The night before Song Yu went out with Professor He for the first time, Le Zhishi packed his luggage in the apartment for a long time.
"Bring a down jacket, will it be very cold over there? We are so cold here." Le Zhishi stood in front of the closet hesitating, holding a black down jacket in his left hand and an electric blue one in his right." Which of these two suits the grey sweater better?"
Song Yu thought he was funny, so he stood behind him and put his chin on top of his head, "I'm on a mission, not in fashion week."
"Yeah." Le Zhishi smiled and turned to look at him, "You can't dress up too nicely, what if someone looks at him?" He hung the blue one back and took off the black one in Song Yu I compare myself, "Well, this one is more ordinary."
Song Yu raised his eyebrows, and immediately changed his words when Lezhi, "Just can't give full play to your handsome value."
There are too many people thinking about Song Yu, and he can't wait to hang a sign on Song Yu's neck that says [Exclusive to Lezhishi, Don't come near you].
But I can only think about it.
Le Zhishi folded the down jacket and stuffed it into Song Yu's suitcase, and then stuffed a scarf rolled into a roll in the gap, "Wear this one. It will be warmer around your face. I will put it on for you. A woolen hat, I have a lot of woolen hats..."
"Le Zhishi." Song Yu walked over to sit on the chair, pulled Le Zhishi to him, put his hand on his waist, and looked up at him, "You really look like a little wife like this."
Lezhishi's eyes widened, as if surprised by his description. Song Yu quickly changed his expression, "A good helper."
"Wh, what..." Lezhishi's reaction to this word was not small. Suddenly he stuttered and kept explaining, "I'm just afraid that you will be very cold when you go, like the last time you went to the northwest, and tomorrow morning. I’m leaving, I’m thinking of helping you tidy up your things, you just sit still."
"I don't want to clean up." When Song Yu looked up at Lezhi, there was not much expression on his face, and he said flatly, "There is nothing to bring."
He is always very orderly and self-disciplined in the eyes of Lezhi, and rarely has procrastination, which does not look like him at all. Lezhi touched his arm through the sweater, and fiddled with his watch strap, "You can't help it."
Song Yu nodded as if persuaded, "Let's bring one." After speaking, he gently squeezed Le Zhishi's face and looked into his eyes, "Take you away."
Hearing this, Le Zhishi was a little embarrassed, but did not pretend to be his own thoughts, and threw on Song Yu like a small animal, smiling very cutely with his face up, "Then you take it."
After listening to Song Yu, he deliberately hid back, "Forget it."
Le Zhishi held his face with both hands, and pulled it to the point of his nose, "Why forget it?"
"You are too recruiting." Song Yu knocked his forehead, "Take it out and provoke a bunch of rivals for me."
"How is it possible?" Lezhishi was very dissatisfied with what he said, as if he was jealous of him, so he suddenly got up from him, "I never took the initiative to recruit anyone."
"This face is enough." Song Yu felt that he was unaware of his face.
Sure enough, Le Zhishi said to him: "Not everyone likes my looks."
Song Yu ignored the discussion of aesthetics, because in his opinion, Lezhi was enough for everyone to love, even to a point that bothered him. He poked Le Zhishi's cheek with his finger, his fingertips sinking into the softness, and he asked serious questions, "Write a song here, and a Yu on the other side."
He was really serious, and Le Zhishi grabbed his hand, thinking that he had put up a sign that was too pediatric.
"How do I go out like you?"
"Then don't go out, no one will be seen, it's safe."
For no reason, Song Yu's heart was filled with some unpleasant memories, which were from when he was a child, and couldn't help but laugh at himself.
He often does this. When he looks at Lezhi, he will think of some memories of the past. Five years ago or even ten years ago, they were very clear.
But the change in his expression was keenly caught by Le Zhishi, followed by all kinds of threats and tricks, wanting to know what he thought of, and what he was laughing at. Song Yu didn't plan to say it. Lezhishi said it every fifteen minutes until he finished sorting Song Yu's luggage, washed and went to bed with him, turned off the lights, and was about to go to bed. He still asked persistently.
In the end, Song Yu couldn't stand it anymore, and told Lezhishi with a bit of self-defetion, "When you were in elementary school, there were girls who rushed to the door of your house to be good friends with you."
Le Zhishi changed from lying on his side to lying on Song Yu's chest, "Really? Why don't I remember at all?"
