Lezhishi's condition is not very good. After the doctor's diagnosis, he believes that in addition to fever, depression and anxiety are also the main triggers for the onset of the disease.
"The emotional ups and downs can't be so big. The child has been sick for such a long time. You should know." The doctor wrote the medical records and said to Song Jin and Lin Rong, "The cyanosis of the nails has not disappeared when I came here. You are a dad. Mother, pay more attention to the child’s psychology. Asthma is a disease, psychological care is sometimes more important than the body."
The two of them kept nodding their heads. When Lin Rong heard the words "depressive mood", her heart felt pain, and she couldn't imagine that this kind of word could be connected with Lezhishi.
Lezhishi was staying in the hospital. During that time, Lin Rong did not open a shop and went to guard every day. He hardly went home at night and slept on a small spring bed in the ward. Song Yu came to change with her, and was urged by her to go back to school and busy with graduation.
It's like going back to childhood, this feeling is very familiar to Lezhishi. While Lin Rong would talk to him, he would peel the fruit without hurriedly. Apples and pears were cut into bunny shapes, pineapples were cut into small fans, and the red pomelo was peeled, and he made a portion without knowing it. Fruit plate, then put a small fork and put it in front of Lezhishi.
Because he was accompanied by Lin Rong, he didn't hate being hospitalized when he was a child, but he didn't like the smell of the hospital.
In the past, Lin Rong would watch anime with Lezhishi in the ward together, but Lezhishi’s favorite anime is the young man. Lin Rong always picks the emotional line in it, and asks him from time to time, this boy and that girl are a pair. NS? Do they like each other
When I was young, Lezhi always said solemnly that they didn't have time to fall in love, and they had to become very strong.
Nowadays, Le Zhishi is more about watching TV series with Lin Rong. When she sees excitement, she will make a very admiring voice like a little girl, and then tell Le Zhishi that your Uncle Song will not make these bells and whistles. But he is still very gentle.
In the past few days in the hospital, the TV in the ward happened to be broadcasting an idol drama, and the two of them often watched while eating snacks.
When seeing the male lead making a surprise for the female lead, Lin Rong bit off a sweet potato chip, pinched the remaining half in his hand, and stared at the TV to ask Le Zhishi.
"Is brother romantic?"
The tone of her words was as natural as when she complained about Uncle Song.
But Lezhi Shi was stunned. In the past two days, they opened up and said a lot, but almost tacitly avoided the details of their exchanges. Le Zhishi was afraid that speaking out would make Lin Rong sad.
He didn't expect Lin Rong to ask suddenly, and thought he had heard it wrong.
Seeing Lezhi, there was no response, Lin Rong turned her face again and looked at him with an expression of "I knew it", "Brother doesn't know how to fall in love, right?"
Lezhishi's face became hot again, and his tongue began to knot, "Ah, I... brother he..."
Lin Rong laughed. "It scares you. He bullies you. If he bullies you, you have to tell me."
"No, no." Le Zhishi almost overturned the fruit plate on the quilt, and quickly held it on, and then explained to Lin Rong with red ears, "Brother is very good, he is very gentle and romantic..."
"Really?" Lin Rong looked gossip, "I can't tell at all!"
Seeing this expression, Lezhishi seemed to be inspired a little bit, and searched for evidence that could convince Lin Rong, "Really, my brother is very romantic. He brings me small gifts every time he goes out for homework."
"Really?" Lin Rong nodded, "As expected of my son. What gift for you?"
"Stone." Lezhishi added, "Very expensive stone."
Lin Rong chuckles and laughs. When she sees Lezhi, she becomes ignorant and feels more amused, "My dear, that's you. You won't think Song Yu is romantic for another person."
Le Zhishi blinked a few times quickly and argued hard, "Auntie Rong, the stone he sent is really beautiful. He picked it up by himself. I will bring it back to you next time. He even gave it to me. Sunflower, he will be by my side every time I need him."
"I don't think he was picking a stone, he picked a treasure." Lin Rong also ate the remaining half of the sweet potato chips. "Oh, to be precise, his dad picked it up for him."
