This question made Lezhishi no longer sleepy.
He guessed that Song Yu would not answer, so he thought about the answer by himself.
So far, they are still illiterate underground romances. When Le Zhishi did not and could not tell anyone familiar with them that they were Song Yu’s lover, to a girl who was close to Song Yu’s blind date, especially the daughter of a mentor, was involved. Song Yu's studies, this answer is even more inappropriate.
"I have lived in his house since I was a kid."
Le Zhishi’s rhetoric was a bit too brief, and Zhang Siyun couldn’t help being curious, "Eh? Why?"
"Because my parents are gone, um... My father was good friends with Song Yu's father before he was alive."
"God. Sorry, I didn't mean it."
Seeing the sadness on Zhang Siyun's face and a trace of sympathy that was not obvious, I felt complicated when I was happy to know.
"It's okay, it's nothing. They passed away very early on. I don't remember them very much."
In order to alleviate the guilt of others, he said something against his heart, trying to maintain a smile on his face, and did not want to be understood as an adopted brother, "but I am a host, there is no legal relationship, we... We just grew up Grow up together."
His "just" refers to the previous sentence, because he is selfish and does not want Zhang Siyun to feel that he is really Song Yu's younger brother. But to Song Yu, the series of answers seemed to clarify something bad.
Song Yu looked ahead, and the strong wind blew the leaves into the sky.
He didn't know if he wanted them to land, or if he wanted them to float forever.
"Well, no wonder he takes care of you like this. I feel that your relationship is particularly good. You may be closer than many brothers." After saying that, Zhang Siyun smiled and looked at Song Yu, "It's really too congested here. It's noon. I invite you to dinner as a gift."
"No need." Song Yu declined, "It's just a small matter."
Zhang Siyun did not insist on the invitation directly, but let it go strategically, "Let's talk about it later."
"Oh, by the way, my dad talked to me about your graduation thesis. I heard that you have basically completed it. Thanks to my dad, I read some of your writing and I am also very interested in your topic selection... "
She looks more charming when she talks about professional topics, and she talks mostly about things that she didn't know much about when Lezhi.
In the past, Lezhi wanted to sleep when he encountered something that he didn't understand, but sitting here today, he couldn't sleep at all.
When faced with academic questions, Song Yu would not be as silent as he would deal with private questions, and would basically answer them. Zhang Siyun was a person who raised questions very well.
After going back and forth, he didn't seem to be as embarrassed at first. Song Yu didn't continue his grievances against Professor Zhang into the car, but kept a distance, and talked with Miss Zhang like two academic colleagues.
Le Zhishi listened silently. He wanted to say something but couldn't get in. He had a specialty in Shuye, so he could only follow the compliment of Song Yu, and then looked at the crowded traffic ahead, staring at the license plate number of the car in front of him. .
"This is very valuable." Zhang Siyun praised Song Yu's innovation without hesitation.
"Someone has done it before." Song Yu said lightly, "I just followed."
"If you follow my father to complete the following research, you will have a lot of results." Zhang Siyun leaned on the back seat and exclaimed in a lovely tone, "Ah, sure enough, smart men are the sexiest."
Le Zhishi felt a little cold, as if there was a faint air leak, but he was convinced that he was the only one who felt that way, so he had to shrink into the cotton clothes and leaned quietly for a while, finally opened his eyes and asked Song Yu weakly. , "Can I watch anime for a while?"
"Didn't it mean that there is no update?" Song Yu looked at him, "and it's easy to get motion sickness when looking at his mobile phone in the car."
"It's okay, I want to watch it again." He took out the headphones and put them on by himself, and said to Zhang Siyun, "I'll watch the video for a while, and you can talk first."
Seeing Zhang Siyun smile, he turned back when Lezhi, watched the video alone, and adjusted the voice loudly.
In fact, he has watched this episode four times, and there is really nothing left to watch. It only takes 20 minutes in total, and even the dialogue can be memorized. Obviously it is a very funny and lively plot. I probably watched it too many times, and I didn't feel much anymore when I was Lezhi.
He was wearing headphones, and he could hear Zhang Siyun smiling vaguely. He was very happy. He also wanted to hear what would make him so happy, but the other himself stopped this idea.