"Because I drove her away." There was no guilt on Song Yu's face, and there was even a trace of very, very inconspicuous complacency.
"How did you drive away? How many grades?" Le Zhishi had no memory of this.
"I am in the first year of junior high, you are in the fourth grade." Song Yu skipped his bad attitude at the time, because he acquiesced that he knew his usual style of dealing with others when Lezhi, so he simply said, "Weekend morning She came to see you at home and was going to invite you to McDonald's. I asked her if she had an appointment. She shook her head and I drove her away."
After the description, Song Yu felt that this scene was a bit familiar, and then thought about it, it seemed that it was the same process when dealing with Shen Mi, but Shen Mi was more cunning.
"Song Yu, you are terrible." Le Zhishi screamed, "How can you bully the little girl?"
"Accurately speaking, I didn't bully." Song Yu calmly defended himself. "I just told her that you are sleeping and will not have a good temper after being awakened. I hope she will invite in advance next time."
"She must be crying."
Song Yu seriously evaluated the other party's state at the time, "I didn't cry, his eyes were a little red."
Le Zhishi felt incredible, "How much jealous did you secretly eat?"
"It's not a few times that it's serious, because you're too late to get resuscitation, and you always pester me, don't put other people in your eyes." Song Yu's expression revealed a very unobvious pleasure, "and also There are not a few decent rivals in love."
Lezhishi looked at him with a serious look, and couldn't help laughing.
"Is it funny?"
Le Zhishi cleared his throat, lay down and hugged Song Yu's arm, "It's not funny, I have to get up early tomorrow."
"Yeah." Song Yu habitually pulled Le Zhishi into his arms to sleep. The room was quiet for a while, Le Zhishi blinked in the dark, and couldn't help but speak, "Do you want a decent rival?"
After two seconds, he heard Song Yu's deep voice with a terrifying tone.
"When Lezhi, you give it a try."
He thinks it is better not to test on the edge of danger, although it is really interesting.
In the past, Song Yu was always cold, and Le Zhishi was even accustomed to his constant expression and tone of voice. But after being really together, Song Yu took off his defenses and found out that he could discover a lot of Song Yu’s subtle changes and emotions. Sometimes he could clearly perceive Song Yu’s happiness and sadness, even if he was really There is no expression that is too exposed.
Lezhishi is particularly proud of this.
Of course, he couldn't get anyone's approval.
"Song Yu? Cute?" Nan Jia took a sip of the ice cream he bought when Lezhi, her temple hurts from the cold, and she shook her head again and again, while Song Yu was out and was not madly complaining, "He is the most noble and glamorous man I have ever seen. I will always remember the freezing moment when I first met him. It was colder than the ice cream I am eating now."
Le Zhishi felt that it was not at all, "It may be, but as long as you try to observe him, you will find that he has actually changed a lot." He thought of an analogy, "Sister Nan Jia, have you ever raised a cat? That's it for you. As long as you observe, you will find that they have small expressions."
"I'm so miserable, I don't have a cat." Nan Jia took another sip of the cone, "And I once observed Song Yu for a long time, you know, but I found that he didn't have any changes in his expression to me. In essence—"
She patted Le Zhishi on the shoulder, and said with earnest heart, "Le Le, he is your brother. I am not the same as you, I am not worthy."
Le Zhishi blinked, regretting that others couldn't see Song Yu's goodness, but thinking of Nan Jia, he couldn't help but feel different emotions. He didn't want Nan Jia to misunderstand his relationship with Song Yu.
Nan Jia is just like his sister. You can ask her for help whenever you encounter any troubles in Lezhi. He is almost his best female friend.
He thought of Song Yu's previous question and asked him if he didn't want other people to know their relationship.
In fact, Le Zhishi really wanted to, because he didn't like the way others looked at Song Yu. Song Yu has now moved to a new laboratory and has a new interpersonal circle, and more people start to inquire about him.
The most troublesome thing is that because some people know their relationship with him, spying on the military situation has spied on their hometown.
Ask Song Yu's boyfriend if Song Yu is single. This kind of thing is really embarrassing and tasteful when you are happy to know.
He once felt that falling in love with Song Yu was like a dream. Every hug in hiding was extravagant, as if stealing sweetness that was not his own.
This made him happy, but also sad. Sometimes he even longed for Song Yu to always show up at night, so that he could stay warm with himself in the dark for a while.
