This time Ruan Mingchi hid, he hid until the next year. Ji Hao's goal of accompanying him home for the Chinese New Year was not fulfilled, and Yu Wu picked up Ji Hao who was lonely and lonely, and the New Year was just over.
After tidying up in the rain that night, Ji Hao was sure that his thinking was correct. The Wuhuaqin is not ordinary, so he should have some temper. He was just infected by Ruan Xiaoxian's fresh breath, so he also had some appeals for living things.
should not.
Of course, Wuhuaqin is just an object, if you want what you want, you shouldn’t let his desires grow, accidentally fell from a divine grade to an ordinary grade, and even Ruan Shangxian, who was protected by him as his lifeline, disappeared. I still can't escape the fate of being treated as a "whetstone" and cannon fodder by the protagonist.
It's all about saving yourself.
So Ji Hao didn't rush to Ruan's house eagerly, he had to be with Ruan Mingchi if he was begging for nothing, if Ruan Mingchi thought it was appropriate to distance himself, then he would do so.
Distance represents beauty, maybe he will miss his own good when he turns around.
On New Year's Eve, Ji Hao was eating dumplings at Coach Yu Wu's house, and took out his mobile phone to send a group New Year's greeting text message, and naturally hooked up with Ruan Mingchi, he wanted to test his attitude.
[Happy Chinese New Year, brothers and sisters, Ji Hao is here to wish you New Year greetings, Gong Xi Fa Cai, here are the red envelopes.]
Yin Xuelin replied in seconds, [Happy New Year to you, please give me a red envelope.]
Cui Rong replied, [Happy New Year.]
Without saying a word, Zhang Jin honestly gave Ji Hao a ten yuan red envelope.
For a while, the phone vibrated endlessly, Ji Hao stared around, but there was no reply from Ruan Mingchi.
Still angry.
Although I don't know why I'm angry, but I don't want to put a hot face on a cold butt, so let's put it aside for now.
Ji Hao didn't contact Ruan Mingchi alone, but Ruan Mingchi kept his phone by his hand and glanced at it from time to time.
"Buzz!"
The phone vibrated, and there was a message. He immediately picked it up and took a look. It was a bunch of small advertisements in Martian language.
The Spring Festival Gala has begun, and the TV is very lively, singing and dancing are bright red.
There are children in the village who are setting off firecrackers. The big cities have long been banned, but they can't control the village. The village cadres have publicized the "no whip policy" as early as half a month ago, but they can't stop the children from wanting to play.
"Wh-bang!"
The second kick seemed to explode from the top of his head, Ruan Mingchi's eyes flickered when he saw the small advertisement, and he put down the phone.
"What's the matter?" Ruan's father asked, "wait for the call."
Ruan Mingchi shook his head.
"This phone... I haven't asked about it, and it's nothing. You have a mobile phone for easy contact outside." On this family reunion day, Ruan's father tried his best to find a topic to talk about, "Take a look and buy me a mobile phone, too. The cheapest one, the one that can make a phone call will do.”
"Buzz!"
The phone rang again.
Ruan Mingchi didn't know what to expect, so he immediately picked up his phone and looked it up. It showed that it was a message from Ji Hao. Although it was just a group message, Ruan Mingchi was still as happy as if he had received a thousand yuan red envelope.
He pursed his lips and put down his mobile phone, looking at his father: "The mobile phone stores in the city may not be open tomorrow, I will buy them the day after tomorrow."
"Well, the cheapest one is as long as you can make a phone call." Father repeated.
"good."
The topic came to an end, Ruan's father shifted his gaze to the TV screen, and Ruan Mingchi picked up the phone again, clicked on Ji Hao's text message, typed a few words inexperiencedly, revised it, changed it, fixed it, but he didn't feel it Inappropriate, and finally deleted the corner of my mouth, I really don't know how to say it.
guilty conscience.
He likes Ji Hao, very much, so he is afraid that he will know.
They are all men, how could he like me, treat me as a pervert and alienate me, what should I do, he thought.
