After getting in the car, I deliberately sat in the back and chatted with Yuxin.
At the beginning, Yuxin didn't understand why I didn't sit in the front, and asked me: "Xiaodie, you should sit in the front."
"No, I'm going to sit with you." As I said, I took her arm and looked like I was leaning on her.
Yuxin wrinkled her brows, and shook her head helplessly: "Looking at you like this, you know that you have something to do. Let's talk, I'll listen."
As soon as she said this, a smile appeared on my face, and I said, "Yu Xin, it seems that you know me better. As long as I move, you will know that I have something to tell you."
Yes, she really knows me too well.
She even knew that I had something to tell her, she was indeed a sister.
I looked at her with a smile, smoothed her brows, and said with a smile: "In fact, it's not a big deal. It seems that we are still caring about our biological parents."
I know that there is no room for turning back when I say this, anyway, I have to say it sooner or later, and I will say it when I say it, and everything will happen naturally.
"Don't you think that there is something wrong with the way we deal with this matter about our parents?"
Sometimes it is more comfortable to say something, and it is particularly uncomfortable to suppress it at a time, and even think about it.
"I know." Yuxin answered me faintly, and I could feel that she seemed to be particularly nervous.
Moreover, I saw the panic in her eyes, it seemed that I couldn't accept this matter.
I know that no matter what, the two of us must get out of the shadow of this matter, otherwise it will only put ourselves in an embarrassment.
I can’t always see my biological parents without knowing what to say.
The past is always over, and everyone will make mistakes. Is it not worthy of forgiveness to make a mistake? Besides, now they know they were wrong and want to reconcile with us. We can't ignore them because of embarrassment.
In fact, sometimes I think it’s funny. Yuxin and I seem to have changed parents. When I saw them, I couldn't say a word.
I don't know if I blame them, or I feel embarrassed.
In short, everything can't be seen clearly, and only after it's solved will I feel extremely relaxed.
"Don't you think we shouldn't do this to them?"
"I also know." Yuxin still said these words, which sounded a little strange to me. It stands to reason that she should not be this kind of performance. Today I said that she was indifferent.
I frowned slightly to look at her, "Yu Xin, although you don’t know what happened since you disappeared for more than a month, I know that you are back to take care of them. Since you are willing to come back to take care of them, why are you? Wouldn't you call them?"
Sometimes I am very conflicted. I am afraid that after Yuxin recognizes my adoptive parents, they will not want me.
Sometimes I really want Yuxin to recognize them.
People are like this, with special helplessness and entanglement.
When Yuxin heard what I said, she turned her head to look at me suddenly, her face was surprised, "Xiaodie, what do you mean by this? Do you want me to recognize them?"
Obviously, I saw surprise and excitement in her eyes. Apparently, she seemed to be happy with what I said to her.