But now, he is no longer satisfied with the stolen happiness.
Le Zhishi thought of Song Yu before leaving, saying that he hoped his name was written on his face, and remembered the weird thoughts he had had, and hoped that Song Yu could hang a master tag, and even the better-looking clothes did not want Song Yu wears.
In the past, even the parents hid, as if only they knew this relationship in the world. Two people are locked in a small black box.
But now this little black box opened a small seam, revealing a little light, so Le Zhishi couldn't help but reach out, wanting to make this seam bigger.
I really want to see the sun, I want to stand completely in the sun with Song Yu.
Although I understand that there are always people who hate them because they love each other, I am not afraid when I am happy to know. At least he didn't want to deceive his friends, telling many perfunctory lies when they were concerned about their emotional problems.
He also didn't want to make Song Yu jealous. Although the jealous Song Yu is very cute, it is the duty of a good boyfriend to make his lover feel safe enough, Lezhi Shi thought.
Nan Jia had eaten half of it, and when she saw Lezhi the shoelaces had opened, so she reminded him. Le Zhishi regained his senses and squatted down to tie his shoelaces immediately.
Standing and waiting for him for a moment, Quzhi's voice call came in, Nan Jia clicked on it, put on the Bluetooth headset, and heard Quzhi ask her where she was.
Before Nan Jia could speak, Le Zhishi stood up and grabbed her arm with a very serious expression, "Sister Nan Jia, do you still like Song Yu?"
Nan Jia was stunned. The ice cream in her hand almost fell. She was a little panicked, "What, what?"
The curve on the other end of the phone made a meaningful single syllable.
[Senior sister, did you still like Song Yu-senior? ]
Le Zhishi thought she hadn't heard him, and repeated it again, "Do you still like him? Didn't you tell me that you had a crush on him for a long time."
[Still secretly in love for a long time? ]
Nan Jia was desperate, and shook his head as if he was dead.
Lezhi hesitated, "Really?"
[Yes, really? ]
"Really, I swear to heaven." Nan Jia raised the cone in his hand, like a lady of liberty, "I have no interest in Song Yu for a long time. He has completely walked out of my life, and the wind has passed. No trace, not a single fold."
Seeing her so solemnly described, Lezhishi was a little relieved, and took a deep breath, "Then... I have something to tell you."
"You know, Song Yu and I are not really brothers, right?"
Nan Jia has actually guessed what he is going to do, but still pretends to look forward to listening, "Well, of course I know that you two have only lived together since childhood."
"Yes, and..." Le Zhishi tried to recall her memories, "You should remember that I was very unhappy for a while, and I chatted with you. It's just... about how to like someone."
[Senior sister is really nice, when will you give me psychological counseling? I also want to know how to like someone. ]
Nan Jia pressed her lips patiently and nodded seriously, "I remember."
After a psychological struggle for about ten seconds, Le Zhishi finally summoned the courage to reach Nan Jia’s ear and whispered to her, "Actually, Song Yu and I...we are together."
He seemed to think that Nan Jia would soon exclaim "how is it possible" or "why is this?" so he pressed Nan Jia's shoulders in advance, "Listen to me first, I... I know you won't be disgusted. The homosexual group, but for a relationship like ours, you will definitely and definitely still feel a little awkward. It’s okay. I accept it. I just don’t want to hide it from you because you gave me a lot of courage.”
Listening to Le Zhishi’s heartfelt words, even though Nan Jia had guessed that they were together 800 years ago, I can’t wait for them to see it right when they first fell in love, but they still exhausted all their energy to perform a show that they came out of the closet. After the reaction.
"Oh my God!" Nan Jia covered her open mouth with ice cream, her beautiful eyes were also wide open, and she looked at Lezhi without blinking, "You actually..."
Qu Zhi imitated Nan Jia's tone on the other end of the phone, and said oh my god.
Le Zhishi nodded, and asked her quickly, "Do you think it's weird?"
"No, no." Nan Jia shook his head quickly, "I was just surprised, I didn't expect it at all."
[No idea at all. ] Qu Zhi followed imitating again.
The two of them walked downstairs to the girls’ dormitory and were about to separate soon. Lezhishi showed a very understanding expression to her, "I understand."
Nan Jia quickly held Lezhishi's hand again, "Lele, I am not disgusted at all. You were sad at that time, I saw it in my eyes, so you can be with the person you like, I am super happy . And Song Yu is too special to you, so it won’t be surprising to think about it."
