"Other people’s parents gave birth to their own children and loved them like a baby. What about me? Not only did you treat me badly, sometimes you still fisted. Others call me an undesired child, saying that I am a Cripple, living in this world is a waste of food, it’s better to die."
"Sometimes I really thought about it, but then I still think of you. I kept telling myself that even if you treat me badly and don't care about me, at least you are still my parents."
"But, you guys really disappointed me." I said in one breath, what I wanted to say in the past ten years.
After I finished speaking, I felt that the whole person was a lot easier, so that the burden that I had always kept in my heart was completely removed.
"Snapped… "
At this time, there was a slap. The old man who was sitting at the dinner table slapped a palm on the table, stood up, and stared at me angrily, "Su Mengdie, what do you mean by that? Did we give you less money?"
"Or the money you earn shouldn't be given to us? You don't want to think about who is paying you to study these years? It's good to your brother because he is a boy and will find a good job.
"You are a girl. It is easy to find a job at random. It seems that your mother and I have really raised a white-eyed wolf these years. Besides, you are a disabled person, why do you read so many books? It's a waste of money. If it weren't for your pleading, I would have let you marry." Dad said this angrily.
Suddenly, I felt that he and his mother were really hopeless. Having said this, have you ever thought about how I feel in my heart
Yes, ever since I was young, have they ever cared about my feelings
It's a superfluous act to think so, so why bother to make yourself feel uncomfortable.
"Let's talk about it, what do you want me to do."
My heart was already cold, I didn't expect them to treat their daughter in this way.
"It's very simple, marry someone."
Before my dad spoke, he heard my mom's short words.
And these five words lingered in my ears, flashing above my head like five thunders.
Married
This, is this possible
How can they have such absurd ideas, how old am I
I trembled and stood there trying to escape, only to find that my feet seemed to be frozen in place, and I couldn't move at all.
"Yes, anyway, you are disabled and can't be cured. Only marrying someone is the best way out. Besides, your brother injured someone in school and needs a large sum of money to be paid to others. Otherwise, Just grab him and go to jail." When my father said this, bloodshot flashed in his eyes, as if I didn't agree to him, he would hit me.
It's terrible.
Since I was little, the person I feared the most was him.
With a bang, I took a step back, feeling like I was going crazy.
Why did Zhuo Yexi mention it before and it happened now
Could it be that he knew about it before
If he knew, why didn't he tell me and let me go home
Doesn't he know that it is impossible for my parents to change after making a decision.
If he doesn't know, why would he say that
I know it's a bit redundant to think about it now, but I can't help but think about that.
"If you go to jail, you can go to jail. Anyway, people like him should make him suffer a little. Anyway, I can tell you that you want me to marry. It's impossible."
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