I thought that when I thought of this person again, my heart would hurt so much that I couldn't breathe. But when the real moment came, I realized that my heart didn't hurt so much, I just faintly felt numb.
It's impossible to say that I don't want him, but I want to fool myself.
Some things, no matter how you want to forget, there is no way to do it, and they can only be hidden in the deepest part of my heart.
I think Mo Xiaohan is taking care of me these days, and if he is paid, he should be invited to dinner.
So, I withdrew my hand and looked at him, and looked at him with a nice smile on the corner of my mouth, "Mo Xiaohan, in order to thank you for taking care of me all these years, I decided to treat you to something delicious."
"Okay." Mo Xiaohan looked at me flattered.
"However, I have a request."
I haven't spoken yet, but Mo Xiaohan said it first.
It’s just that, I’m puzzled about this, and I still want to ask him for dinner.
What if he wants to eat a big meal? I can't afford it.
Therefore, I think it is better to make the words clear first, and immediately speak, "Don't be too much, after all, I don't have much money to afford."
Maybe Mo Xiaohan never thought I would say that. He chuckled lightly and looked speechless, "What is your little head thinking. Can I still know your situation? How could I mention it? Excessive demands are actually very simple. Since you want to invite me to dinner, just cook for me every day during the Chinese New Year."
I thought he would ask for anything. After he said these things, I suddenly relaxed.
A smile appeared on his face, and he immediately replied, "Okay, no problem. But, don't think that the dishes I cook are not good."
"No, no, I believe the dishes you cook will be delicious." Mo Xiaohan didn't even eat the dishes I made, but started to boast about me first.
I lowered my head in embarrassment, "Okay, let's go shopping."
Mo Xiaohan and I spent the whole morning shopping, my feet were tired, and he didn't feel tired at all as if he were a robot, but became more and more energetic.
He was going to spend all his salary this month and bought two sets of clothes and a pair of shoes for himself. He was not stingy with himself at all by his appearance.
Maybe it was his previous experience that made him willing to treat himself well.
If it wasn't for I owed too much money, maybe I would treat myself better like him.
As the saying goes, there is no one else in this world who treats oneself well except for being good to oneself. So, I must make myself happy.
Try not to think about the unhappy things and let yourself live freely.
I was too tired to sit on the stone bench and rest. At this moment, Mo Xiaohan approached me and sat down beside me, "Xiaodie, can I buy you a set of clothes?"
"not good."
I refused without thinking about it.
"Why?" Mo Xiaohan asked me puzzledly.
"There is no reason, anyway, I don't need it, I can buy it myself." I don't want him to buy it for me.
If he really bought it for me, it would really be impossible to tell the relationship between me and him.
He had thoughts about me, but if I accepted his gift, it would undoubtedly cause trouble for myself. Therefore, I don't even want to refuse directly.