"If I were him, I would have liked you when I grew up with someone like you."
Hearing these words, Lezhishi's mood suddenly returned to full range, "Really?"
Nan Jia nodded, "Of course, you must be well. If Song Yu bullies you..." She took a breath, "Then I can't help it, I can't control him. But he definitely won't, he It’s really good for you."
Le Zhishi agreed with her. When he looked up, he saw a familiar figure walking towards them, carrying a motorcycle helmet.
He beckoned to Qu Zhi enthusiastically. Nan Jia also turned to her, a little surprised. When she turned back, Le Zhishi smiled brightly at her, "Then I'll go, you seem to be going out to play."
"Not really..." Nan Jia cleared his throat, "Lele, take care of your body."
Le Zhishi made a bewildered expression, then Nan Jia turned around, urging him to go back to the dormitory to take a nap. Le Zhishi gave a dazed cry, turned to bid farewell to Quzhi, and walked alone to the boys' dormitory.
Qu Straight raised his eyebrows, raised his hand, hooked the helmet with his index finger, dangling. She still remembered what Nan Jia said later, and deliberately imitated it again, "If I were him, I would have liked you when I grew up with someone like you."
Nan Jia raised her hand to cover her mouth, but was evasive, and she backhanded the ice cream held by her other hand, took a bite, and vomited: "Senior sister, your acting skills are bad."
"That's it. I'm so beautiful. If I have good acting skills and read any law, I can go straight to be an actress." Nan Jia took the helmet from her hand, put it on her head skillfully, and ate ice cream. Qu went straight to her car.
"Senior sister, wait a minute, you can ride a motorcycle after eating ice cream."
"That's my ice cream."
"Oh, did your former crush's younger brother Jianxian boyfriend buy you ice cream?"
"... You eat, you eat."
When Le Zhishi returned to the dormitory, there was no one as soon as he opened the door. He was a bit disappointed. The joy of Xiang Nanjia coming out smoothly made him plan to strike while the iron was hot and tell his best buddy Jiang Yufan.
This is a bit difficult, because Jiang Yufan knows the relationship between him and Song Yu best, and since the third year of junior high, it has been clear that Song Yu is his elder brother.
He was a little nervous, pulling open the chair in the dormitory and sitting on the chair in the thick cotton clothes, all the cotton seemed to be pressed down, and he collapsed on the chair like a big deflated balloon.
For such an important matter, it was indeed more solemn to talk to Jiang Yufan face-to-face, but he imagined the scene face-to-face with Jiang Yufan, and felt a little unavoidable embarrassment.
With Jiang Yufan's kindness, he would definitely not say "you are so disgusting" to himself, but even if he frowned at himself, he would be sad when Lezhi.
So he tentatively opened the WeChat dialog with Jiang Yufan, edited a lot of words, deleted them, and wanted to send them out, but he hesitated.
In the end he deleted only two sentences.
[Lele: I want to confess one thing to you. ]
[Lele: I like Song Yu, and I'm with him. (If you think it’s weird, please don’t tell me. By the way, I bought you the kebab roll and put it on your table.)]
After sending it out, he regretted it a little, and felt that it was very serious to say it with the barbecue roll, so he tentatively put his finger on the screen and wanted to withdraw it.
Unexpectedly, the phone began to vibrate frantically.
[Jiang Yufan:! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ]
[Jiang Yufan:? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ]
[Jiang Yufan: Are you serious? ? ! ! ]
[Jiang Yufan: Didn't you fool me? ]
Oops, Lezhishi felt that the big event was not good, he would definitely not be able to accept it, and felt that the three views had collapsed.
Le Zhishi tried to edit some of the explanations in fear, but just after typing two words, there was another shock.
[Jiang Yufan: Don't fool me! At the end of last month, I just gambled with my sister on a pair of AJs and said that within a month, there will be a pair of boys around me. Xu Lin is too slow to chase people. I really can't trust me to give up! Today is the last day of the gambling period! I didn't expect you to be there! ! ! ]
[Jiang Yufan: Lele, I love you so much. You are the limited edition AJ that fell from the sky! ! ! ! ]
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Straight boy Xiao Jiang: I have AJ! I have AJ! I have AJ!
In the distant cold mountain, Song Yulian, who had been out of the closet twice without knowing it, sneezed twice, believing that Lezhishi was thinking of him.