After one episode was finished, he clicked on to the previous episode, pretending that it was not over yet, but it had already arrived, Song Yu stopped the car.
Lezhishi took off his earphones and unfastened his seat belt. He heard Zhang Siyun’s suggestion, “It’s all here. Look, there is a good western restaurant over there. It has been open for many years. I will invite you to eat.”
Zhang Siyun smiled and pointed to the watch on his wrist, "It's a bit late now, can you be hungry, can you let your brother be hungry too?"
Lezhishi was distracted, a little dazed, when he heard them talking about himself, he nodded in a daze, "I can do it."
Song Yu looked at him, but didn't want to go, but finally refused.
Zhang Siyun did not force it, and took over the suitcase in Song Yu's hand, "You now let me owe you a meal, and I will have to find a way to pay it back next time."
Before leaving, she proposed to exchange contact information, but she was wise to add Lezhishi's first, and then said to him, "You can directly push me your brother's WeChat. Your hands are so cold, I won't scan the code. "
After she left, Le Zhishi hesitated for a long time, but silently pushed Song Yu's WeChat over, and then turned off the lock screen.
Le Zhishi thought that Zhang Siyun is indeed a person who is generous and good at chasing people. He is not deadly stalking, knows how to make progress gradually, and that innate self-confidence is also very attractive, as if he has never failed in front of anyone. That's why he is so confident, even if he encounters Song Yu's indifferent character, he can do it step by step with confidence.
As long as I can have her speaking skills, I may not be able to haunt Song Yu for so many years.
But the next second, he comforted himself again, Song Yu liked fools.
"Are you hungry? There is a mall in front, and there should be many restaurants in it."
When Lezhi said he was not hungry, and he said yes, he went there to eat.
They entered a Thai restaurant, Song Yu ordered as usual, but this time he ate very little while Lezhi, desserts and drinks were almost unchanged.
"You have a bad appetite today."
Lezhishi smiled, "I have eaten too much in the morning." He began to count the types of his breakfast.
After listening to Song Yujing quietly, she raised her eyes to look at him, "Aren't you happy?"
Le Zhishi lowered his head and took a bite of pudding, "No, I'm just getting motion sick."
Song Yu paused, as if thinking seriously about what to say, "She and I will have no further possibility. This is entirely their own opinion."
"I didn't think there would be." Le Zhishi's voice was very soft, as if floating.
He felt as if he had been seen through by Song Yu. Although he was used to this, he didn't want Song Yu to feel that he was someone who couldn't tolerate sand in his eyes.
He wasn't originally. There are countless people who like Song Yu since childhood. He has been listening to Song Yu's gossip, receiving love letters for him, and even conveying confession since he was in middle school. He has long been used to it.
Even if Zhang Siyun asked him to help pursue Song Yu today, it would be difficult for Lezhishi to refuse.
Seeing that he stopped talking, Song Yujing stayed for a few seconds. He felt a little disappointed when he thought of Lezhishi saying that they just grew up together in the car, but he still said to Lezhishi gently, "You don't actually need to explain so much to her. ."
Le Zhishi knew that he was talking about the relationship between them. He lowered his head, as if in a daze. After a while, he asked in a very soft voice, "Then what should I do? Just like you do not say anything, or just tell her that you are my boyfriend, please She stops showing you good, and asks her father not to interfere."
"I'm not naive enough to get out of the closet in front of your mentor because of my possessiveness."
"Lele..." Song Yu stretched out his hand, covering the back of his hand. Lezhishi did not refuse.
His unhappiness didn't last long. Hearing Song Yu calling him, Le Zhishi suddenly felt that he was too much. What he said just now must have made Song Yu uncomfortable, so he quickly let go of his emotions.
"Sorry, brother." Lezhishi smiled, "I didn't mean that."
The phone vibrated, and Lezhishi checked it. It was Zhang Siyun's news.
[Monica: Little handsome guy~ I just joined him, thank you for picking me up with Song Yu today. Sister will go to school tomorrow and bring you delicious food! ]
Lezhishi bowed his head back to the news.
[Le Zhishi: No, I didn’t do anything]
[Monica: I want it. By the way, what kind of cake does Song Yu like? I think he has just celebrated his birthday recently, and thinking of making a cake for him would be considered appropriate. ]
"Who are you chatting with?" Song Yu asked, "Zhang Siyun?"
