Later, he didn't do it.
She looked at him with tears in her eyes after he said those words sharply to her.
She is not a crybaby. After meeting him, she shed more tears than her previous life combined.
I don't know if it's because the tears and snot on her face are really humiliating or what.
She didn't understand, but Long Feili clearly understood. After the words came out, he completely calmed down, he understood his... timidity.
The timidity of not being able to control her own destiny that night at the age of seven is clear again fourteen years later. He would say those words to her so cruelly, but because he was afraid.
She didn't care, especially the sadness in her eyes when she said the child. When she was still in the palace, she didn't mention the child much, and after she left the palace, she didn't mention it.
Not mentioning it does not mean that she has forgotten, it does not mean that she has let go, but it is because the pain is too deep.
When he saw the desperate smile at the corner of her mouth again, he suddenly understood, or maybe, not suddenly at all, but finally able to face the nightmare in his heart.
In the end, he lost control and used such words to be cruel to her.
to force her not to let him go.
The moment he understood the fear hidden in his heart, he suddenly lost his thoughts.
I want to tell her what I thought about for two nights outside.
At this time, she turned slightly to the side, and her neck drew a shallow arc... The phoenix eyes suddenly darkened, and when it came to her mouth, she swallowed it.
The people of Phoenix Eagle Palace, even her mother, their lives are useless... What he wants to say to her is the last gamble in his hands.
What if it doesn't work
I didn't quite understand what he meant, maybe it was what she expected before, maybe it was just her speculation. It's just that Xuanji didn't ask.
Not sure why, maybe, just tired. Not because of anything else.
She didn't even know what was in his heart.
Even Long Feili, who has always been good at calculating others, doesn't know that the gentleness he is unwilling to use at this moment is just because he is afraid. If even the last bet in his hand is of no use to her, he may would be... crazy.
Everyone is afraid. So does he and she.
The thicker the cocoon, the safer it is.
She lay still, listening to his breath hovering heavily above her.
Suddenly, the sound of him turning over and getting out of bed came from his ears, followed by the sound of rummaging through boxes and cabinets.
She was slightly startled, the pain in the abdomen came, but his hand was pressing on it with gauze, and the herbal fragrance of the ointment filled her nose... Her crow's mouth, the wound was really cracked, and her consciousness was a little slack. , let him toss on her.
Later, when she was about to fall asleep, she heard him go out.
I don't know how long it took, she was gently shaken awake by him, and a spoonful of bitter concoction was handed to her mouth in the slits of her half-opened eyes.
"Don't drink, it's bitter."
It's not that she is angry with anyone, and it's not that she has never taken bitter medicine, but this medicine is really bitter. She smelled it just now and wanted to vomit.
"This is the prescription left by Bai Zhanfeng... It will get better soon."
He lowered his head and didn't see his appearance for a long time, but heard his faint voice.
Will it get better soon... Compared with Bai Zhanfeng's injury, what is her injury, but he insisted on walking away.
"I drink medicine." She whispered.
"Um."
His voice was getting softer.
When she swallowed the concoction, it was his white but bright red hands that came into her eyes.
Messy and gorgeous contrasting colors.
She felt a little strange, opened her eyes again, and finally clearly saw a few new cuts on his hands, and a thin layer of smoke and dust.
His hand was cut.
She suddenly remembered that in Taoyuan Village, when he boiled water for the first time, his eyes were bright and brows, and his heart tightened slightly, and asked lightly: "So late, who made the medicine for you?"
Ahead, the shallowly open windows framed the starry sky outside. How many days? She couldn't see it, but she knew it was indeed too late.
"Xia Sang."
He answered without hesitation.
Maybe it was his lack of hesitation, but she knew the answer instead.
Later, she fell asleep again, only to be woken up again by him.
Warm wetness fell on her.
She was picked up from the bed by him, held by him and sat on the low couch, all her clothes were taken off by him, and she was hung from head to toe.
He wiped her body for her, removing the bright and dull light on the surface of the copper basin. He gently twisted the cloth towel and the water droplets tickled against the basin. The surroundings were very quiet.
Silent night. Even if there are still hidden guards around here, there are thousands of Imperial Guards a little further away.
His body and his clothes, which were clinging to him, were slowly drenched by the water.
She was put back on the bed, and the sound of him rinsing and showering came.
She was a little more conscious.