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I sighed lightly and turned off the computer. After washing, I was ready to go to bed, but before lying down, I unconsciously held the phone and looked at it for a while.
After confirming that there were no text messages and phone calls, the phone was put down after a period of loss. I knew that he would not call, but I had been looking forward to it. I really didn't understand why the relationship between me and him became like this.
Lying in the bed and thinking about it, I just can't sleep.
All in all, I can't hold anything in my mind other than the bits and pieces with Zhuo Yexi. Even though I had suffered so many injuries before, I didn't put anything in my mind.
It seems that the influence that Zhuo Yexi has brought to me is really great.
However, I do not regret that I have fallen in love with him. After all, I really loved him, even if he really doesn't want me anymore, I have to live strong.
Because I really have nothing now. If I am not strong anymore, then it is impossible to be strong for me.
Everything depends on yourself, and only in this way can you make yourself happy.
As time passed, I was lying in bed like this, no matter how I wanted to fall asleep, I still couldn't fall asleep. I didn't know how I fell asleep until later, except that I slowly woke up when Mo Xiaohan came in and called me the next day.
I'm so sleepy that I can hardly even open my eyes. I just opened a small gap slightly to look at him, and said in a very unpleasant way: "It's you, I really want to sleep, let me sleep for a while."
In the past, even if I was tired, I could still get up. But today I seem to have lost all my strength, and I don't want to get up at all.
"Okay, you continue to sleep, it doesn't matter if you don't go to work anyway."
I originally wanted to lie down and sleep again, but when he said that, I suddenly felt refreshed. How could I forget about this, and immediately sat up straight, "Mo Xiaohan, what time is it now, why did you call me now?"
I asked him directly without even thinking about it.
But I didn't realize that it was because I wanted to sleep so much that I couldn't get up. Now I blamed him.
Mo Xiaohan looked at me aggrievedly, his expression looked a little funny, "Xiaodie, do you know how Dou E died?"
"You died unjustly, what's the matter?" I answered him directly without thinking.
It didn't come to my senses until I answered, "Good pull, I know I wronged you, I want to change my clothes, you go out first."
If I did something wrong, then I will naturally admit the mistake.
Mo Xiaohan didn't speak, he glanced at me and left.
After he left, I casually found a piece of clothing to put on, and went out after washing my face.
Mo Xiaohan was already sitting in the living room waiting for me as soon as he went out. He saw me coming out, stood up and looked at me with a smile, "Okay, let's go."
So, Mo Xiaohan and I were ready to go out.
As soon as I started, I realized that there seemed to be something wrong, something that I hadn't noticed in the past few days.
"what's happenin?"
Mo Xiaohan might have stopped seeing me, he asked me puzzled.
As for me, I looked at him and said, "Mo Xiaohan, answer me one question honestly." The expression on my face was very serious, not at all joking.
"Huh?" When I asked Mo Xiaohan, there was something strange. He looked at me with a blank face, "What's the matter? Just ask if you have any questions."