"Stop talking to her." Song Yu said again.
"Added a few sentences." Lezhishi lowered his head as usual, and gave Zhang Siyun a very pertinent suggestion.
[Le Zhishi: He doesn't eat desserts, coffee might be more appropriate. ]
After finishing the meal, Lezhishi said he was going back, and there was a class in the afternoon.
Song Yu settled the bill and returned to the underground parking lot with Le Zhishi. After holding him for a long time, he received a call from his father after getting in the car.
When he spoke, his brows kept frowning, "It was delivered home, no..."
The car was very quiet. When Lezhi, I felt that my hearing ability seemed to be enlarged. I heard some words vaguely and sensitively. Putting it together, I probably asked Zhang Siyun's personality.
"Character is not clear as soon as we meet... I don't think it is appropriate." Song Yu explained to the other end of the phone, "We only talked about academic issues."
"Well, I see, I'm driving, so I won't talk anymore."
At the school gate, Song Yu didn't open the door, as if he and Le Zhishi were locked in the car. It took a long time to speak, "Le Le, don't be sad."
The tone of his words made Le Zhishi think of what Song Yu said before, "As long as you are not sick, you can lose your temper whatever you want."
But he didn't think he could, not to mention he really didn't have a temper.
"I'm not sad, really." Lezhishi felt that his current emotions were not at all sad, and it was much better than before that he understood that Song Yu had to live with others. After all, he now knows that Song Yu loves him. No one else.
He noticed that Song Yu's cell phone was on again. It was Professor Zhang, but he didn't speak. Instead, Song Yu felt a little bit of pain. It feels like everyone is pressing on him step by step, including myself.
He touched Song Yu's arm, then crossed the armrest box between them and hugged him gently, trying to comfort him.
Le Zhishi wanted to say that he liked him very much, but finally hesitated and didn't say anything.
He put himself in Song Yu's perspective and thought that hearing his likes at this time was probably a kind of pressure.
Compared with Song Yu's unhappiness, the awkwardness in Le Zhishi's heart seemed to be getting smaller and smaller, and it almost disappeared in the end, leaving only the tiny bits and pieces.
Song Yu calmed down, and the phone vibration disappeared. He kissed Lezhishi's face and said that he loved him very much. Finally, he went to class when Lezhishi was playing.
Zhang Siyun came to school the next day and sent Lezhishi a landscape she took, and then said that he bought him a cake. Le Zhishi couldn't talk about her allergies, so she went to the place she agreed to go to the cake, and expressed her gratitude to him very seriously.
Zhang Siyun smiled and waved his hand to tell him to be polite, and when he saw him wearing the plush home clothes, he proposed to send him back to the dormitory. The two continued to walk for a while and talked about some topics.
"Has your brother always been this unsmiling character?"
"Right." Le Zhishi said softly again, "he is not my brother."
"Oh yes, I'm a bit sloppy." Zhang Siyun laughed, "I think he and I have quite a common language. It may be because of the close professionalism, so let's talk about it, but if you use you as a reference, I think the task of communication is still very ambitious."
Lezhishi thought of their conversation in the car and thought it was indeed the case. His thoughts seemed to be dull, and after a few seconds, he asked quietly: "Sister Si Yun, do you like Song Yu?"
"Am I too obvious?" Zhang Siyun's eyes widened, his tone became lighter, and he smiled cutely, "You know what? He is really my type. Although his personality is a bit cold, it doesn't interfere. I think he should be the kind of person who will be very gentle after dating. His attitude towards you is very nice, he should be very soft inside."
Lezhishi even wanted to say yes, you are right. But he didn't.
When he got downstairs, Lezhishi said goodbye to Zhang Siyun, went upstairs alone, and shared the expensive cake he received with his roommate.
He dipped a little bit of cream with his fingers and tasted it. It was delicious, which cannot be denied.
Winter is getting closer and closer, the wind is falling on the face, like the blade of a soft knife, it has rained again these few days, the temperature has dropped faster, Lezhishi worked hard to keep warm, but still had a stuffy nose. He was afraid of getting sick, but he found that he would do whatever he was afraid of.
