The feeling of rejecting someone is better than Lezhishi imagined.
At the beginning of the primary election of the law school, Le Zhishi saw Nan Jia as soon as she entered. She was in charge of the process of the primary election. She brought a lot of contestants to draw lots, about 50 people. Le Zhishi followed the draw, and when it was Nan's turn, Nan Jia Jia smiled at him and said cheering quietly.
"How many are you?"
"49, the second to last." Lezhishi felt it was good or bad, although many people felt that it would be a disadvantage if it was too late.
He and Jiang Yufan walked to the back of the class teacher and found a row of empty seats to sit down. Jiang Yufan watched other classmates go up to explain their inspiration, more nervous than Lezhishi, even a little breathless, and ran to open the back door of Xianjiao.
"It's so difficult, our sitcom interviews are not so difficult." He ran back and sat next to Le Zhishi.
Le Zhishi nodded, "That means you have a talent for acting."
Jiang Yufan also comforted him, "You can definitely do it, don't listen to the nonsense with glasses."
Le Zhishi smiled. He was not irritated by Xu Lin's words. On the contrary, he ignited fighting spirit to some extent, hoping that he could successfully enter the design team and compete head-to-head with Xu Lin.
The contestants of the law school took their own works to the stage and gave explanations. Like the previous Lezhishi, after getting the theme of "lake", everyone’s design styles are basically the same, and the colors are mostly cyan and lake green. The design is also based on Chinese style designs such as sleeves and tie-dye. There are several design concepts that are surprisingly similar. Lezhishi saw the judges whispering to each other, but their expressions were not ideal.
"The ideas are so similar." Jiang Yufan felt that he was a layman, and only whispered next to Lezhishi, "I believe it was designed by one person."
Le Zhishi nodded and was about to speak. A beautiful girl in a Han suit came onto the stage. She spoke very softly and timidly, but only one sentence caught Le Zhishi's attention.
"I made this dress myself."
The judge sitting in the audience was also very pleasantly surprised, and even nodded, "It's a good job, we can't even think of it if you don't say it."
Jiang Yufan looked at her ppt and leaned next to Le Zhishi, "But her design is similar to the previous ones, all with the feel of Chinese wind and ink painting."
"It's okay." Le Zhishi explained, "The art festival is a team competition between the upper house and the house. Like your sitcoms, a team needs to be designed, but in the end it is always necessary to make clothes to wear on the model, so it also needs For the craftsman, her chances of winning will be greater."
Jiang Yufan understood. But he found it very strange that the people around who were not on the stage were constantly checking their own ppt and design drafts, preparing for the next explanation. Only when they were happy to know, they listened to the display of other people's works with relish, and also showed what they liked. The works and names are recorded in the notebook, as if he was the judge.
When it was Lezhi's turn to take the stage, he didn't seem to be much different from normal times. After opening the ppt, he smiled at the audience judge and made the opening speech very naturally. Jiang Yufan sat down and saw many girls in the front row picking up their mobile phones, and the cameras were all facing Lezhishi.
"These are five sets of design drafts that I made with the theme of lake." His electronic hand-drawn drafts were released on the projection. Three sets of women's clothing and two sets of men's clothing were all in a cold and blurred style. "My design ideas come from the night. The lake water, so I used a large area of dark color, embellished with silver silk and polarized light design. The first set is a satin long skirt. The skirt is cut in an S arc that simulates the water flow. The cold silver and blue polarized light highlight the lake water wave. Sparkling qualities..."
He briefly explained his design, and the judges in the audience nodded repeatedly. One of them asked specifically, "Your creativity is very special. Is it convenient to share with us the creative process and source of inspiration?"
Listening to the other party's question, Le Zhishi occasionally glanced at him, and by chance he saw a person walk in through the back door of Xianjiao, not someone else, but his "source of inspiration."
Song Yu wore a white shirt and lead-gray coat, silver-wire glasses, protruding and gentle, he sat quietly in the last row, watching Le Zhishi.
"Inspiration..." Lezhishi, who had been very smooth, suddenly got stuck, and his white cheeks quickly turned red. He pursed his lips, and still gave them the answer bluntly, "He is a very important person to me and an inspiration for me."
The few contestants in the audience began to talk. Everyone was a law school student, and the circle was small. Lezhishi was the most popular freshman in the academy since enrollment. No one expected to hear this during the primary election. Gossip.
Jiang Yufan was surprised at first, then frowned for a moment.
He thinks that this important person is likely to be Lezhishi's brother, after all, this child is a brother who doesn't understand anything.
