Ever since I knew about my foot problem, I didn't dare to think about these things anymore, and even sometimes I still wanted to wait for me to grow up and repay my parents first.
Although they were not good to me, after all they gave birth to me and raised me. No matter what, I should try my best to do what my daughter should do.
As long as I have done these things, I will consider adopting a child, and then raise her up, and never marry forever.
But now that such a thing happened, it really made me unable to get out of it all of a sudden.
I even thought it was still dreaming.
Yes, I am dreaming, it must be, otherwise this kind of thing will not happen to me.
When I thought it was a dream, I suddenly felt like I was going to relax. Suddenly I felt that all of this was too real. In order to prove whether I was dreaming or not, I reached out and pinched myself severely.
The pain caused my tears to come out.
"Xiaodie, what are you doing?" Zhuo Yexi asked me in a puzzled tone as she watched me pinch herself.
When he asked me that, I felt almost embarrassed, and said with a faint smile: "No, nothing. By the way, what about Yuxin?"
I don't want to stay alone with Zhuo Yexi, this will give me a feeling of suffocation.
As soon as I asked this, Zhuo Yexi's face instantly became gloomy and cold, "Su Mengdie, are you so unwilling to stay with me?"
His words are as cold as the ice in the ice cellar, freezing people's hearts, as if to freeze me into an iceman. My body trembled, and the words I wanted to say instantly got stuck in my throat.
I don't know what would happen to him if I told the truth.
But I really don't want to perfuse him, I really don't want to stay with him.
Do you want me to say something against my heart
No, I can't do it.
Anyway, I can't let this man feel that there is a chance. I closed my eyes slightly, gritted my teeth and said, "Yes, I just don't like staying with you."
After speaking, I opened my eyes and looked at him. I knew it would be hurtful to say this, but I really couldn’t do it. If it wasn’t for Zhuo Yexi’s always pestering me, maybe I too I won't say this anymore.
To be honest, I really want more friends. If Zhuo Yexi is willing to make friends with me, maybe we will be good friends.
It's a pity, I know that he will definitely not agree so easily, otherwise why did he change it now if he agreed before.
Obviously, I saw that Zhuo Yexi's handsome face was covered with a layer of gloom, which seemed to be because of what I said, his head was holding up, as if thinking about something.
I didn't bother him, and didn't want to bother him.
I just hope that I will slowly let him get away from me and alienate me by doing so.
I was only slightly happy, and suddenly Zhuo Yexi lifted up, put my hand on his chest and stroked his heartbeat. He pulled the corner of his mouth and said in a very gentle voice: "Xiaodie, It doesn't matter. What I said before always counts."
As he said, he stretched out his other hand and gently stroked my face, and then asked me to look at him face to face.
I wanted to turn my head away from him, but he didn't give me this opportunity at all.
There is no way, I can only let him go.
Anyway, how he likes to do it is his business, as long as I stick to my point of view.
After staring at him for a long time, Zhuo Yexi slowly said, "I love you, so no matter how you ridicule me, I will not give up on you. If I give up because of your rejection, then It means that I do not love you, I just want to have fun."
"Because I'm not just for fun, so I don't want to give up so easily. Do you feel my heart beating? I'm here for you all my life, and if I don't have you, I think I'll live better than die. ."
"I know that I say I love you now, and you can't believe it. But if I love it, I love it. One day I believe you will truly feel my love for you."
When Zhuo Yexi said these words, his eyes hadn't been removed for a moment, as if he was afraid of missing something.
I have to admit that these words he said are really emotional, and I also admit that my whole heart was touched.
Human hearts always grow in flesh, and no matter how hard the heart is, there will always be a moment of softness. In addition, my heart itself is soft, as long as I see other people move a little bit, I can't help but let go of that defense.
His eyes looked so affectionate, and I was really afraid of them.
It will make me lose myself, even unable to extricate myself.
Knowing that my own conditions do not allow it, but my heart beats wildly like a deer.
No, I can't go on like this anymore. Turning his head to avoid looking at him, his face suddenly blushed, and he stammered at what he said, "You, you, you..."
"Me, what's wrong with me?"
"Don’t look at me like this, can’t you? I think I’ve already said everything very clearly. If you insist on doing this, just do whatever you want. I’m fine now, I think I can go. ."
"If you paid for the medical expenses, then I will pay you back after I receive this month's salary."
When I said this sentence, I didn't have any confidence, because I remember that I said something similar yesterday, and Zhuo Yexi was a little angry with me.
Now I say it again, undoubtedly hitting my own foot with a rock.
Sure enough, as soon as I said what I said, Zhuo Yexi shook my hand and held my hand, her face was as black as the bottom of a pot, and she coldly yelled at me: "Su Mengdie, do you really want me? How to do it?"
His voice was so loud that it scared me.
But he said so, everything was just as I wanted, and I answered straightforwardly, "It's very simple, stay away from me, don't get close to me anymore."
I'm very straightforward, and I'm not afraid of him being sad.
Anyway, if this matter is not resolved, I believe that the injured person will definitely be me.
I have been injured today. If it is still like this, I don’t know what will be waiting for me next.
In this way, the whole ward fell silent. No one spoke, only Zhuo Yexi stared at me with his angry eyes, and never left for a long time.
If you want to stare, stare, it's not surprising anyway.
The melodious cell phone ringing rang, breaking the silence in the ward. The sound of the handbell is my exclusive. You don't need to think about who is calling.
I first glanced at Zhuo Yexi, and then I went to find the phone, thinking about where I put it.
After searching for a while, I didn't find it. I opened the quilt and got out of bed to look for it. And Zhuo Yexi pressed me down to prevent me from getting up, and then handed my mobile phone to me, coldly leaving the two words, "Here you!"