In addition, he has another very mysterious discovery-once people notice something and put one thing in their eyes, they will definitely encounter it continuously.
For example, I ran into Zhang Siyun and Song Yu in a deserted cafe on campus. As soon as he entered, he saw Song Yu's back. The two were sitting at the same table and talking face to face, but they still looked very good. Zhang Siyun was beautiful and straightforward, and the rules of communication were beyond reproach.
Le Zhishi stood at the door and did not continue to step forward. He excused that it was not warm here, and pulled Jiang Yufan and Shen Mi away to go to another study site.
Later, he went to the circle of friends of Sister Song Yu's laboratory, and he added it when sending snowflakes.
[I feel that Junior Brother Gao Lingzhi Bingshan in the laboratory is expected to be melted by enthusiasm. ]
Later, it was Lin Rong's phone call. She saw Zhang Siyun's speech video from nowhere, and when she shared it with Lezhi, she rarely praised that she was better than she thought.
"The big professor's daughter is still different, isn't it Lele?"
Le Zhishi said yes, and some arrogantly talked about each other's strengths, "The personality is also very good, very beautiful, and very capable, and I can talk to my brother in terms of professionalism."
"There is still a chance. You should persuade your brother not to be too cold when you associate with girls. It is easy for girls to feel wronged."
Le Zhishi could understand Lin Rong's words. After all, he had experienced it personally, but he still asked unwillingly, "What if my brother doesn't like her?"
Lin Rong thought Song Yu told him, "Really, the brother said it? Oh, I think this girl is already very good. But this is not something I can control. Maybe your brother will change his mind after a while. Go to someone else's house."
Lezhi Shi did not say any more.
His love didn't end because of the sudden addition of a girl.
They send messages, chat as usual, eat and study together, and hug and kiss in the dark corner of the campus, but Song Yu can feel the changes in Lezhi.
He became more sensible and obedient than before. Don't ask anything about Zhang Siyun, don't show any unhappy side, take the initiative to share jokes and interesting things around Song Yu, all the intimate actions towards Song Yu are like giving away his few energy.
Song Yu asked him to stay in the apartment, and Le Zhishi also readily agreed. But he couldn't sleep well all night.
When Le Zhishi was sleeping soundly, he was very relaxed. He would press Song Yu's arm unscrupulously, but he was not the most recent one. He adjusted his posture very carefully, breathing very lightly.
When he got up in the morning, Song Yu kissed his forehead and asked him how he was sleeping. He pursed his lips and smiled, his eyes were bent, and his expression sincerely said that he was sleeping soundly. Then he hugged him, as if he was afraid of losing his life. Look like.
When others were present, someone would joke between him and Zhang Siyun, calling her a "new beauty", and Lezhishi would also nod in response, saying that she was indeed beautiful. But in no one's corner, in each other's apartment, Lezhishi would hug him over and over again, keep getting close to him, and even take the initiative to invite him, as if he hoped to get and prove something from the close contact.
Song Yu wanted to possess Lezhishi from the beginning of adolescence, but it was not such a Lezhishi.
At the group meeting on Monday, Professor Zhang called Song Yu "his family" in front of everyone. He got up uncomfortably and left the meeting directly with the excuse of going to the bathroom.
Want to vomit.
All this made him breathless, like a huge net that covered Song Yu inside, while Lezhishi was desperately living outside the net. If Lezhi was a little headstrong, complained to him or lost his temper, Song Yu would not feel sad.
But in fact, the second time Zhang Siyun came to school, Song Yu politely but clearly stated that he did not intend to fall in love.
The first time she went to the laboratory, Song Yu couldn't stop it. After all, it was her father's laboratory.
But he also couldn't stand this forced meeting and arrangement.
Song Yu wanted to say something in person, but Zhang Siyun felt that the conversation should be found in a suitable place for the conversation, such as a coffee shop on campus.
"You speak absolutely, as if love is a career plan for you." Zhang Siyun didn't feel so disappointed when he heard this, but he laughed directly, pinching the silver spoon with his fingers and gently stirring the person in front of him. Coffee, but his eyes looked at Song Yu who was sitting opposite.
"You guessed it, I like you very much, so you can reject me more directly. You don't look like someone who speaks tactfully."
