Le Zhishi made a shush gesture, and gently tugged the sleeve of Song Yu's pajamas. His big eyes were pitiful, and he wanted to ask him not to expose himself.
Song Yu cleared his throat and recovered from the unnatural look. He didn't intend to expose anything, and was going to leave directly.
Koke Zhishi grabbed his sleeve again at this time and shook his head at him. He was wearing a gray-blue pajamas, and his hair was a bit messy, which looked extremely weak and soft from Song Yu's perspective.
Song Yu stopped and stared at Lezhishi for a few seconds. There was a little helplessness in his expression, so he took a step forward, a little closer to Lezhishi.
Le Zhishi pointed to his stomach and showed Song Yu the cinnamon roll in his hand. Song Yu probably understood what was going on, took a sip of water, and looked very calm.
But Lin Rong first shouted, "Xiaoyu, there are cinnamon rolls in the oven. Try it, it's delicious."
Song Yu gave an unsatisfactory hum, but his eyes were fixed on Lezhishi, and the icing on his cheeks.
"It looks delicious."
Le Zhishi quickly finished eating half of his hands and wiped his face and hands clean.
Lin Rong can get a compliment from the non-talking eldest son, Lin Rong is very useful, "Then you will bring it to your classmates tomorrow, Xiao Yan will definitely like it."
"Yeah." Song Yu held the water bottle in his hand. After thinking about it, he decided to help this guy out of the trouble, so he said to his parents, "Aren't you going to take a bath and rest?"
Lin Rong rested on her husband, "Don't worry."
Song Yu said again, "It's late." He walked out and pointed at the clock, "Going upstairs and downstairs, quarreling your own son to sleep." Such words were said calmly and coldly, and it became a bit funny. .
Song Jin felt very reasonable, smiled and got up, ready to go upstairs. Lin Rong was happy, got up from the sofa, and ran to Song Yu, "Oh, your kid is jealous of Lele."
Le Zhishi thought she was about to come, so she shrank from behind the refrigerator, and simply sat directly on the counter.
Song Yu didn't change her face and her heart beat, grabbed her mother's shoulders and pushed her out, "Go upstairs, take a shower."
After catching both parents upstairs and confirming that they closed the door of the master bedroom suite, Song Yu walked back to the open kitchen and saw Lezhi sitting on the countertop, which was a bit funny.
But he didn't laugh, because after thinking about it, he felt that Lezhishi was very pitiful.
He didn't want Lezhishi to fall into such a predicament.
"Thank you, brother." Lezhi came down from time to time and asked him to go up with him to block him, in case Lin Rong came out again midway.
Song Yuming knew that he couldn't stop him, but he agreed, and kept sending him to the bedroom door. Before closing the door, Le Zhishi said goodnight very quietly to him, Song Yu nodded, and heard Le Zhishi say again.
"Brother Song Yu, don't be angry. Being angry is bad for your health."
He was saying this very seriously, his expression could be seen.
Song Yu suddenly didn't know what to say.
His calm heart is always because of the complex emotions in front of him. During the day in the hospital, he thought he could not find a way to wash the apples before going out to find someone. He accidentally heard those words, knowing that the other person is a relative of low character, and knowing that As a junior, I shouldn't say those things, but Song Yu still said it, and didn't feel happy after saying it.
He began to believe that everything in the world is fair. When you think that you are generally indifferent to others, then the empathy you lack will gather in a certain person.
He hates empathy, and the psychological effect of suffering for others is continuous and uncontrollable, even more after seeing Lezhishi's face.
For example, at this moment, it starts to attack again.
Le Zhishi thought he had finished speaking and was about to close the door. He saw Song Yu's figure standing outside the door being cut into small pieces by the gap, getting thinner and thinner, until it was about to become a line, a hand inserted in and held the door frame.
"I am not angry."
He was surprised, and even opened the door all a little anxiously.
Almost caught Song Yu's hand.
But the emotions changed so quickly that Lezhishi had not had time to inquire and care, and it changed again.
Standing outside the door, Song Yu was trapped by the shadow of the corridor. He stretched out his hand and pulled Le Zhishi, who was covered by the warm light inside the door, and gave him an unexpected hug at the junction.
"Do not be sad."
I can't calm down all night when I am happy to know. He didn't know why this was because there were too many facts about this day. Woke up once in the middle of the night, when Lezhi got up, turned on the lamp, and sat down at the desk. He took out the study plan that he wrote down over a week, and read it again seriously.
There are so many loopholes that there is no feasibility. Lezhishi evaluated this in his heart, and then decided to abandon the plan for this reason.
In fact, he heard Lin Rong's words more uncomfortable than he heard the cold words of the big aunt during the day. Because they are so good, it makes Lezhishi even more unable to accept these good things with peace of mind like a kid who doesn’t understand anything, but on his own, he can’t save enough money to study abroad in the remaining time. of.
And Aunt Rong must be very reluctant to bear him if they all leave here.
He crumpled the schedule into a ball, climbed into bed and continued to sleep, this time he slept much more peacefully. Just had a dream.
Dreaming of him seeing him off at the airport, crying ceaselessly, Song Yu finally had no choice but to hug him.
He said don't be sad.
It was a dream, Lezhishi told herself when she woke up in a daze in the morning.
Because he won't let himself cry.
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For several weeks after giving up the study plan, Lezhishi had a relatively easy time. But he knew that if Song Yu were to go out, it meant that they might not see each other several times a year. Le Zhishi could predict that he would not be well at that time. He had never been separated from Song Yu for such a long time.
