Sometimes I think, why not let me live happily in just a few decades.
I want to return, but I am afraid of failure.
"Are you so afraid of me holding your hand?"
"Yeah." I nodded lightly, and didn't want to tell lies or worry that he would be sad.
Maybe Zhuo Yexi didn't expect that I would answer him so directly. I obviously saw the surprise on his face.
His brow furrowed and he looked at me with a trace of injury: "Why?"
"Hey!" I sighed, "You let me go first, can I tell you later?"
Knowing that the idea of staying away from him is impossible to achieve. Since it is like this, then why should I accept it with pleasure.
Let him do whatever he likes, and things will be resolved one day.
It’s just that I’m going back today. I really don’t know what it is that my mother keeps calling me back.
My heart felt like being blocked by something, especially uncomfortable. It's as if something will happen.
But I can't tell why.
Of course, I just thought about these things in my heart, and I didn't intend to tell anyone.
"Okay, you have to tell me everything you want to say. We have known each other for two years. I want to know everything about you and want to hear what you are saying. Can you tell me?"
After he said these words, he looked at me with expectant eyes.
Looking at his eyes like this, I couldn't bear to refuse.
Unexpectedly, the ghost nodded like a god.
After I nodded, Zhuo Yexi's face immediately showed a bright smile.
Ever since, he naturally let go of my hand, and the smile on his face has been lingering, as if something great happened.
Just because I nodded my head and made him happy like this, I felt a little bit uncomfortable in my heart.
What did I say before that made him sad
In fact, it is simple to make a person happy, but it is even simpler to make a person sad.
Thinking about it now, I feel that what I said before was really too much. However, if it weren't for something that had to be done, I wouldn't do anything that hurts people.
He sighed slightly and calmed his heart. Anyway, things are already like this, just let it go, thinking too much will only make yourself very tired.
"Let's go, you have been in the hospital for so long, and you haven't had a good meal. I will take you to eat something delicious." When Zhuo Yexi even said this, I could feel it He is extremely excited.
"I'm not hungry." My voice was very soft, and it was so soft that I could only hear it by myself, but I never thought that Zhuo Yexi's ears were so good that he heard it.
He twitched the corners of his mouth: "You have to eat if you are not hungry. You think you are too thin and have some malnutrition. I feel so distressed."
"Haha..." I don't want to refute his words, so I think I'm too hypocritical.
What he said is correct, I am malnourished.
From childhood to adulthood, my parents gave my brother the best and never gave me delicious food. If I say that my body is very good, it's all fake.
However, I don't blame them. After all, our family is not rich, and patriarchal, it is normal to be nice to my brother.
It's just that, brother Yi now asks for money from his family at every turn, really worried that his parents will put all their sustenance on him, and whether he will be filial to them in the future.