I wanted to call him, but I was afraid of being heard by my parents. If it is really heard, then I want to do something that is impossible.
But at this time, my heart is really messed up, I don't know what to do.
I can't call him now. I have been waiting for so long. Not only did he not call me, he didn't even have a message.
The less news he returned to me, the more frightened I became.
I was really scared that I would lose contact with him when he didn't reply to me.
I don't want my life to be so ruined. Even if I am disabled, then I want to live a world.
Everyone has their own way of living, but I just want to live an ordinary life, and then be with the people I like and have children.
I just want such a simple life, why is there no way to get it.
Before Zhuo Yexi returned to me, my heart was ashes and there was no anger at all, lying motionless on the bed like a dead person.
However, time passed by, and Zhuo Yexi didn't call, not even a text message.
Tears slid down like rain, and flowed directly into the mouth from the corner of the mouth.
It turned out that the tears were so bitter.
People always say that tears are salty. But at this moment, I feel so bitter.
I just lay motionless, empty-hearted, like a dead body.
At night, it was so quiet that even the sounds of insects and birds could be heard. The heart hurts so much that I can't breathe.
It hurts!
I don't know how long it took, and the whole person just lay down like this. I was always thinking about how to solve this matter.
However, suddenly I seemed to hear the sound of opening the door.
So, I cheered up very much and sat up. I wiped away my tears indiscriminately, keeping myself calm and not letting them see that I was very sad.
The thing I fear most is that the mobile phone is confiscated by them, so I don't care if Zhuo Yexi will call me or send me a message, I just turn off the mobile phone, and then throw it up in bed.
If they ask after a while, I will just say that the phone is dropped.
Whether they believe it or not, as long as I insist that the phone is dropped, even if they don't believe what I said, there is nothing to do.
All in all, the mobile phone must not be taken away by them, otherwise I would really have a little reason to live besides waiting for death.
I was sitting on the bed, staring at the door, trying to see who was coming in.
However, I don't care who is here, and I won't agree to anything anyway.
The moment the door opened, the light from the living room refracted in, directly stinging my eyes. I stretched out my hand to block the light to avoid hurting my eyes by not looking at the light for a long time.
Suddenly, the lights in the room were bright. Fortunately, I blocked the light with my hand just now. Otherwise, I would definitely be unable to open my eyes.
"Xiaodie, why do you bother? If there are other ways to deal with this matter, we would not choose to do this to you." Mom's voice came, and there was a hint of helplessness in her tone.
Sometimes, a person who has never been worthy of me to believe, suddenly says something like this to you, and even becomes very gentle. How can this make people believe
Even if a person who has done something wrong suddenly becomes better, the chance of people believing is almost zero.