Ruan Mingchi didn't dare to send Ji Hao a text message, Ji Hao naturally didn't wait for Ruan Mingchi's text message, and the two simply stopped contacting, and it was the seventh day of the Lunar New Year in a blink of an eye.
Ruan Mingchi returned to the swimming team in the morning of the seventh day.
He missed Ji Hao, and actually wanted to come back from the first day of junior high school, but how dare he, he was guilty. After finally making it to the last day of the holiday, he couldn't wait any longer, and took the first bus back early in the morning before dawn. He comforted himself that at least it would not be so conspicuous.
Ruan Mingchi walked into the entrance of the dormitory with his bag on his back, held his breath, and unconsciously tilted his head to look in the direction of the bed. The bed was messy, could it be that he was sleeping
When he was fully inside the room, he realized that there was no one on the bed, and no one was managing the housekeeping during the holidays. Ji Hao got up without making the quilt, which created the illusion that he thought he was still on the bed.
Looking at the empty beds and standing in the empty dormitory, Ruan Mingchi really didn't know whether to be disappointed or relieved.
Because he couldn't see Ji Hao, Ruan Mingchi relaxed a lot. He packed his luggage and went to wash his face. When he came out again, he noticed Yin Xuelin's blue suitcase under the bed.
He raised his eyebrows, and only then remembered what Ji Hao was doing.
Students in the third year of high school are not happy during the Chinese New Year.
Ruan Mingchi raised his hand to cover his mouth, wanting to laugh.
Is it so stupid to like someone? Worrying about gains and losses, intermittent amnesia, and can't even think.
Ji Hao, a senior in high school.
I am very serious in class.
The main reason is that I have enough sleep at night, and I can’t fall asleep even lying on the table. It’s better to listen to lectures and brush roll paper to pass the time. Before transmigrating into the book, Ji Hao was a serious student. He loves to study, is polite, optimistic and positive. He is a good classmate in the eyes of teachers and classmates. Although Ji Hao doesn't think he has a good temper, but his memory is like this. Whether he is studying or working, he has a good relationship with the people around him. He is the core of the team and has the same ability to take responsibility. He always feels that his temper is the same as his current temper. …
The eyes of the young man who lowered his head and wrote on the roll of paper narrowed his eyes slightly, the black mist in his eyes surged, and there was an evil spirit on his body.
As soon as I entered the book, my personality seemed to have changed a lot. Since I entered the small world, I wanted to do something more than once, probably because of the influence of the heavenly demon's breath, so I became inexplicably tyrannical.
So far, Ji Hao has restrained himself pretty well, he is Ji Hao, not a demon, he has his own life experience and character, and should not be affected by inexplicable auras, let alone this is just a book.
Ji Hao blinked his eyes, and suppressed the chaotic thoughts that ignited sparks in his heart, Ruan Mingchi is coming back today, he has to adjust his mentality, and he has to deal with it.
So, what happened to Ruan Mingchi's change of attitude? Looking back, I didn't do anything wrong before, so I couldn't be "hated by the rich" by Ruan Mingchi just because I won the special prize, right? About 8,000 yuan, as for it.
The third year of high school is busy with schoolwork, and some students even come to school with a bottle hanging. After the morning class, they will have a lunch break at school and have class in the afternoon, and the evening self-study in the evening will last until 9:30.
The students in the cultural class have to work hard to get into the university, and the sports students in the physical education class have to work hard too. It is because of poor grades that they are admitted to the sports institute with low scores. In this way, there are still many "stupid" students who worry about the two hundred points. Bald.
It was past ten o'clock when I returned to the provincial swimming team after school.
When Yin Xuelin opened the door and entered the room, he said, "Why don't we live in the school dormitory, and it takes more than an hour to go back and forth every day. I really want to sleep more with this time."
Of course Ji Hao would not agree, if he moved out, wouldn't he be separated from Ruan Mingchi? Although Ruan Mingchi's favorability is illusory now, as long as his ultimate goal remains unchanged, he will never be separated from Ruan Mingchi. Ji Hao was even thinking about what reason he should use to stay by Ruan Mingchi's side after he got married.
Tsk! Thinking about it like this seems like he is very affectionate.
