"Mengdie, okay if you don't want to be like this?" Zhuo Yexi's tone was full of helplessness, sighed, and then let go of my hand. He said, "I don't know if it's because of me. That’s why you hate me."
"Do you know how uncomfortable my heart is when you say this. Although I acted calmly, how could you know how painful my heart is."
"I know that if you don't say it now, you will hate me even more."
"I don't want to listen, I don't want to listen..." After being free, I immediately covered my ears with my hands, trying not to listen to anything.
However, no matter how I covered it, I heard what he said clearly.
I know that since he said this, he must have his reasons.
But I really don't want to know.
Because I am really afraid of being moved by what he said, after all, I don't want to have any contact with him.
Zhuo Yexi stretched out his slender hand and gently took the hand covering my ears. He held my hands tightly, and the expression in my eyes was unusually gentle and affectionate.
Such him makes me feel a little uncomfortable.
"Mengdie, I know that if you don't talk about it today, you will really be farther and farther away from me. I also know that you don't want to hear anything, but I still want you to know what I want for you."
"I don't want to listen, can you stop talking about it? I don't care what you think of me, but I just want to tell you that the gap between us before is really too big, so it's absolutely impossible."
I prevented him from saying what he wanted to say, but how could he let me do it? He immediately said, "Mengdie, whether you want to listen or not, I will let you know."
Zhuo Yexi's tone was very positive and very domineering.
Let me not even have the right to refuse.
"Even if you say, I won't be with you."
I still said this, no matter how affectionate he said, I still said this in addition to this sentence.
I still stick to my point of view.
Impossible is impossible, and will not change my mind because of any of his words.
"Hey..." Zhuo Yexi sighed after hearing what I said, and shook her head helplessly, "Mengdie, no matter what I say now, you won't believe me. But I still want you to know when I came from I like you."
With Zhuo Yexi's words here, my heart couldn't help but twitch.
Something is contradictory.
I want to know why, but I am afraid to know why.
There is no denying that every girl likes to be confessed. And he's still a handsome guy, I admit that I also like handsome guys.
But this is just like it. I will not go to excessive delusions.
I don't speak anymore, anyway, I know that he will finish speaking whether I want to listen or not.
Since he has to finish, let him speak.
In short, I just stick to my original point of view.
"Mengdie, do you remember the gloomy rainstorm two years ago?" When Zhuo Yexi said this, I obviously felt the extremely gentleness on his face.
It's just that I feel strange.
What two years ago
What does this have to do with two years ago
I looked at Zhuo Yexi with puzzled eyes and frowned, "What do you mean by this? Why can't I understand?"
"You really forgot." After Zhuo Yexi heard this question from me, I obviously felt a touch of disappointment on his face.