Unexpectedly, Lezhishi said the next sentence.
"I saw the light of the lake on his face one night, it was very beautiful."
Hearing this sentence, Jiang Yufan didn't feel like his brother anymore, but he still couldn't believe that Lezhishi would have a girl he liked, and he felt heartache if he didn't tell him.
Le Zhishi lowered his eyes, his eyelashes concealed part of his emotions, but his ears were still red, as if he had changed from the confident and easy-going designer to a simple and shy big boy, "... Inspiration, at the beginning, like everyone else, I confined the lake to green waters and bitches during the day, but the lake at night is also beautiful, cold and mysterious."
The judge nodded approvingly, "Yes, the creativity is unique, and the aesthetic control is also in place. And the story behind this is also very beautiful." As soon as she finished speaking, the people below laughed.
"Okay, next one."
Lezhi now stepped off the stage, but did not sit directly next to Song Yu. Instead, he walked all the way with his head down and returned to the seat he was sitting on. He felt very hot, so he opened the zipper, took off his sweater coat, and only wore it. A thin cotton long sleeve, lying on the table. Jiang Yufan leaned forward to talk to him, and took his shoulders.
From Song Yu's perspective, Le Zhishi's back is always cute, with slightly curly hair, like a plush toy.
"You are so amazing, this design is particularly amazing, I think you will definitely be able to enter." Jiang Yufan began to gossip again, "but the important person you just said... who is it? Why didn't I know there was such a person? ?"
"That..." Lezhishi couldn't find a suitable reason to prevaricate, and he was thinking about Song Yu now.
The phone vibrated suddenly, Lezhishi lowered his head to check.
[Brother: Put on the coat. ]
Seeing this sentence, he finally couldn't help but look back.
Song Yu stared at him fixedly, with gentle eyes. Le Zhishi knew very well that this face was the blurred face in his design draft. In order to make him less like Song Yu, Le Zhishi changed the draft several times. But no matter how unrecognizable the change is, the love for him can't be concealed.
He turned his head back, and put his coat on him in accordance with Song Yu's words.
The last person's explanation was over at this time. Everyone around got up and went out, some walked to the back door, and some walked through the front door. Everyone who passed by would always take a look at Song Yu, for several of them in a row. Lezhi couldn't sit still, stood up, walked in Song Yu's direction, and stopped in front of him.
When Lezhi was gone, Jiang Yufan followed him. He saw Song Yu by accident and hurriedly said hello to him, "Senior, why are you here?"
"I heard about the primaries here, come and have a look." Song Yu also stood up and walked out of the classroom side by side with Le Zhishi.
The sky outside will be dark, Jiang Yufan hurried to dine with his girlfriend, and hurried away, saying that he would bring delicious food to Lezhishi to go back to the dormitory at night. There were only two people left, and it was closer to Song Yu when Lezhi.
Song Yu thought he was cold and wanted to take off his coat. Le Zhishi quickly noticed his movements and stopped him, "My coat is very thick." He pressed Song Yu's arm and released it again. , Still walked next to him, and asked the question Jiang Yufan had asked before, "Why are you here?"
But Song Yu gave a different answer.
"Let me see what good you have done with me."
This was a bit ridiculous. Lezhishi felt sorry, and Song Yu was so cute, so she couldn't help touching his arm, "Then what do you think?"
Song Yu didn't laugh this time, nodded slightly, with a serious tone, "I have a sense of design, maybe you can try this business too."
"That's still far away." Le Zhishi felt that this was already a very high compliment, so it was a little fluttering, like a fully inflated hydrogen balloon, floating straight up. Want to hold hands, but people come and go, he must be patient.
Song Yu took him to a very hidden small restaurant, not on campus, but outside his home. Most of those who eat are also residents in the community. He ordered a simmered chicken soup in a clay pot with densely stewed chestnut kernels and orange cordyceps flowers, as well as a large portion of stewed vegetables that Lezhi liked to eat, stuffed in a porcelain soup pot full of Dangdang. A layer of bright spicy oil, sprinkled with some white sesame seeds.
As soon as the hot rice came up, Lezhi Shi scooped a spoonful of fragrant marinade on the rice, mixed it, and stuffed it into his mouth with a big mouthful. The rice with the sauce was springy and delicious. It was very simple. tasty.
The stewed dishes in this restaurant reminded Le Zhishi of the mother-in-law at the entrance of their high school. After only one bite, he thought of the situation of hiding from the rain that day, and the scene of Song Yu holding an umbrella and returning to the corridor to pick him up.
