Yes, this embrace can make me feel at ease. For a moment, I almost forgot the unhappy things.
But my mind is clear, so I don't think about it.
What should be mine is mine, and I will not force it if it is not mine. More than that, I have self-knowledge.
In the ward, none of us spoke, and just kept a movement quietly.
Zhuo Yexi kept stroking my hair, holding me tightly in her arms. As if not wanting to let go, hugged tightly.
I don't know what he is thinking at the moment, but I know that if this continues, I really don't know how to face him.
Sometimes I really hate who I am now, knowing that this is not possible, but I just crave for someone who can be warm.
Time passed by like this one minute after another, and I let Zhuo Yexi hold him like this, listening to his powerful heartbeat, I felt such a sense of security.
I know that this embrace can't belong to me, even if I want to occupy it, it's impossible.
Tears kept sliding down like rain. I didn't cry, but sobbed sobbing.
The one who should leave is always the one to leave. I took a deep breath and reached out to wipe the tears from the corners of my eyes to wake myself up. When my whole body recovered, I gently pushed Zhuo Yexi away from his arms.
"Xiaodie, don't be sad, okay? As long as you believe me, let me protect you by your side no matter what happens in the future, okay?" I haven't spoken yet, but Zhuo Yexi has spoken, and Zhuo When Ye Xi said this, his eyes were fixed on me.
It is so affectionate, so shocking.
I have to admit that what he said really moved me, but I knew it was impossible.
So, I just tugged at the corner of my mouth and said lightly: "Zhuo Yexi, thank you for your kindness. But, I think I have already said it very clearly, I believe you don't want me to say it again, right?"
"It's really impossible between me and you, even if you really don't care about my feet. But have you ever thought that your parents would allow you to associate with a disabled person?"
"Your family is so good, but what about me? Speaking of which, I'm just a kid that nobody wants."
"Having a family is like no family. I also believe that you have investigated me. You should know everything about me, right?"
"Every time I tell you this, I feel a little boring, I hope you don't continue it, can you?"
I don't know if Zhuo Yexi will listen to me, but I still want to tell him.
These are facts, and no matter how much he insists, they are still facts that cannot be changed.
Just like me, although I always think that as long as there is a glimmer of hope, don't give up. But I have no money, how can I treat it
Whenever I have enough money to heal my feet, it may be too late by then.
I think about the day I can get better, everything is just for self-comfort.
At this time, the doctor said that the probability of success of 200,000 yuan is not high. If you wait a few years, it will be more than 200,000
When I think of this, my heart feels particularly uncomfortable. It hurts like a needle is piercing my chest.
I know, the more I think about it, the more sad it gets. Finally, I took a deep breath to stop my thinking, and then turned my attention to Zhuo Yexi's body.
And he was looking at me with an angry look, making me a little scared. My pores were about to stand up, and suddenly I felt cold wind blowing by my side.
I took a breath and didn't dare to look at him again. I really didn't understand how the temperature of this man would drop a lot when he got angry.
Although he didn't have much contact with him, his expression really scared me. In the end, in order to prevent this embarrassment from continuing, I said timidly, "I don't care if you are very angry, but I just want to tell you that what I said is the truth."
"Also, did you know that answering my phone indiscriminately is killing someone?" My heart kept beating when I thought of this. Fortunately, it was fine. Otherwise, I think I'm going to die this time.
"Hey!" Zhuo Yexi sighed deeply: "Xiaodie, since I have already said some things, then I will stick to it. Anyway, we are still young and have a lot of time. I believe that one day you will be I am touched."
I clearly saw the certainty and stubbornness in Zhuo Yexi's eyes.
It seems that he is as stubborn as me, and the things he believes will not change.
But what should I do if he looks like this
I really don't want to continue like this with him. I was already injured the next day. If I get entangled with him again, I might even have the heart to drop out of school.
I feel that no matter how much I say, everything is superfluous, and I will not speak any more.
Let him do whatever he likes, it's already like this anyway, and no matter how much I say, it will become nonsense.
No longer talking, lying quietly on the hospital bed, slightly closed his eyes so that he did not look at him, and treated him as air.
I hope he can choose to leave because of my negligence.
But I was wrong.
It's really wrong.
No matter how I ignored him, he always stood by my bed.
I don't speak, and he doesn't speak.
Time seemed to have stopped at this moment, no one spoke, so quiet that they could only hear each other's heartbeats.
I can't stand this kind of atmosphere anymore, even if I pretend to look like sleepwear, but after all I just woke up not long after all, it is impossible for me to fall asleep again.
There is no way, I just lifted the quilt, sat up quickly, and asked him in a rather unhappy tone, "Zhuo Yexi, what do you want? Do you know you are really annoying like this?"
I don't care if this will hurt his self-esteem, but I really don't want to see him again.
I admit that he is very good and handsome, and he is the ideal object for every girl.
But I don't have the qualifications, so I won't make extravagant demands.
I really don't understand. I have already said so clearly. Why is Zhuo Yexi such a dead skinny face
Does he have no self-esteem at all
It stands to reason that nowadays men love face, but this Zhuo Yexi not only doesn't love face, it seems that he doesn't mind at all.
Is there really such a person in the world
Impossible, how could there be such a person
I don't know why, since Zhuo Yexi's appearance, my heart is always moved and flustered, and I can't help thinking about things.
No, I can't go on like this anymore. If this continues, I think I will really break down.
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