At the same time as this thought surfaced, another thought came up from a deeper depth, but it was just a sudden appearance, and before I could react, it sank deep into the depths without a trace.
Entering the room, the lights are bright, Ruan Mingchi looks at himself wrapped in the quilt, his dark eyes are bright and clear, not like sleeping, his eyes meet, Ruan Mingchi blinks, Ji Hao always feels that he looks at himself very well Deep, wanting to dig something out of oneself like a spoon.
Poach what
Could it be... his true identity
Ji Hao suddenly realized that he had used the power of the heavenly demon during the lottery draw. Could it be that this made Ruan Mingchi change his attitude? He knew... Was he afraid of himself? Doubt, search, and hide
All of a sudden everything works!
So when Ruan Mingchi got out of bed and went to the bathroom avoiding Ji Hao's gaze, Ji Hao moved his fingers and easily opened the door that was locked from the inside, pushed the door and walked in.
Ruan Mingchi's expression changed drastically in fright, and he held back the rest of his body, he hurriedly pulled up his pants, and asked, "How did you get in?"
Ji Hao frowned and looked at his overly nervous reaction, the thoughts in his heart were like a wild horse, he tried and said, "That's it, come in."
Ruan Mingchi looked at him with the corner of his mouth pursed, and looked down, not knowing what he was looking at.
Ji Hao took a step forward: "I came in, and then?" What are you going to do? What will you do if you find out that I am not from this world? Will you drive me away? You are the lord of the world. Once the consciousness is awakened, I will try my best to not stay, and I will fail...
"Get out!" Ruan Mingchi was stared at by Ji Hao's scorching gaze, his senses were invaded by an overpowering aura, he was dizzy, his heart beat so fast that he almost fainted.
Instead, Ji Hao went one step further, almost forcing Ruan Mingchi back against the wall. He looked at Ruan Mingchi's evasive gaze, and felt violent in his heart. , he narrowed his eyes, pressed him, almost squeezed him into the corner, and asked in a low voice, "What if I don't go out?"
Ruan Mingchi was forced to keep retreating until his back was pressed against the cold wall, and there was no way to retreat. He finally squeezed his fist and growled: "Get out, don't let me see you."
really! So strong, loathing myself, fearing myself!
Ji Hao looked at Ruan Mingchi, who was suppressing his voice and said the words "threat", silently waiting for the expulsion of the world's will, and at the same time, the palm of his hand was filled with demon energy, and he was about to refine the "strings" first.
But after waiting and waiting, the will of the world didn't move. Not only was there no movement, Ji Hao even felt that the world was more tolerant of him.
"?"
At this time, Ruan Mingchi, who was almost out of breath, finally pushed Ji Hao away and rushed out.
Ji Hao, who was left hanging in the toilet, raised his eyebrows.
I do not understand.
But since the will of the world does not drive him away, it means that he can still deal with it, and he also dissipated the power of the demon.
Nothing to say all night.
The next day and the third day, and even after a long time, nothing special happened.
The senior three students are too busy, they go out in the morning and come back in the middle of the night, sometimes the two of them don't see each other once a day, and because they have their own thoughts, they don't deliberately change this relationship.
In a blink of an eye, it is May, and the college entrance examination is just around the corner, and senior high school students are suffering even more.
It's rare to rest for half a day, and there are endless test papers, Yin Xuelin looked at Ji Hao with red eyes, "I'm so envious of you, I want to recommend you too!
I also want to go to City A! Ah, the college entrance examination is simply anti-human! "
The tip of Ruan Mingchi's pen, who was also bowing his head to do his homework, suddenly stopped, and his vision was instantly blank.
Walking, Sports Institute, City A, these words have always been forbidden words that he doesn't want to touch, because once he understands them, it means separation... For three months, Ruan Mingchi sorted it out and worked hard, but people he likes appear every day In front of his eyes, sometimes when he wakes up in the middle of the night, he can see Ji Hao's sleeping face just by looking up. The desire to touch and confess his love increases day and night, but he would rather die than open his mouth, and he doesn't want that person to know that he is dirty thoughts.