"But..." Zhang Siyun put his hand on his cheek, "Since you are single, I should also have the opportunity to pursue you."
"I'm not single." Song Yu calmly stated to her, with a firm tone, "I have someone in love, and I love him very much and care about his thoughts."
Zhang Siyun paused, as if thinking about something. She tried to read a trace of lying evidence from Song Yu's face, but there was no evidence. Song Yu was determined as if there was only one person in this life, and she was infatuated.
"So that's it." She smiled generously, "Then I will put aside my pursuit plan for the time being and be honest with friends. Although I'm really curious about what kind of girl you would like, but I don't think you think too much about it. Say more."
She plucked the long hair on her shoulders, and tapped her nail-painted fingers on the table lightly, "Song Yu, are you dating a girl your parents don't like? It looks like they are completely obscured. , How else would it be my turn?"
"Are you really not going to talk to your parents?"
Song Yu thinks that the time is more ripe, at least after he graduates, after he repeatedly confirms Lezhi, he really won't regret it for himself.
But he regrets a bit now.
He wanted to show at this moment, but how he should deal with himself after Lezhishi, and whether the person in front of him can be trusted.
Very untimely, Song Yu thought of Xu Qichen from the past, and his chest began to tingle.
He was afraid of being hurt by the slightest bit when Lezhi.
Seeing his silence, Zhang Siyun said in a puzzled manner: "If you secretly fall in love, the other party will be wronged anyway. No matter how much you care, you can't avoid your parents' matching, such as me."
She recalled how Song Yu had called her Miss Zhang coldly when she first met. Now she feels very reasonable. No boy can stand being forced by his parents and mentors to meet another girl with a lover, let alone Song Yu. The proud of heaven.
She couldn't help laughing, and then sighed, "Song Yu, a good person like you, many people are staring. If you reject a Miss Zhang, there may be Miss Wang, Miss Li, and Miss Yang. Your girlfriend can take it. It took a few toss."
The author has something to say:
After Song Yu returned to school, she was forced to meet Ms. Zhang twice. The first time Ms. Zhang went to the laboratory (he couldn't hide). The second time was the coffee shop rejected Ms. Zhang.
What Lele encountered was the second refusal scene. In fact, most of the stimuli he received came from other people around him, but other people did it unknowingly without knowing it.
I don’t write a sweet article tag. From the very beginning, the supporting role that was laid out was brought out by the campus violence line and the rain show in the previous chapters. Everyone should be able to understand that this is not a background in which the same sex is accepted completely indiscriminately. Similar to the present, coming out is not so simple now.
In addition, I wrote this book in a brief introduction and it was not a force to accept. I don't know why this chapter is still controversial, and I am a little confused.
Lele was originally not a "completely optimistic and confident" personality. If you think it is, there should be a misunderstanding. On the surface, he is very happy. In fact, he lacks a sense of security and needs a strong close dependence. Since childhood, he sticks to his brother and goes to his brother's university. Looking for him, I have separation anxiety, like the collapse of my brother, and even have skin hunger at some point, and ask and ask my brother. These are the real happy times under the surface. The reason for this is very simple, because Lezhishi has nothing but himself.
Can a foster family take in for a lifetime? Can love last forever? These are hard to say.
Can a person with little possession have the confidence to reject others at any time? It's difficult, so Lezhishi is always the one who satisfies others. Whether it is a friend or a lover.
He can talk about death without obstacles, because he thinks it's easy, accidents are unpredictable, and that's how his parents left. So he cherishes the Song family very much. This is an easter egg he has obtained that does not belong to him. The more warmth he gains, the more insecure he will feel. It's fine if there is no one. Once you have a little bit, you are afraid of losing it.
I saw someone saying that if his parents weren't dead, they should be as confident as Miss Zhang. Yes, there is a big difference between whether there are parents around or not. If Lezhishi had it, then he would have very superior conditions. His father, a journalist, and his mother were kind and gentle. He grew up spoiled, with a cute face and character, talent and ability, which is perfect.
The cruel thing is that he didn't become such a person in the end. This was a rift caused by a lifetime of imperfections in his life.
Sensitive, consider others more than oneself, innocent and kind, and sometimes treat oneself cruelly, this is the time to be happy.