Love from the Male Protagonist’s Harem

Chapter 241: don't forgive

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The silver-haired girl gently held her hand with the scythe before, intertwining her fingers.

"Your forgiveness." Yin-haired Su Tan's voice was thin and indescribable, "I don't ask for it."

The two were forehead to forehead, and between the two, a warm white pearl shone with a holy light.

Pure Spirit Pearl.

Completely pure net spirit beads.

The blood in Xia Ge's eyes slowly faded.

She stared blankly at the snow-white beads suspended in her chest, and then her eyes slowly moved up as if reflecting something.

"You're right." Su Chuan's voice was shallow, but he seemed to be muttering to himself.

"Only by following your own thoughts for a while can you know whether what you get is what you really want."

- "Obviously I know what I want better than anyone."

-I want to be with you.

Just like that, Xia Ge met a pair of clear and warm eyes.

Those are the eyes of the gods of the blessings of all living beings, with compassion.

Same as the one in my memory, but not the same.

"But I'm too free."

And always on the right path.

The eyes stared at her.

"So, maybe I'll never...get what I want."

"As you said, I live 'as I want'." Su wrapped around her forehead, her voice ethereal, "However, I can't find myself."

Xia Ge was at a loss for a moment, remembering that a long time ago, she and her first met on the narrow road behind Lingxi.

This person is also like this, pressing her forehead, whispering softly, asking her to call her name.

"...call my name."

"..." She is... what's the matter

Xia Ge's mind went blank. She seemed to remember a lot of things, but she didn't seem to be able to think of anything. She just instinctively asked, "Have you found yourself?"

Su Chuan didn't speak, just smiled at her.

This smile is pure.

Like a simple and innocent, and a little cunning child.

Xia Ge's pupils dilated slightly, "You..."

Before she could say what she wanted to say, she suddenly felt empty in her heart, and then a ferocious roar resounded in her ears—deafening!

"I can't—I can't—ah—"

Heartbreaking screams!

"what-"

As if something had been forcibly stripped from the soul! After the emptiness is over, it is heart-wrenching pain! Xia Ge's eyes widened, and painful beads of sweat instantly appeared on his cheeks.

Su Chuan held her shoulders, and the gentle soul power was poured into the moment when the disaster was forcibly stripped away, and the dark and gloomy soul of the disaster was instantly exposed to the holy white light, screaming and struggling in pain. , it desperately stretched out its misty black tentacles towards Xia Ge, "Save me—please—master—"

"I am you—"

"You're everything to me—ah—"

"Please - I can make you stronger - you are mine - mine alone -"

"I… "

The voice behind her was heart-wrenching, Xia Ge wanted to turn back, but Su Tang held her head down.

The silver-haired girl's voice was very ethereal, "Don't look back."

Su Chuan looked into her eyes, "The one who wants everything from you."

"It's all selfish and cruel."

— so does she.

"So, you have to keep moving forward." Su Chuan slowly closed his eyes, "Never look back."

"Never...don't forgive her."

"Don't let her get away with it."

"… forever."

"Ah—" As the hoarse roar of calamity disappeared, Xia Ge's eyes widened blankly, and Su Tan's body gently began to float upward.

She subconsciously grabbed her blood-red sleeve: "Where are you going—"

But all at once caught empty.

The girl in red who used to be enchanting with black hair, now in the sun, her splendid silver hair and red clothes slowly rose up.

The body gradually became transparent, and just like this, went to the place where the light was shining.

As if it will never fall again.

When those eyes opened again, looking at her, the feelings inside became weaker and weaker, slowly, until slowly, slowly disappeared.

Ruthless without desires, universal love for all living beings, it is called a god.

Xia Ge stretched out his hand, but couldn't catch it.

"why… ?"

People who used to be so annoying, but now... But no matter what, they can't arouse that kind of hatred.

Su tangled.

She recklessly released the ghosts of Evil Spirit Mountain, threw the pot to her without hesitation, turned her into a street rat that everyone reviled, and even made her senior sister poisoned and injured and unconscious—

She is so bad.

Hateful.

I said before that I don't hate, it's not that I don't hate, she is so bad, and Xia Ge is not a saint, how can she not hate.

However, I can't hate it.

I just hate her, but I can't hate her.

Xia Ge's eyes gradually emptied blankly, and the complicated memories floated up in an instant, glimmered in the shadows, and fell in an instant.

"Come on, I'll teach you to read poetry..."

"Don't walk barefoot... Forget it, come up... Why are you stupid, come up and I'll carry you."