Thinking of this, Lezhishi's heart seemed to be twisted lightly by someone. So he decided to let himself adapt in advance, and the way to adapt was to try not to look for Song Yu as much as possible.
It was quite difficult at first. After all, the past world of Lezhishi almost revolved around Song Yu, especially after everyone else knew their relationship, he was even more unscrupulous, and followed Song Yu at school and after school. But Le Zhishi is a serious person, and no one can pull back what he decides. He was sure that Song Yu would not come to him, he was busier than himself. But they have other ways of communication, such as post-it notes on the refrigerator door, and supper meetings.
Lezhishi did not deliberately dodge, just want to learn how to grow up.
Learning is a great way to divert attention. Lezhishi devoted himself to it. He stayed at school at noon and stayed up all night to review. The improvement in grades was obvious. The mid-term exam ranked 23rd in the whole grade. Lezhi, who has been soaking lazily, jumped into the ranks of the top students in the class. The head teacher Wang Qian was so happy that he praised him for more than a minute before the evening self-study.
After the exam, it was Lezhi’s turn to wear an armband on duty. In the evening, he studied for the first class. He and another on-duty student took a notebook and patrolled the assigned jurisdictions and recorded the unqualified places.
Le Zhishi was really surprised, “Why did Peiya check hygiene at night? I can’t see clearly.”
The fellow male student laughed, "Maybe it's more than just checking hygiene."
Le Zhishi looked at him, and he joked again, "Isn't our nickname the anti-pornographic team?"
Will anyone really fall in love in such a dark place? Lezhishi thought.
It's obviously a horror film unfolding, how could it be heart-warming.
The road outside Yang Shulin is close to the canteen, which is often the hardest hit area. The classmates took the notebook and looked around to check when Lezhi, accidentally caught a familiar figure, seeming to be using the flashlight that comes with the mobile phone, and there was a bunch of shining in the dark. Ying's light.
He immediately recognized that it was Song Yu, just from behind.
Song Yu entered the old school building after Yang Shulin, where it was blocked by iron railings, and it was always heard that it would be demolished soon. Lezhi Shi was a little curious and walked over there unconsciously.
Closer, he saw Song Yu squatted down in front of the iron railing and took out a bag from his bag. I couldn't hold both hands, the light of the flashlight was deflected, and it hit the grass behind the railing, and something came towards him.
The stray cat in the school.
There are a lot of them, one after another, they seem to have developed a habit of appearing at this time and place, gathering here. Waiting for Song Yu to take out the cat food and put it in the small pot in the corner, they can enjoy a dinner.
Le Zhishi finally knew why Song Yu would put the cat food in his schoolbag and take it to school.
I don't know why, his heartbeat becomes faster, numb, like being licked by a kitten.
"What are you looking at?" The classmates also leaned over, "Isn't anyone hiding from a date?"
Le Zhishi turned his face with a guilty conscience and shook his head, "No. I'm distracted."
He did not walk to Song Yu, nor did he want his fellow travelers to discover Song Yu's whereabouts.
Most of the time, Le Zhishi is the only person who can read Song Yu. He knew that if anyone appeared in front of Song Yu and "saw" his behavior, Song Yu would not be too happy.
He is a very strange person, unable to make his kindness public.
So even his gentleness is very secretive.
"What's the matter with you?" Seeing him in a daze, the classmate was a little curious.
Le Zhishi just shook his head, "I just got preconceived."
"What?" The other party didn't understand, but Lezhishi only used Tai Chi to fool him.
Preconceived that such a scene is not suitable for the heart.
Before he saw Song Yu in the dark.
When he returned home at night, he didn't think much about his homework, so he drew a picture.
Indifferent high school students in uniforms and a group of lonely stray cats.
After painting, Le Zhishi stayed for a long time until he heard the sound of the door opening in the next room and heard Song Yu go downstairs. He suddenly woke up, turned the paper over and put it on the table, took a few deep breaths, and started to do his homework.
Lin Rong is the happiest person who has made great progress. She cooked a large table of dishes on the night of the monthly vacation, which was as gorgeous as a New Year's family dinner. Lezhishi was too tired and tight during this period. On the day of the monthly vacation, she had a bit of a cold. After taking the medicine, she fell asleep for an afternoon.
I don't know if he slept too drowsy, and a subtle feeling came out, as if he hadn't seen Song Yu for a long time.
Obviously, he spied on it not long ago.
After taking the cold medicine, I felt bitter in my mouth. For the first time in Lezhi, I was not interested in a celebratory dinner. I chewed a piece of beef brisket for twenty mouthfuls before swallowing it. Song Jin and Lin Rong praised him at the dinner table. On the one hand, they were very happy when they were happy, but on the other hand they were a little unhappy.
But he couldn't tell the reason for his unhappiness, but he would look at Song Yu's face when he was unhappy.
Song Yu ate slowly, very quiet, no different from normal, every time he was used to drinking a little soup to finish, so when he drank the last bit of soup, Lezhishi guessed that he was going to finish eating and was about to leave. . His unhappiness is even more obvious.
But it was different from what he thought.
Song Yu put down the bowl and said to the parents who are focusing on their two children's travel plans after the college entrance examination, "I said about the school before, I have decided."
Song Jin put down his chopsticks, "Really? Which one?" He understood Song Yu's character, and knew that he was a very independent child from childhood to most. For reference, I just think it’s pretty good. The specific choice depends on which major you want to study. Anyway, I chose to enroll in the spring of next year. There is still too much time."
Song Yu waited for his father to finish before speaking, "Dad, I don't plan to go abroad."