will death.
No matter what, it won't.
Do not want to hear any reason, do not want to understand any reason!
She will no longer be sad and pondering over everything that happened in the past...
She has all her future.
As for... that woman.
Chu Yi thought of Gu Peijiu, her eyes became gloomy, her soft hands reached into her arms, and she wanted to take out the doll in the mustard space.
—Like this doll, only this abyss is her final return.
Empty hands.
Chu Yi's pupils shrank suddenly!
gone!
The doll in the mustard space!
The doll that woman gave to her brother—
The mountain wind was cold, Chu Yi came back to his senses, and his eyes suddenly turned cold, "…Brother."
Word by word, like grinding out from the teeth, with lingering pain, indescribable tenderness, and coldness.
The next moment, the figure disappears!
When Chu Yi left, the wind blew the black bed curtain, Xia Ge's crow-colored hair was loose, and the ends of her hair were entangled in red lovesickness. She wore a silver bracelet with chains in her right hand, and her bare and tender feet were white. Standing up, he was wearing a soft underwear, his chest was half open, revealing his delicate collarbone.
Acacia, who had been playing dead at the end of her hair, quietly tied herself into a bow.
Among Xia singers, she is a beautiful and delicate cloth doll!
Following her movement, the sound of the broken chain sounded softly, and the next moment, the bracelet stuck on her wrist opened by itself and landed on the bed.
Xia Ge closed his eyes and annihilated the thin purple light in the depths of his pupils.
[Capturing the soul and capturing the soul].