"Will mushroom soup work? What? Perilla soup? No, no, just mushrooms... I... don't cry, my day... don't pretend to be like that!... Forget it, let me try."

"… What? Unpleasant?! What nonsense are you talking about... Unpleasant, you made me burn something..."

"I believe you."

"… whatever you did."

"I forgive you."

It was strange, as if it was the scenery of a previous life, and it seemed to be a dark mausoleum. The girl in red had a beautiful smile, but there was a hint of melancholy in her eyes.

—“… Before that, you have to say something to me like this.”

- "You have to tell me."

- "Goodbye, Ah Chuan."

Warm tears slid down the corners of his eyes, and Xia Ge's eyes became clear-

"Ah!!!!"

The light finally faded away, and with the silver-haired girl, it was as if the gods had finally returned to the sky, and there was no time to descend to earth.

Xia Ge seemed to hear the girl's gentle whisper in a trance.

"A day with all sentient beings in mind."

"A time of ruthlessness."

"At the moment of feathering and rebirth."

"I can save you."

- The calamity is gone.

That silver-haired girl, just like that, disappeared into the sky.

Gu Peijiu walked over and remained silent. The wound on her chest was not a serious problem. With her strength, with the medicinal pill, the bleeding was quickly stopped.

Xia Ge stared at the sky in a daze, she was hazy, as if someone had whispered in her ear with a thin smile.

"I will always be your god of good fortune."

"Su Chuan is a god." Gu Peijiu paused and said, "She will return to the sky sooner or later."

Only by turning into a true god who is ruthless and lustless, can the true power of the Jingling Pearl be exerted, and the calamity used by the heavens will be punished—

But the real gods have no emotions.

As long as she, the fallen angel who has left the world, gives up her emotions and desires, her ability to love someone, and all her feelings as a human being, so that Jinglingzhu completely abandons "calamity", she can become a "true god".

Su Chuan knew this for a long time, so she couldn't let it go.

Let it go, and there is nothing left.

Once you have tasted love, you will no longer want to lose.

Therefore, she would rather be full of unwillingness than hold onto her inner demon.

As a devil who despises all living beings, I would rather watch Xia Ge slaughter mortals—

It's so painful, but it's still as if nothing happened. If nothing happened, I said to myself, it doesn't matter, those are just ants.

As long as I can walk with you, as long as I have you in my eyes, no matter what you look like, as long as you are you.

as long as i love you.

god? sentient beings

Who the fuck is rare.

- The devil can love someone.

God can only love all beings.

So she is a fallen angel.

- Painful

No, it's not painful, she's a Fallen Angel, and she's supposed to be this bad.

Liso is of course bad.

She should do bad things, because the person she likes has done bad things accidentally, if she is not bad... If one day, if one day, if that person discovers the truth and finds out that he has done a lot of bad things, she will be one of them. How painful it is to walk on such a lonely road.

If she is also a big badass, when the time comes, she will tell her all the bad things she has done, like a naive child showing off her new toy who is better - you doing bad things? It doesn't matter, what you do is nothing, I'm the worst one!

-You are a good person, I will try my best to pretend to be a good boy. If you're the big bad, that's okay, so am I.

No matter what way you're going.

Fork in the road or go astray.

Since I cannot save you, I swear in the name of the Blessed God.

- No matter what road you take, you will never be alone.

Even if it hurts to look into your eyes, that's okay.

It doesn't matter if you can't find yourself.

But step by step, the more you go, the more you go wrong.

That man is still trying to walk his own way.

She didn't know when she lost herself.

Everything is an excuse for selfishness and cruelty.

... So, don't forgive her.

From now on.

She is the god of the world, but also a passer-by in the mortal world.

Xia Ge said blankly: "I always feel as if I remembered something, and I don't seem to remember anything... What's wrong with me?"

Gu Peijiu looked at her.

It seemed that when Su Chuan finally left, he still didn't want Xia Ge to remember anything.

Xia Ge said: "Why? I'm so sad, I feel so sad that I'm dying, but why—"

I can't remember anything, my head seems to have a lot of things for a moment, and if I think about it carefully, there is nothing left in the blink of an eye.

She seems to have lost something very important.

It's so important that I can't help but cry when I think about it.

Gu Peijiu looked into her eyes, sighed softly, and took her into his arms with one hand, with a low voice, "It's okay."

"Cry if you want." Gu Peijiu paused and said to herself, "Just this time... I forgive you for crying for others."

Xia Ge lowered his head blankly, and on the ground, saw a puppet that looked exactly like her.

That person's soul has gone, and this puppet is exactly the same as Xia Ge.

… she is, for whom is she crying