"Huh?" Yuxin looked at me in disbelief, "How could such a thing happen?"
It's not just that I don't believe it, even Yuxin has a questioning tone. This also makes me have certain doubts about this matter.
Even if I think about it, I don't want to let my life be like before.
"Yeah, I was happy for a while. But after thinking about it, I felt something was wrong again, so I told you, I hope you can help me out. Based on my understanding of my mother, she will not be unreasonable. Cares about me. I'm really scared that she is purposeful to be kind to me."
I know it's not filial to say this, but I am really scared.
I'm already a teenager, and I have my thoughts, and I don't want to go back to the fearful days before.
"Yes, she would never care about you that much unless she took the wrong medicine." Yuxin's brow furrowed more severely, and she looked out the window as if she was thinking about something.
For a while frowning, then pursing his lips, and then frowning again. A series of expressions spread across her face, as if the expressions were playing.
Seeing her like this, I couldn't help breaking the silence and asking her, "Yu Xin, what are you thinking about?"
Although I admit that what she said was not wrong at all, I still felt uncomfortable in my heart.
After all, the person I was talking about was my mother, and no daughter would speak ill of her mother. If it weren't because I knew too much, even if my mother treated me badly, I wouldn't be able to choose not to believe her.
"Xiaodie..." When Yuxin heard me calling her, she immediately turned her gaze to me, a touch of complexity flashed in her eyes, she said: "No matter what I say is for your own good, but don't stop. Happy and angry, okay?"
She rarely talks to me like this, which makes me a little uncomfortable. Looking at her with a puzzled look, "Go ahead, have known me for so long, have you ever seen me angry with you?"
Yes, I have never been angry with her, because I really regard her as a good friend and a good sister.
So I choose to believe her.
"Then I said it."
"Well, let's talk." I answered her, and waited for her answer.
"Although I haven't been with your mother, I heard you talk about her before. Today she called you home for no reason, and she cared about you so much. From my perspective, she must have a purpose."
When she said this, there was no expression on her face. As if thinking about something, it made me feel tight.
I have to admit what she said, I thought about it before.
It’s just that I don’t understand. What is my mother's purpose
No matter what her purpose is, I know that even if this matter is a sword fire or a pan, I must go home and face it by myself.
I can no longer choose to escape when encountering trouble like before.
Besides, evasion is really not a way.
And being an ostrich is not what I want, so this time I must choose to solve it myself.
Even if I go against her wishes, I don't hesitate to do it, because I want to make myself a better life.
After thinking for a while, I nodded slightly to look at her, "Yuxin, I've decided."
I made a very positive answer.
The tone also has some spirit.
"What? What did you decide?" Maybe Yuxin was stunned by my sudden words, with a hint of doubt in her expression.