He suddenly remembered that he didn't even ask a question about her body at that time.
In the next three or four years, she hardly ever got sick. It should be said that she was sick all the time, but he didn't know it.
Chitose Lotus, it turned out that she had to rely on it to live, so she was hesitant at that time. She knows better than anyone. Either don't give Ruyi, let Ruyi die, if you give it, give more.
He remembered the hope and care in her eyes when she held the box to him that night, and the trembling of her hands when she poured the few pills she took back into the medicine box.
What has he done to her!
The pain that slammed into his heart was like several knives slashing his skin at the same time.
Some snowflakes fell again, fluffy and thin, and a few drops fell on his shirt. He shivered and stretched out his hand to support his head. He was thinking, he began to search desperately in his mind, for the past four years. , what he had done for her.
The brain is empty, empty, nothing, nothing.
He doesn't even know her birthday, and every time he celebrates his birthday, after the carnival celebration in the palace, the officials will send birthday gifts and return to the palace, as well as the warm wine and pasta she sent, and a night of warm tents.
He told her that on the birthday of the ninth brother, Ruyi would make longevity noodles for the ninth brother... He said a lot of Ruyi things in front of her.
Once, she asked him in a low voice, why do you love that person so much, why didn't you ask the emperor to marry him earlier
He was instantly furious and fired at her. In fact, he knew his own demons. He has always longed for Ruyi deeply, but he knows better than anyone else that Ruyi doesn't love him, never loves him, he still treats her well even though he is in pain, and doesn't persecute her, then maybe he will always get Not to her, but she will remember him for a lifetime.
After that time, she seldom said anything.
For four years, it turned out that he had never done anything, and he had never been nice to her.
And now that she was dying, he only learned about it from other men. He is her husband, but he knows from others that she is already in critical condition!
She has been using her life to continue Ruyi's life. Even when Ruyi used his medicine to barely survive, he took her life-saving medicine—
She will never forgive him again!
She is dying too!
So what should he do
He can't live without her! This simple yet complicated thought suddenly came out of his heart and quickly swept through his body.
He gritted his teeth, but he couldn't stop shaking violently. He turned around suddenly, Long Feili and the others stood behind him at some point, their faces slightly condensed. They were still in the bedroom just now, why did they all come out all of a sudden? He came out because she didn't want to see him when she woke up, for fear of angering her and making her sick.
Startled, he stumbled to Long Feili's side, grabbed his arm, and said in a trembling voice, "What happened to her, did Lu Song say what happened to her?"
"If you want to know, go in and see for yourself." Long Feili said lightly.
He smiled wryly, can he? He doesn't have the qualifications!
Someone reached out and patted his shoulder. When he saw it, it was Duan Yuhuan. Xia Sang sighed and said, "My lord, I can guarantee that the last thing she wants to see is you, but the one she wants to see the most is you."
He walked quickly, the sound of pushing the door, he was afraid of disturbing her, and he hurriedly stopped his footsteps. The female family members in the room looked at him, and they were surrounded by the bed, so that he could not see her clearly. .
Lu Song stood in front of the window frowning. He wanted to ask Lu Song about her condition, and he wanted to get rid of everyone in the room. Several thoughts were rolling in his heart, but Yuzhi gritted his teeth and said, "You What are you doing here!"
As she spoke, she couldn't get angry, she picked up a small jade lion on the table beside the bed and threw it at Long Zijin fiercely.
Long Zijin felt sad in his heart, and didn't go to hide. The jade lion threw his forehead, and blood rushed out immediately.
Yuzhi let out a low cry, and everyone was startled. Nishang was half leaning on the bed. At this time, she couldn't help but lean out and look at Long Zijin.
Seeing her leaning out, Long Zijin was overjoyed with worry written in her eyes, her hands trembled slightly, and she thought, it would be good for Yuzhi to smash him a hundred times more.
Nishang saw him staring at herself, her heart was restless, don't overdo it.
Long Zijin panicked, and finally couldn't hold back. He stepped forward and approached the bed. Yuzhi couldn't make up his mind. Seeing the blood on the tenth brother's forehead, his brows and eyes were stained, and his face was even whiter than Nishang's. I don't know if I should let him come over.
Jingying frowned, but she had the same mind as her. Zhu Qiben was sitting on the bed, then stood up and said, "Let Zijin see Nishang."
Zhu Qi didn't quite understand it, it was just a subconscious idea. I thought that only by letting Zi Jin see Nishang would he know the suffering of Nishang. She thought for a while, but she didn't know why she thought so. She pulled Yuzhi and Jingying together one by one.
"Thank you Sister Nine."
Long Zijin sat down, stared at Nishang's sagging face, and reached out to hold her hand.
Nishang suddenly raised her head.
Long Zijin was shocked, and what caught his eye was her green face, and he could see it for real only at this moment, and his hands were unable to fall down.
"I know you've been thinking about her. Those medicines were given to her voluntarily by me. You don't have to feel guilty. Also, I, I want to leave tomorrow."
Her voice came softly, and Long Zijin was shocked and panicked. He didn't care anymore, took her into his arms, and murmured, "Don't go, Nishang, don't leave me."
"I'm going to find medicine for you, I won't let you have any trouble, don't leave me, as long as you don't leave, I will do whatever you want me to do!"