Xie Yan has also thought about when and how he should confess to Bai Duan countless times, and finally decided to wait for himself to lose weight and become famous before taking this step. On the one hand, he can leave a good memory for Bai Duan, On the other hand, it is also to change the original self-abased and cowardly character in a logical way, so as to represent him regaining self-confidence and gaining a new life.
However, today's Xie Yan is still trying to lose weight and struggle halfway through his career, but Bai Duan can't bear it any longer, and expresses his heart first, and still uses such a strong and undeniable tone and attitude. Although this was completely different from what he had imagined, after being surprised, Xie Yan still would not miss this opportunity.
——I have to say that the feeling of being actively pursued by my sweetheart is so wonderful that even Xie Yan is a little smug, thinking that his fat body doesn't seem so hideous.
Oh, he should probably also thank the original owner for his overly inferior and introverted character, after all, this made his always shy little lover uncharacteristically more proactive, allowing him to enjoy the treatment of being pursued for the first time.
Even though he was so happy that he wanted to vent, Xie Yan's expression was still hesitant and bewildered: "You...why do you like me?"
—Who knows what he and Bai Duan will face in the next world? Xie Yan is going to read the whole book in this world, and listen carefully to the sweet talk of his lover.
And Bai Duan naturally did what he wanted.
Poor Bai Duan didn't know how turbulent the inner world of his beloved was, so he thought it was Xie Yan's inferiority complex and couldn't believe his confession.
She raised her head, kissed him on the lips, stood on tiptoes, tried to stretch her arms to hug his shoulders, Bai Duan's movements seemed to be intimate and comforting, full of affection: "I like you There are many places, one day and one night can’t be finished if I count them one by one—you may not believe it, even when I don’t know your advantages, I have a special feeling for you. Before that, I Never had a similar urge to anyone."
Xie Yan was stunned: "When?"
"The first time you brought me the prepared food and said you wanted to play games with me." Bai Duan had a deep memory of this, "At that time, I was really taken aback, after all we We've known each other for less than a day, and we haven't said a word. I thought I felt wrong, but as we got along longer and longer, I became more and more sure of it-my heart was earlier than my reason It has to recognize you, it will only be excited about you alone, worrying about gains and losses." After a pause, Bai Duan blinked, "I think this must be the fate between us, we are destined to belong to each other. Excluding appearance, not even talking about personality, just meeting for the first time, without knowing each other at all, it becomes the bond of love. Maybe it’s a bit strange to say, but I really don’t care about any aspect of you, whether you are good-looking or not I don't care about being rich, talented or capable. Is this the so-called... I only like your 'soul'? As early as when you didn't start working, I thought, if you can have a career, I will naturally be happy for you, but if you don’t want to go out, work, or meet other people, that’s okay, I can feed you, take care of you, and let you have nothing to worry about.”
Xie Yan was shocked by Bai Duan's words and was stunned on the spot - this was not pretending, but really too happy, which led to the suspension of consciousness and disordered thinking.
He never expected that he would hear such hot, bold, straightforward and beautiful words from his inarticulate, shy lover, and he couldn't organize the words to respond, so he just spit out a few unsentenced words intermittently Words, he hugged Bai Duan tightly into his arms.
—I like him so much that I don’t know how to express it. Every world I like a little more than the last one. Xie Yan feels that his love for Bai Duan is almost endless.
He once thought that if he lost Bai Duan, he would be sad and lost, but he could still cheer up and find his former self, so he bid farewell to Bai Duan rationally, watched him go to a new life, and wished him a better life.
But now, Xie Yan no longer has such confidence.
If he lost Bai Duan, Xie Yan didn't know what he would do, maybe he would destroy himself, destroy the world, and even drag Bai Duan into hell with him.
Don't say "you have to learn to let go if you love him", Xie Yan has always been a selfish person, he can say goodbye to his lover with a smile only because his reason can restrain his feelings, and once the feelings are too deep and too deep, then his only The only choice is never to let go—either live together or die together, or live together in a happy paradise, or sink into a painful hell together. In short, it is absolutely impossible for him to survive alone in a world without Bai Duan, and he will never allow Bai Duan to leave his control, even if the other party hates him, rejects him, and hates him.
Embracing Bai Duan tightly, Xie Yan's eyes were slightly red. But Bai Duan, who knew nothing about her lover's dangerous thoughts, was full of pity, caressing his trembling back, and giving him the greatest warmth and tolerance: "I want to be with you forever, how about you?"
"Me too." Xie Yan tried hard to calm his voice and suppress his surging emotions, but unfortunately, his approach didn't seem to be so successful.