So, are we going to separate like this? Thousands of miles away, the longing gradually fell silent, the love disappeared, and finally I stood in front of him after tidying up, as if nothing had happened, and I was still a good brother and teammate.
Thoughts stretched too long, endlessly long, with nowhere to go.
When I came back to my senses, the blue-black ink was smudged on the book, like a dirty heart that could never be clean again.
Ruan Mingchi put down his pen and sighed silently.
Ji Hao didn't know what Ruan Mingchi had misunderstood. He wanted to guarantee it, but it must be the Provincial Sports Institute. He went to City A for special training after the exam, to participate in a World Youth Championship, and to gild himself. Ji Hao never dreamed that Ruan Mingchi liked him, so when he felt that Ruan Mingchi touched his hair in the middle of the night, he almost violently killed someone.
The dormitory was not too dark, the street lights came in from the window, illuminating the mottled ceiling, and Yin Xuelin, who was tired all day, slept like a dead pig in the next bed, snoring loudly.
Ji Hao had already automatically blocked such noise, so the rustling sound above his head was like thunder, waking him up instantly.
In the middle of the night, Ruan Mingchi didn't sleep, why did he stretch his hand towards him
Ji Hao "watched" Ruan Mingchi lying on the bed motionless, looking at himself with a tangled face, as if to prove something, he carefully stretched out his hand, crossed the guardrail at the head of the bed, and touched his hair .
Then, he slowly retracted his hand and lay back on the bed, without moving for a long time.
"..." Ji Hao slowly opened his eyes, black mist billowing in his eyes.
I don't understand, what exactly is Ruan Mingchi trying to determine, is he sure that he is a human or a ghost
Sure enough, it still can't work, since the "strings" reorganized the world, because of my own help, I let my breath in the small world, I let down my vigilance, and I will always unconsciously use it for convenience in some small things I don't know where the magic power is leaking. In short, it must have made Ruan Mingchi suspicious.
the last time.
Ji Hao told himself.
This is the last chance, once Ruan Mingchi returns from City A, Ruan Mingchi is still so vigilant about himself, so let's just do it.
Ji Hao closed his eyes, annoyed by such a result, his mind churned for a long time, but he couldn't calm down.
After all, what is in front of his eyes is a "living" person, he really wants to give Ruan Xiaoxian the best, let him spend a hundred years of life happily and satisfactorily, instead of just treating an item indifferently, refining it when he makes a move, cruel, he Can't get past my heart.
The next day, Ji Hao answered a call at school. It was from the National Swimming Association, saying that the coach of the special training team would come over in a few days and chat with him face to face.
Ji Hao was noncommittal.
Unexpectedly, that afternoon, the coach flew over. Ji Hao took a leave of absence for self-study that night, went out to have a meal with Coach Yu Wu, and chatted for a long time. After eight o'clock, school ended much earlier than usual.
Back to the provincial team dormitory building alone, it was already hot in May, Ji Hao sweated slightly, took off his coat and hung it on his wrist, and opened the door of 303 dormitory. The sound of bathing water came from the bathroom, it was only Ruan Mingchi in the room at this time.
Ji Hao thought for a while, and then started to pack his luggage. He didn't want to leave right away, but he just packed what he thought of first. After all, he will go to City A for three months this time, and he will go abroad during the period. There are many things he needs to bring. few.
Here Ji Hao squatted next to the suitcase and folded his clothes, while Ruan Mingchi came out wearing wet blue shorts, the two of them looked at each other and were stunned.
It’s been a while since we practiced together, and for a while looking at Ruan Mingchi, who looks like a lotus, Ji Hao was a little surprised, but after a while, this kid is growing more and more prominent, his skin is as white as transparent, and his black is Lulu’s. The eyes are clear, tender and moving.
"You..." Ruan Mingchi didn't expect Ji Hao to come back at this time, but he was really startled, but before his heart jumped up, when he saw Ji Hao packing his luggage, his heart sank heavily . He straightened his throat, tried to calm his voice, and asked softly, "What is this for?"
"Pack your luggage." Ji Hao smiled, "Go to City A after the exam."