Le Zhishi wondered, maybe he liked Song Yu a little at that time, but he couldn't detect it.
Otherwise, after Song Yu graduated, why would he be afraid of staying alone on that corridor
But if Le Zhishi tries to look back on his feelings, he may really not find the point of change, because he has liked him very much since the day he met Song Yu.
Song Yu ate more than usual, and Le Zhishi asked, "Do you like this restaurant very much? I feel like I have a good appetite."
"I think you will like it." Song Yu explained again, "I didn't have time to eat at noon. I ate together in the evening."
Le Zhishi was very dissatisfied with his saying that he was not responsible for him, "You can't do this, you should tell me if you don't have time to eat, and I can give it to you."
"Your primary election this afternoon."
Song Yu's subtext is very clear, but Lezhishi still doesn't buy it, "Then you should also tell me that there is nothing more important than you."
His voice was a little louder, and the couple at the table next door glanced here, then turned his head.
Song Yu quietly used chopsticks to remove the skin and bones from the chicken, dipped it in the dipping water, and put it in the bowl of Lezhishi, which seemed to show his weakness and comfort. Le Zhishi's voice softened, "You tell me next time."
"I will." Song Yu said solemnly, making Le Zhishi feel better. He ate the chicken that Song Yu gave him, and said, "I will send you a message for three meals a day to remind you."
"good."
Song Yu knew that he didn't need to make Lezhishi worry about the reason for not having a meal, but he couldn't help but wanted to say it, so when he saw Lezhi, he was anxious for him and gave him a rare little temper.
Sometimes Song Yu really needs something like this to prove something, so that he is more and more eager to have a foothold in the heart of Lezhi.
But after all, he still couldn't bear to be anxious, so he added: "It's just because I want to change directions later, maybe I have to change groups, I want to make some results quickly, and pass as soon as possible. It will be fine for a while. "
In fact, it’s not that simple. He stayed in the teacher’s office from three to five thirty. He heard a lot of things that Song Yu didn’t want to hear and had nothing to do with academics, so he almost couldn’t keep up with the primaries when he came to see Lezhi. Luckily, Lezhishi is the second to last.
Le Zhishi knew about Song Yu. He had undertaken a large part of the work in the previous group, and the instructor should be reluctant to let him go.
"Then your mentor agrees?"
Song Yu didn't answer directly, and seemed to be a little emotional.
"To be precise, he is just my undergraduate tutor. I haven't graduated yet, and the work during the master's degree has not started yet. It is impossible to talk about the need for his consent."
Song Yu said again, "The group I wanted to go to is now replaced by another instructor in charge. I should go to him after I get the postgraduate study."
Le Zhishi didn't understand his profession very well, so he didn't ask much, "Anyway, if you don't take good care of yourself, I will be angry."
"You were never angry before." Song Yu said, "except when you were sick."
Le Zhishi thought that he was not angry with Song Yu because he did not have that position.
"I will be angry now, and will lose my temper at you." Le Zhishi put his cheeks, "how?"
"As long as you are not sick, you can lose your temper whatever you want."
When Le Zhishi heard such words, there was no reason to be reluctant, and he couldn't hold back anymore, and he clamped Song Yu's ankle with his calf, and concealed her spoiling.
After a meal, they walked from the door of the family building to the school and held hands on the dark path for three minutes. The time was short, and a thin layer of sweat appeared on the palms of Coke Zhishi's hands. Maybe it's both.
When I walked through Mei Cao, I saw movies playing in the open air and people in the ebony river. Lezhishi only remembered today Friday.
"Many people." As he walked, he looked in the direction of the screen, and he could vaguely see the faces of the male and female protagonists. It was a European and American romance film.
Song Yu just glanced at his expression and knew that Lezhishi wanted to check it out. So he didn't discuss it, and went straight in that direction, and Lezhishi was like a small animal that was inseparable from its owner, rushing to his side as soon as it deviated from the course, and then posted Song Yu's. arm.
"Are we going to the movies?" His tone was a little excited.
"Um."
There were a lot of people. When Song Yu stretched out his hand to embrace Lezhi for a while, there was no place to sit around. They had to stand, standing at the end of the crowd. The protagonist and heroine in the movie stroll along the river bank at dusk, talking about a book that both of them like. The heroine unexpectedly changed the subject, saying that today is her birthday, while Lezhishi foolishly talks to the screen, "It's a coincidence, tomorrow is my birthday."
