No matter what it is, at least I know that my mood is no longer depressed.
When we arrived at the vegetable market, we bought five or six days of Caizhiquan and returned to Mo Xiaohan's home.
This is the first time I spent Chinese New Year outside with others since I grew up. In the past, in that home, they would always ask me to do this and that, and they didn't even have any decent clothes.
Now I am free, but I miss that time and days. Although it wasn't very good at that time, it was still a family after all, sitting together to have a New Year's Eve dinner, listening to them nagging.
And now, no one else is with me except Mo Xiaohan.
I don't know if he missed the past in his heart.
But thinking about it, I think it's impossible. His previous life was much worse than mine. Now that he is independent, it may be a better thing for him.
We talked and laughed along the way and were very happy.
No one mentioned the unhappy thing that happened today.
"Mo Xiaohan, I have decided."
I said this to him suddenly.
Mo Xiaohan might not have thought that I would say this suddenly. He paused, turned his head and looked at me puzzledly, "Did you decide? What did you decide?"
"I have decided to help you find your family together. You are so good to me. I really don’t know how to repay you except helping your family. Although I don’t know if I can help, I must I will use all my power to find it."
That’s what I said, but I also know that this incident has been more than ten years in the past, and the chance of finding his family is very slim.
But as long as there is a chance, don't give up, right
"Xiaodie, thank you for thinking like this." Mo Xiaohan said lightly, the expression on his face didn't seem to be very happy.
I'm wondering, why did he look like this when I said to help him find his family
I am a little sad, but I am embarrassed to say it.
"It's just that it's been more than ten years, and it's still unknown whether I can find them. Although I want to find them, it can be said to be a needle in the sea." Mo Xiaohan sighed.
Looking at him like this, I feel particularly uncomfortable in my heart.
Blame me, if it weren't for me to mention this matter, he wouldn't be upset. Now that I look sad, I feel very guilty.
"I'm sorry..." Since you said something wrong, you have to admit it.
"Silly girl, why do you say sorry to me?" Mo Xiaohan looked puzzled.
"Mo Xiaohan, don't worry, I will definitely accompany you to find your family." When I said this, the expression on my face was quite serious, and it didn't seem to be a joke at all.
Besides, that's what I planned myself.
Although he and I were miserable, at least I still know who my parents are. As for him, he didn't know anything, and it could be said that he had no impression of his parents.
I love this boy who thinks of others everywhere, and I hope to see him live happily.
"Xiaodie, thank you for saying that, I hope I can find it someday." Hearing Mo Xiaohan's tone, it seemed that he had little hope.
Think about it, after all, more than ten years have passed. Even if they met, they were still strangers.
I looked at him with a smile on my face, "Alright, we are friends, there is no need to be so polite, let's go, let's go back."