On a summer night, when the breeze blew, the stars in the sky blinked, seeming to blink at me. I looked up at the sky and smiled at the corner of my mouth.
Lower your head and walk forward slowly.
My name is Mengdie. I am 18 years old this year. I am born with a disability. My right foot is not the same length as my left foot. I turn around when I walk around. Many people are talking about me behind my back.
I know that what those people say will not be easy to hear. Even so, I really want to calm myself down, don't think about anything, and don't care about what others say.
However, you can never deceive yourself, and you can only know everything when you have experienced it. It's really not something you can do what you think in your heart.
People always say, go your own way and let others talk.
But I don't think so. After all, they are not me, and I will never realize the inferiority in my heart.
Now in this society, classmates of my age are already in pairs, but what about me? I always feel very lonely.
When I thought of this, I felt inferior again, and I couldn't help sighing. Then he took a deep breath, shrugged his shoulders and looked at him to stop thinking about it.
Sometimes, I always tell myself that it’s no big deal. There are more people who are more miserable than me. Why should I care about what others think of you
When I think of this, I feel a little better.
However, there are always people who inadvertently touch the line of inferiority in my heart.
Low self-esteem is low self-esteem. No matter how I think about it, it will never change my inner thoughts. I will never pass this hurdle. Sometimes I hope there are gods in this world. Then I can be like normal people.
However, all of this is impossible, and thinking is always thinking.
Although no one is perfect, there is no perfect person in the world.
But I can never get rid of the inferiority complex in my heart.
In short, in addition to my inferiority complex, Mengdie is still inferior.
I sighed and walked on the playground. The night is so quiet, the moonlight is so bright, but my heart is always gloomy.
"Xiaodie, what are you thinking about? So many calls without paying attention to me?" A gentle voice sounded.
Hearing the sound, he suddenly turned around and smiled faintly: "Yuxin, I'm so sorry, I was too engrossed just now, I didn't hear it."
"Oh, well, I don't care about you for the sake of thinking about things."
"Thank you!" I was very pleased for this friend's understanding, and looked at her with questions in my eyes, "It's so late, are you looking for me?"
"I can't find you if I'm okay, really." Hua Yuxin rolled her eyes to me directly: "You won't be alone here again, do you think? How many times have you told you, be yourself, don't worry about others What do you think, how do you say it, otherwise you will be very tired."
"Hehe... How can I pull it." I just smiled faintly, because Hua Yuxin is like a roundworm in my stomach, and can always guess what I am thinking.
Hua Yuxin is my only good friend. Whenever I encounter some setbacks or hear others say bad things about me, she will always help me and protect me.
"Alright, I don’t know you yet. As long as you are alone, you will think about it. In fact, there is no big deal at all. Okay? There are more people who are more serious than you. I haven’t seen them live very well. Are you happy?" Hua Yuxin comforted me. She had said this N times, and she understood that what she said was right, but I would always be unable to suppress my heart.