The sadness in my heart instantly rushed to my heart, and it was particularly painful.
It was so painful that I almost stopped breathing.
No matter how good the cover is, it can't deceive my heart.
I resisted the pain and didn't let myself show it. I kept telling myself as if nothing had happened.
After thinking for a while, calmed down, took a deep breath and got out of bed and walked to the window.
There was a drizzle of rain outside, patted on the young leaves that were just sprouting, and then dropped to the ground drop by drop with the wet dew and the water stains disappeared instantly.
The crystal drops of water fell drop by drop, and they were already broken when they reached the ground. But at this moment, my heart is like raindrops outside, breaking with the touch.
One can imagine how fragile my heart is.
Standing by the window and staring outside, sucking in the fresh air, opened his hands and tried to make him feel better.
As for when Mo Xiaohan came back, I don't know. Maybe he waited for a while before calling me.
Hearing his voice, I suddenly turned around.
He pulled out a smile and looked at him, and asked him in a very gentle tone, "Are you coming back?"
"Well, come over and wash your face, see you crying a beautiful face into a little cat." Mo Xiaohan put the basin down and motioned for me to wash my face.
I naturally walked over obediently. Now that it has happened, I still have to accept it no matter how I can't accept it.
Letting go of the past is not necessarily a bad thing.
After washing my face, I also felt a little more energetic. I said to Mo Xiaohan: "Can you go and go through the discharge procedures for me? I change my clothes and I want to go home."
"Okay, I'll do it right away, you can change your clothes first." Mo Xiaohan didn't say anything, as long as I said anything, he agreed.
After that, he went to go through the discharge procedures.
As for me, I also packed my clothes. However, it occurred to me that I should call Yuxin when I was going to be discharged from the hospital.
So, I picked up the phone and dialed Yuxin's phone.
The other end quickly picked up, and asked me worriedly, "Xiaodie, are you okay?"
"I'm fine, why do you ask?" I pretended not to understand what Yuxin was saying, anyway, I just didn't want to mention it again.
"Xiaodie, I know that you have seen the news, and I don't believe that you will not be sad if you see it. After all, you..." Yuxin may know that she said something wrong, and immediately stopped herself from speaking and closed her mouth.
I sighed in my heart.
The more I don't want to think about it, they will feel a heartbreaking pain when they mention it, but they still have to endure it.
So, I pretended to have nothing to answer to her, "Yu Xin, what can I do? You don't want to think that he and I have already broken up. He will be with whomever he loves to be with. It’s false to say that it’s not sad, but it’s already over after all. I can’t live in the past forever, right
I hope I have said so, and Yuxin will not ask any more.
In fact, if Zhuo Yexi didn't come to me and tell me to wait for him, I wouldn't be so sad.
I just blame myself for being so stupid, why should I trust him so much.
I'm looking for everything for the result of this now, isn't it? No wonder others, but only to blame myself for believing in others too easily.
"Do you really think so?" Yuxin obviously didn't believe it.
I also know that Yuxin cares about me, so I can't make everyone worry about me anymore, so I said: "Of course he thinks that way, he is going to be engaged to someone else, what good is it for me to be sad? No With him, the earth is still turning, is it possible that I have to die or survive?"