Song Yu raised the corners of his mouth, smoothed out Lezhishi's wind-blown hair, put on a hat and sweater coat for him, said that he wanted to buy some water, and asked Lezhishi if he wanted something.
Le Zhishi shook his head, and rarely asked him to come back.
There were more and more people around, and everyone was crowded in the dark. Many of them were couples. Lezhishi even saw Qin Yan’s back in the corner on the right side of the screen, but his head was crowded and he couldn’t see it. Qing, standing on tiptoe and tilting his head, when he saw Qin Yan again, the guy suspected of Qin Yan was kissing his girlfriend.
Le Zhishi's face was a little hot, and he felt that he was peeping. He fell on his tiptoe and couldn't stand firmly. He accidentally leaned back and was supported by a hand on his waist. Before he looked back, he knew it was Song Yu.
"You're back?"
Song Yu nodded. There was no water in the convenience store bag in his hand, only a box of cheesecake.
"Don't you like sweets?" Le Zhishi took out the cake box and opened it. The milk smell was very strong.
"I bought it for you." Song Yu said again, "the only cake that does not contain flour. Your birthday cake tomorrow mom said she would make it and send it over."
"I know." Le Zhishi picked up the plastic spoon and wanted to scoop a spoonful, but Song Yu stopped it. On the screen, the male lead sang a happy birthday song for the female lead. Song Yu said to Le Zhishi, "Can you celebrate your birthday one day earlier?"
His request was unreasonable and somewhat sloppy. No one would take a small cake that was more than ten dollars bought from the fresh-keeping cabinet of a convenience store, and ask the person he likes whether it is a birthday, no gifts, and no surprises.
But Lezhishi happened to be the one who would definitely agree.
"Okay." Le Zhishi stood in the cold wind and the crowd, smiling sweetly. On the big screen not far away, the male protagonist took out a lighter and lit the flame. He took this as a candle and handed it to the female protagonist. He said to make a wish.
The light from the screen shone on Lezhishi’s face, and he asked Song Yu: “Without candles, do we still wish?”
"Yes." Song Yu took out a box of 100 alcohol biscuits from his pocket. If Lezhi Shi did not mention the wish, he would never expose this stupid method to him. He did not want to admit that he was looking for one. The substitute for a candle stayed at the convenience store for another five minutes.
He put a slender matcha-flavored cookie on the cake and said, "This is the candle."
Le Zhishi didn't refute, closed his eyes with a smile, opened them again, and then played realistically. When the function of the candle was used up, Song Yu drew out the biscuit, "You can't eat this."
"Is it delicious?" Le Zhishi asked curiously.
"General." Song Yu didn't want him to be greedy, even though Lezhishi was no longer a kid who couldn't eat and cry.
Le Zhishi took a bite of the cake and then fed Song Yu a bite. The heroes and heroines in the movie also passed that simple birthday.
"Why do you want to go ahead?" Lezhishi asked vaguely.
Song Yu stood quietly for a while, looking into the distance, "There will be a lot of people tomorrow, and everyone will come to celebrate your birthday."
Only then did Le Zhishi understand that he just wanted to spend his birthday with him alone, even if he was really busy, there was no time to eat, everything was very temporary and sloppy, but he still wanted it.
"It's so cold, so cold." Le Zhishi deliberately said loudly, some people around turned to look at him, and then he pulled off Song Yu's coat as if he was deliberately making fun of him, and went in by himself, "Let me Cover it."
Song Yu felt strange at first, seeing the onlookers smiling at them, then turned his head back to watch the movie. It was completely dark, and not many people cared about their actions.
Le Zhishi slid into his arms face to face, and hugged his waist in his coat. It didn't last long, and he quickly let go.
"Then am I nineteen years old now?"
A smile appeared on Song Yu's lips, "Forget it."
He raised his hand and touched Pile Zhishi's forehead, his eyes a little out of focus, "I still remember how you looked like nine years old."
"Is it only nine years old?" Le Zhishi raised his head and asked him.
"I also remember three years old, four years old, five years old..." Song Yu thought for a while, "I seem to remember all of them."
Lezhishi thought, perhaps in his eyes, he will always be a child.
"Song Yu." Le Zhishi called his name again, moved closer, and spoke in the noisy voices and dialogues, his voice was very soft, like a wish.
"When we were brothers, you were the elder brother, I was the younger brother, and we were not equal. I need your care, you don't need anything."
Song Yujing listened quietly and looked into his eyes.
"Not anymore. I am your boyfriend and you are mine. We are equal."
"I need you, can you also need me?"