Ruan Mingchi's eyebrows frowned for a moment, and he said in a soft voice that seemed to be blown away by the wind, "Leave after the exam?" Don't you wait for school to start? There are still three months left before the start of school, and he has been counting the days, counting the days when Ji Hao will leave, there are still three months left.
"Yeah." Ji Hao nodded, but he didn't explain his thoughts in detail. The main reason was that Yin Xuelin was talking about it in the dormitory every day, and he always thought that Ruan Mingchi knew about it.
Ruan Mingchi's head was in a mess, and he walked to the bed with heavy legs, but he didn't even have the strength to climb onto the bed. Finally, he sat down on the chair and stared blankly at Ji Hao who lowered his head to pack his luggage.
After four years in college, we will definitely not be able to see each other at ordinary times, but Ji Hao should return to the team during the summer vacation season. After all, he still has to represent the S province team, so that is to say, we can see each other once a year. .
I am a freshman in high school, and then I will be a sophomore in high school. There are still two years left. If I perform well in sports, I may be recommended to the National Sports Academy. Then I will be classmates with Ji Hao again.
But what did you do in the past
Guarding someone but not daring to confess, and then want to watch the other person fall in love with someone else? Instead of doing this, it's better to stay far away from the beginning, far away from the pain of heart like a knife, tooth knocked out and blood swallowed.
Ruan Mingchi clenched his hands on his legs into fists, telling himself to be strong, to be calm, to avoid pain, to stay away from Ji Hao, without love and friendship, everything will be fine.
Yes, everything will be fine.
Here Ruan Mingchi tried his best to build himself psychologically, like building a fortress around his body to protect himself and isolate himself from the world. The thicker the better, the less likely to be injured.
Over there, when Ji Hao's clothes were half folded, he suddenly raised his head and looked straight at Ruan Mingchi.
The child's face looked so pitiful, like an abandoned puppy, shivering in the ruins. No matter how you look at it, it doesn't look like you are wary of yourself.
It's not the same as before.
The difference is huge.
Ji Hao's mind was like lightning, he looked at the luggage he was packing, and said tentatively: "When you look at me like this, are you reluctant, or are you envious?"
Ruan Mingchi pursed his lips and did not speak.
Ji Hao said again: "Let's just say something, I think we've been weird since the Chinese New Year, why don't you tell me clearly, if I offend you somewhere, can I apologize?"
Ruan Mingchi said firmly, "No."
Get up and go to bed.
He had to go, dodge, and escape, so that he could suppress his boiling thoughts.
Ji Hao didn't intend to let him go.
Now that everything has been said, it is necessary to find the crux of the problem. In case Ruan Mingchi just thinks that he is just a little weird, at least there is a chance to persuade him to stay.
Reaching out, Ji Hao grabbed Ruan Mingchi's wrist, easily pulled him in front of him, and looked down at him.
"Look, everything was fine before, but suddenly it changed, and you have to give me a reason, Xiao Xian'er, I asked myself that I was absolutely sincere to you, you can't just alienate me like this, what do you make me think all day long, ah?"
Ruan Mingchi looked at the face that was slowly pressed down, his heart was about to explode, and the hairs all over his body exploded, he suddenly clasped Ji Hao's hand excitedly, struggled vigorously, and growled: "You, let go I!"
Ji Hao's eyes suddenly darkened, and with force, he easily imprisoned the person in his arms. He twisted Ruan Mingchi's wrist and frowned: "So there is no explanation, right? You can do whatever you want." How about it, just think about it, and leave as soon as you want, my hard work is a piece of shit, isn't it!"
Ruan Mingchi was in pain, but his whole body was intoxicated in the hot hug, his face turned red when he saw it, as if he was so angry that he couldn't speak a word.
Ji Hao was also angry, but his face became more and more cold. He lowered his head, and said close to his ear: "So, I deserve my hard work and my sincerity. I was ignored and trampled by a heartless guy, right?"
These words seemed to have thorns, and they pierced into Ruan Mingchi's heart in an instant. When he wanted to pretend to have sex peacefully, he found that there were barbs on the thorns, and he couldn't pull them out.
So, heartbroken.
Almost aggrieved, growled: "I like you, I'm afraid you know, okay!"