The world of "Myriad Realms", which has always been known for being stable and never dropped no matter how many people are online, suddenly experienced a distorted fluctuation. Suddenly, his eyes went dark, and he found himself ejected from the game and returned to the login interface.
On the login interface, there was an extra line of extremely conspicuous writing, "The game program was disturbed by unknown factors. In order to ensure the safety of the players, the company decided to suspend the game and investigate immediately. Please forgive me."
Bai Duan frowned, very dissatisfied with this - he had just finished his confession and got a smooth response, he hadn't had a few sweet words with Xie Yan, and the major events in his life came to an abrupt end only halfway through, this kind of It feels... really uncomfortable!
Angrily, she pushed open the cover of the game compartment and sat up. Bai Duan turned on her optical brain, sent a communication request to Xie Yan, and soon saw the other's chubby face.
Although this face was completely different from the handsome and unrestrained face in the game, Bai Duan liked it more and more. Just as he was about to say something, he heard a piercing bell ringing from the other side.
"What's wrong?" Bai Duan pursed her lips.
"...Probably the game is malfunctioning, and we need to investigate the cause." Xie Yan shook his eyes, and his tone was somewhat reluctant, "After all, I live in the staff dormitory now, and the distance is relatively close."
"... That's something that can't be helped." Bai Duan sighed, "Work is still important, you go to work first." With a slight smile, his eyes were smiling and tender, "Anyway, we still have a lot of time."
"...um." Xie Yan responded lightly, and then added another sentence, with a firm tone, "I... am very happy. Although I am not worthy of you now, one day, I will make you proud of me. "
"You are my pride now." Bai Duan coughed lightly, then bent down and kissed the screen of the light brain, "I don't need you to be so good or so good, I just need you to like me all the time and stay by my side .”
After finishing speaking, he glanced at Xie Yan who was stunned on the screen, quickly hung up the communication, raised his hand to cover his face, and his white cheeks quickly turned red, spreading from his ears to his neck, and even his whole body. It's all red.
- Feeling so ashamed, but also very, very happy... Bai Duan stood up from the nutrition cabin, completely unsure how to calm down, wandered around the room for a long time, and finally threw himself on the bed and wrapped himself in a quilt.
Last night, in order to think about how to confess his love to Xie Yan, he tossed and turned all night, and even got up in the middle of the night to search for love stories on the Internet, and finally managed to piece together words that could express his heart.
Bai Duan thought he couldn't say these embarrassing words at first, but when he actually faced Xie Yan, he found that it didn't seem difficult—because he really liked Xie Yan, wanted to make him happy, and made him happy. Understand your truest feelings.
Xie Yan did not dare to speak of love, was inferior and timid, but it didn't matter, because he would lead him, guide him, and let him open his heart to himself step by step.
Although Bai Duan himself is not good at eloquence, he also knows that words and actions are indispensable in love. Now that he is not by Xie Yan's side, it is difficult to express it with actions. Therefore, in order to stop Xie Yan's wild thoughts, he must not be stingy with words. He must let Xie Yan understand how much he likes him and help him build confidence—for his own Confidence, confidence in Bai Duan, confidence in their love that may be incomprehensible to the world.
Getting out of the quilt, Bai Duan sat cross-legged on the bed, turned on the optical brain, and continued to read his "Complete Love Story" seriously. On the other side, Xie Yan also recovered from another shock, feeling annoyed and frustrated. I was so happy to close my brain.
Just now his mood fluctuated too much, and he even lost control of his mental power, which directly affected the entire "Myriad Worlds" game world. He was judged to be in a dangerous situation by the game's main system, and the game was stopped directly.
For this, Xie Yan really wanted to punch himself. If he could hold back, then he would definitely be able to reap more sweet words from Bai Duan now, and maybe he could hold his lover into his arms, hug her, and do something. intimate things...
—Hmm, the game "Myriad Realms" doesn't seem to allow players to have more "deep" contact than a kiss? This is really not humane, it is already a game with an age limit of 18, isn't it
In other words, should he ask for a vacation now, fly back to meet Bai Duan, and then... Xie Yan's thoughts stopped abruptly, then he silently looked down at his protruding belly, and finally dismissed this tempting idea idea.
Sighing, Xie Yan stood up and opened the door, followed his colleagues to the office anxiously and confusedly, and quickly threw himself into the struggle to find the cause of the error.
— Well, as for the culprit or something, he doesn’t know, he’s just an ordinary player ╮(╯▽╰)╭