Advertisements began to be shown on the TV. Lin Rong was about to change channels, and when she heard Lezhi said, "And there will no longer be someone writing that kind of letter like my brother..."
Lin Rong paused when she pressed her hand on the remote control, and there was a pain in her heart. She was silent for a few seconds and then smiled, "Yes, only people who love you very much will do this. Especially for people like your brother who has never lacked anything since childhood, it is difficult to have what you really want. Once you have it, It should be difficult to let go. He tried very hard to suppress himself, I understand..."
She turned her face and touched Lezhishi's hair, "I said a lot in front of you to make my brother find a girlfriend. You should be sad at that time."
Le Zhishi first shook his head subconsciously, but he couldn't deceive Lin Rong.
"I don't really want to do anything, I just think my brother is so lonely." Lin Rong smiled, "Now I can rest assured."
"But..." Lezhishi said with some difficulty, "We can't get married, and there won't be..."
Before he could finish, Lin Rong said carelessly, "Why can't we get married? You can have a wedding in the courtyard of Yang and Qizhe. The marriage certificate is just a piece of paper. Back then, your dad and I weren't..." He said smoothly, and quickly changed it, "I and you Uncle Song, we both ran away elopement. Your dad drove us to a small garden. When we got married, we were the three of us. He was the witness. , Took out a crumpled piece of paper and read a bunch of words that are not four or six. At that time, even the ring was bought with your dad's money."
As he said, Lin Rong lowered his head and smiled, "Really funny, at that time I was not afraid of heaven and earth, so I followed Song Jin with all my heart. To get the certificate, Le Yi wrote a handwritten one. I really got the certificate, and I didn’t think it was new. It’s not as new as your dad wrote."
Listening to Lin Rong, I seemed to be able to see the scene when Lezhi, and I wanted to meet his father at that time.
"It doesn't matter." Lin Rong pulled the conversation back. "And I don't want to have children anymore. I will be a grandmother as soon as I have a child. God, I can't imagine it." She touched her face, "I I still feel very small. I don't want to be a grandmother."
Le Zhishi was amused by her.
"But in the future, life is very stable..." Lin Rong touched his arm, "You can adopt children. There are too many poor children in this world, and you can save one by adopting one."
Le Zhishi lowered his eyebrows, and his mood was difficult to calm down. In the past, he had imagined many possibilities after a showdown with Song Yu’s parents, and his expectations would not be too good. He could not imagine that he would sit here, listening to Lin Rong’s ridicule and comfort, and even plan for their future. Life.
He put the fruit bowl aside, leaned over and leaned on Lin Rong's shoulder obediently, hugged her, his movements were full of dependence. Lin Rong also hugged him, and when she wrapped Lezhi with her warm and soft perfume, she said to him cherishedly, "Be with brother. He loves you very much and can’t do without you. We are now understood."
"We love you too, so don't think about leaving anymore, okay?"
Le Zhishi nodded and said yes, after a long time, he said grimly: "Aunt Rong, I can't do without you. I also love you and uncle very much."
It is always difficult to say love between family members.
On the one hand it feels heavy, on the other hand it feels hypocritical. It seems that life should be tacky, like a constant step forward, landing on the ground. But three meals a day, all year round, every inch of time that passes is engraved with traces of love.
In the evening, Song Yu came, just as Lin Rong was going back to bring marshmallows and oranges for a medical examination, and the two changed shifts.
There was no one else in the single ward. Song Yu came in with a bunch of flowers, and gently closed the door. When he saw Lezhi, he was sitting on the bed wearing headphones and writing coursework in a notebook. The air-conditioning in the room was very warm. The loose hospital gown was on him, and the slender neck that was exposed was pale in color. His brown hair that had grown to the chin line was half pulled up and tied to the back of his head. There was only a soft arc. The broken hair still fell on his face.
He has very little strength to type on the keyboard, and he licks his lips when he concentrates, which is very cute.
Song Yu pulled out a white snow mountain rose, raised his hand and threw it on the hospital bed, unbiasedly falling into Le Zhishi's arms. He looked at a flower that suddenly appeared with some confusion, picked it up, and looked forward in confusion, only to see Song Yu standing in front of him, wearing a plaid coat, no glasses, and holding a large bouquet of white flowers in one hand. Flower, the corners of the mouth are slightly raised.
