Hugging him tightly, burying my head in his chest, listening to his powerful heartbeat, I feel so excited at this moment.
This is the first time I have taken the initiative to hug a boy, but I told myself that it will be the first time.
I was thinking. Suddenly I felt Zhuo Yexi stretch out his hand and hugged me tightly. His excited voice came: "Xiaodie, although I don't know what your hug means, but I know you both. The happiest day of the year."
"Do you know? Since the day I met you, you have always spoken to me coldly, and never said a word that made me happy."
"Although it is like this, I still pretend not to care. Because I know that if I care too much, my heart will hurt."
"Although I have always pretended to be myself, only I know the pain. I really love you. I hope you will give me a chance to take care of you. Can you?"
"Maybe you think I'm just for fun, but I, Zhuo Yexi, can use my life to assure you that I only love you in this life. If I deceive you, then I won't die."
When Zhuo Yexi said this, he held me tightly in his arms, for fear that I would not believe what he said. And I also felt his heart beating very fast.
Is it nervous, or something else.
In fact, I know it all.
His confession is more certain every time. If I am not moved, I will be false.
So, I made a bold decision, my life is already like this, why not let me live happily and live for my own purpose
Regardless of whether Zhuo Yexi's feelings for me are true or false, I just want to let myself not leave regrets in this life.
To be honest, although I have not known each other for a long time. But I remember everything Zhuo Yexi did for me. Maybe he has walked into my heart slowly, otherwise I will cry with joy at the words he moved.
I didn't accept him before, because I didn't think I was worthy of him. In addition, I myself have relatively low self-esteem, so I want to escape from him.
Now that I figured it out, why not give him a chance and also give yourself a chance
No matter what the result will be in the future, at least once had it, right
Zhuo Yexi hugged me tightly, and I almost couldn't breathe. And this is still on the street, I can only see the person in front of me is looking at me with all kinds of eyes.
Some are envious, some are jealous, and even make fun of.
If I changed it to before, maybe I would care about these eyes, but today I don’t know what’s wrong, I actually don’t care at all.
I gently pushed Zhuo Yexi, "You hug too tightly, I'm almost out of breath."
Perhaps after hearing what I said, Zhuo Yexi immediately let go of me without saying a word.
Then looked at me with a worried look, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm so happy, that's why..."
"It doesn't matter." I said lightly. Before Zhuo Yexi could speak, I immediately said again: "Don't say anything about immortality in the future. If you die, what should I do?"
I believe, I have said so, he should understand what it means.
I found it strange. It was obviously that I was hugging him just now, but then he was hugging me.