Le Zhishi smiled at him with a half-upward face, "You look like you are going to a wedding."
When Song Yu walked to the bed and handed the flowers to Lezhi, he seemed to be explaining something, "This is a beautiful bouquet in the flower shop. I just bought it casually."
But this doesn't seem casual at all. The light-colored gauze paper is filled with snow-white roses, cream-white ranunculus, freesia and gypsophila, which resembles a wedding bouquet, and is also very suitable for a pure white ward. Le Zhishi liked it very much, so he stretched out a hand to touch Song Yu's wrist, but Song Yu held it back.
Looking down at the blue-purple pinhole on the back of Le Zhishi's hand, Song Yu rubbed his fingertips very lightly, clasping his fingers.
"Good news or better news, which one would you like to hear?"
"Okay." Lezhishi didn't hesitate, "The better ones should be put in the end."
Song Yu took his hand and said, "I don't need to postpone it. Professor Zhang promised that I would not be stuck with my graduation due to personal affairs, and I would go through the normal process, and I would not have to work in his group from now on. I have officially joined Professor He. Group now."
Le Zhishi happily hugged Song Yu and put his arm around him, "Great, I have been worried about your graduation. Now that I am fine, there is no need to change the topic." He also had some questions, "Why Teacher Zhang Suddenly changed your mind?"
"Zhang Siyun did it." Song Yu touched Le Zhishi's back. "She knew that Lao Zhang was holding a graduation card. She thought he was despicable, so she threatened him by going back to the United States, and by the way got her free love and free marriage back. Initiative."
Le Zhishi whispered in admiration, "As expected of her."
"And she has a date at the speed of light." Song Yu simply described, "Is a Spanish student."
Le Zhishi wowed again, his eyes lit up, and Song Yu was soon beaten unceremoniously, "What are you excited about?"
"I'm not excited."
"Your eyes are bright." Song Yu raised his eyebrows.
Le Zhishi leaned on him and explained to him in a low voice with a nasal sound of a cold, "I'm just curious about what it looks like..."
"It's not as good as you, don't look at it." Song Yu brought him the flowers on the table and pulled the quilt up.
"Is there another good news?" Le Zhishi had not forgotten, and grabbed Song Yu by the sleeve. "The better one."
Song Yu put his hands back into the quilt. The twilight of early winter shines through the glass window, illuminating Lezhishi's skin transparently, and the fine hairs on his face are faintly visible, as well as his light brown pupils, which are as clear as amber.
"Yesterday Dad took me to visit Uncle Le's grave."
It is said to be a tomb, but in fact it is just a burial mound, but Song Jin arranged the tombstones of him and his wife next to the two elders who died young in Lejia. They are sad when they are afraid of Lezhi, and they rarely take Lezhi to go, but the Song family and his wife go there at least twice a year, and they will talk about it when something good happens. It is like a tree hole with no reply.
Le Zhishi hummed very softly. Song Yu continued: "He told his uncle and aunt about us."
As a father, Song Jin apologized to two late friends on behalf of his son, and also made a promise that he would supervise Song Yu and let him take good care of Lezhi Shi.
"He said at the time," Song Yu conveyed, "After Olivia was pregnant, you also joked that if you were a daughter, you would just decide to kiss the baby. Having a son-in-law like Xiaoyu is definitely a great advantage. There may be something wrong. We expected it to be different, but Xiaoyu now is better than when he was a child, and I hope you can accept him."
Le Zhishi was a little eager to hear and wanted to laugh a little, "You can say these things with no expression on your face and praise yourself. You won't be embarrassed."
"It's just a retelling, without any processing." Song Yu held his hand, "Do you know what I was thinking?"
"What?" Le Zhishi looked at him.
"You were engaged to me when you were still in your mother's belly."
Le Zhishi was a little embarrassed, "You are processing now. Uncle said that it is a baby boy."
Song Yu raised his eyebrows indifferently, "Similarly. Anyway, you were already mine in the embryonic period."
These four words are simply too suitable for Song Yu, Lezhishi thought.
"I'm beginning to suspect that you are talking about this as better news, all for boasting and exaggeration."
Song Yu shook his head, and grasped Lezhishi’s hand and squeezed, "No. Dad is willing to take me there, indicating that he accepts us, and hopes that his uncles and aunts can accept it. He said that although outsiders’ eyes cannot be controlled, at least they must With the blessings of parents."
Song Yu said, the expression on his face was also a little sad, "he also said, because the last time I went to see your design competition, after returning that night, he and my mother watched Brokeback Mountain together. They were all sad. Especially when I learned about us later, I always thought of the final plot of the movie."
After that, Song Yu kissed the back of Lezhishi's hand, and kissed the pinholes and veins on the bones, "We are very lucky."
Le Zhishi nodded.
They overdrawn their unreliable sweetness under the dense dark clouds, waiting for the worst for the storm, and finally waiting for a dense drizzle, moistening things silently.
Song Yu didn't say that he was in front of Le Yi and Olivia's tomb, and he changed his mouth with selfishness and secretly called their parents.
Because I really like the idea of a baby kiss, I deliberately picked a bouquet that looks like an engagement.
Afterwards, he felt that these things he had done were ridiculous, and he didn't want Lezhishi to know, so he locked himself in silence with many small things in his heart.
The weather was particularly good on the day he was discharged, and Jiang Yufan brought hot red bean milk tea to pick him up.
"Eh? Shen Mi didn't mean to come?" Le Zhishi punctured the milk tea and took a big sip.
"Hey, he is now entangled by the guy who was in the new pass last time." Jiang Yufan shuddered with coldness. "It's the one who is competing with you. The skinny and tender meat is not tall."
Le Zhishi's eyes widened suddenly, "Xu Lin? With Shen Mi??"
"Yeah, it seems to be watching a basketball game. It happened that Shen Mi performed very well, and then he started to look for Shen Mi every day. Just look for it. It's very arrogant. I can find excuses. Print out a lot of news questionnaires and ask him to sign, and then ask him to be a media volunteer, every day."
There were pictures in front of Le Zhishi's eyes, and he couldn't help but laugh.
"Do you think Xu Lin has a fancy to Shen Mi?" Jiang Yufan scratched his straightened hair.
Le Zhishi was a little surprised, "You... did you see it?"
"My girlfriend said, she also said that they are worthy of each other." Jiang Yufan smirked, "I think they are very funny and happy with each other. It's really a lot of trouble together."
Jiang Yufan's tone is very relaxed, just like when he first heard Lezhi tell him about his last set of costume design ideas, he just subconsciously applauded, saying it was amazing, and there was no other doubt.
Le Zhishi suddenly discovered that the people around him were particularly tolerant.
This may be the gods taking away the beloved father of others, and desperately trying to make up for him through other methods.
Although the shortcomings and gifts cannot be offset, each has its own beauty.
Back at school, Lezhishi’s days were almost the same as before. He was busy with his studies every day, and occasionally encountered Xu Lin who was entangled in the secret in public classes. He was still a bite and a sweetheart of mixed blood.
But unlike the past, they would go home for dinner every weekend, time and miss to heal everything, and the awkwardness of getting along after coming out of the closet is gradually smoothed out. The change of identity did not bring much sense of distance. Even closer. Lin Rong even thinks that she has mastered the magic weapon to cope with Song Yu's satire-La Lezhishi's action.
"It's more useful than Song Jin." Lin Rong hugged Le Zhishi very proudly.
But Le Zhishi was a little drumming in his heart. In truth, he was still very afraid of Song Yu.
Christmas is approaching. They ordered a very large Christmas tree this year, and there are many decorations, but the tree hasn't arrived yet, so the plan to decorate with the children can only be put on hold.
There was another very important game before the holiday. Song Jin really wanted to watch it, so he adopted a circuitous tactic, "Xiao Rong, didn't you say you looked for the album in the afternoon? Let's take a look at it. I haven't watched it for many years."
When Lin Rong heard this, she stood up immediately, "Yes, I found another one." She ran to the storage room and took out a very thick old photo album, and sat on the short-pile carpet next to Song Yu and Lele. . Song Yu was playing a game and didn't watch much, but Le Zhishi's attention was attracted. Originally, his chin was resting on Song Yu's shoulder to watch him play. As soon as Lin Rong sat down, he turned around.
"Wow, I was so funny when I was a kid, my hair was so curly."
Song Yu glanced at it, and the corner of his mouth smiled unconsciously.
"You were super cute when you were a kid, and you took it out to get the wind." Lin Rong patronized to show Lezhishi the photos, and she stopped watching TV. So Song Jin contentedly opened the live broadcast of the game, and occasionally glanced at the photo album and followed the comments. sentence.
"This!" Le Zhishi looked like he had found a baby, picked up the album in front of Song Yu, patted his shoulder and begged him to read it, "Look, brother, when you were a kid!"
Hearing Lin Rong's constant laughter, Song Yu had no good premonitions. He glanced curiously, but didn't hold back rolling his eyes.
"boring."
"What's boring? How cute, this is my favorite lipstick." Lin Rong was very emotional, "I was still cute when I was a kid, Lele, right? You can give him makeup."
Le Zhishi looked at Xiao Song Yu, who was wearing lipstick and blue eyeshadow in the photo.
"Don't laugh at me." Song Yu stared at the phone screen. In the game, he lay on a high place and used a magnifying lens to find the enemy. He said, "You didn't know how many skirts she forced to wear when you were a kid. ."
"Skirt??" Le Zhishi was shocked.
Song Yu quickly sniped down one, and gave a calm hum, "Pretend you are a princess, and Disney will send you a lawyer's letter when you see it."
What kind of description is this? Lezhishi complained in his heart.
Lin Rong's focus is not right. "What is forced? Lele doesn't know how to cooperate. She is super happy in a skirt. She doesn't cry or cry when she wears a wig, and she likes shiny lip gloss the most."
Le Zhishi said complicatedly, "Is it..."
"Yes." Lin Rong followed his childhood accent, "You still ask me, Aunt Rongrong, am I pretty?"
Song Yu raised his eyebrows.
Le Zhishi couldn't believe it, he flipped through the photos, "No, did you remember it wrong."
Lin Rong felt wrong, "I missed one photo album at home. I didn't find it when I looked for it before. I don't know where to go. It should be at home."
Song Yu's game circle was minimized and entered the match point.
"Xiaoyu, did you see that, there is still a photo album with Lele wearing a princess dress."
"At my place." Song Yu was hitting fiercely and blurted out.
"Where are you? When did you take it away, why don't I know?"
ended. Song Yu showed the celebration interface of eating chicken to Le Zhishi. Marshmallow sat in Song Yu's arms with a small toy in his arms. He was still a little confused, "What?"
"Why is Lele's photo album in your place?"
Song Yu was silent. Marshmallow kept leaping on his face and tried to lick him, so Song Yu also covered Marshmallow's mouth.
Le Zhishi didn't know this at all, and he hugged Song Yu's arm and asked him in a low voice if it was true. Song Yu didn't speak, his expression was a bit awkward.
"Good shot—" Song Jin yelled excitedly at the TV. Suddenly, he noticed that the atmosphere was extremely quiet. He glanced at it with some guilty conscience, and then continued watching uneasy.
"Oh, I see," Lin Rong teased him deliberately, "It must be my brother who missed you and took it away."
Song Yu didn't want to admit it, so she deliberately said, "I press instant noodles."
"Really?" Lin Rong gave a smile and gestured with her arms in the air. "That album is so big, your suitcase is just one pack, you can't use it to fill the Han's seat."
Le Zhishi smiled almost crookedly on Lin Rong's shoulder, but was pulled up again.
Looking at Le Zhishi’s beautiful smiling eyes, Song Yu pinched his face in vengeance and shook it, staring at his shiny lips, as if they were really covered with transparent lip gloss, with a little bit in his voice. The meaning of threat.
"So funny? Little princess."