"Sister Qinghuan, Sister Qinghuan..." A staff member called Shen Qinghuan twice.
Shen Qinghuan came back to her senses in a flash, her eyes seemed to be a little dazed, she raised her eyes to look at the staff member and said.
"What's wrong?"
The staff member smiled: "Sister Qing Huan, Director Yin Tang asked me to ask you, which lipstick color do you want to choose first?"
Shen Qinghuan's announcement this time is her first lipstick audition ad that has emerged.
Director Yin Tang was in charge of setting the scene in the front, and Shen Qinghuan was trying out styling in the dressing room backstage.
Different lipstick styles correspond to different scripts, so Director Yin Tang will first ask Shen Qinghuan for his opinion.
"It's all... Forget it, let me read the script."
Shen Qinghuan wanted to say whatever he wanted at first, but after thinking about it, he changed his mind and planned to pick a simple script to start with.
She could see the suspicion in the eyes of the staff next to her.
She has been distracted many times today, and she is obviously not in the mood for work. If she chooses a difficult script, she doesn't know if she can guarantee it to be completed right now.
Shen Qinghuan is undoubtedly dedicated, but such a situation also occurred.
The reason, of course she knew.
Shen Qinghuan's memories once again stopped at that night a few days ago, Jian Fan's words, like playing in a loop, echoed in her ears again and again.
"I never thought of using Shen Qinghuan."
"I'm serious about her."
These days, as long as Shen Qinghuan is free, these two sentences appear seamlessly.
Even Shen Qinghuan could dream of the scene at that time.
Every time Shen Qinghuan woke up suddenly.
But she knew it in her heart.
She didn't think of it as a nightmare.
However, Shen Qinghuan kept thinking, what did Jian Fan's words mean at that time
At that time, Shen Qinghuan, every step was to give up.
But when she heard Jian Fan's words, the dying fire in her heart suddenly lit up, burning weeds like ashes.
Obviously she didn't want to owe Yu's family favors, and she also understood the incompatibility between the two of them.
However, when Jian Fan said that, her body and heart were much more honest than her brain.
Beating so fiercely.
Unstoppable jumping.
Shen Qinghuan couldn't ignore it, she wanted to restrain herself, but couldn't help but indulge.
Indulge yourself in joy when you hear Jian Fan's words.
I also indulge my current self's longing for Jian Fan.
…
It's just a pity that in the aftermath of that night, Jian Fan's words brought Mr. Jian back
silence.
The two stalemate on the spot for a long time, and Shen Qinghuan couldn't stay longer.
I couldn't understand what Jian Fan meant.
Perhaps, he didn't tell Mr. Jane thoroughly.
The Shen Qinghuan right now, on the one hand, couldn't restrain her own thoughts, on the other hand, she was afraid that Jian Fan would have other ideas, and she was just thinking wildly.
She even wanted to ask Jian Fan face to face what that sentence meant.
But... But at this moment, Shen Qinghuan is timid again.
Even after that night, she avoided seeing Jian Fan.
As if she didn't know the result, she could temporarily enjoy the happiness of not knowing the truth.
The location of today's shooting is at the headquarters of Jane's Group.
Before Shen Qinghuan left the house, she never wore perfume, so she found out the little sweet fragrance that Sha Zhi gave her for a date, and unconsciously sprayed it on her body.
She knows she is conflicted.
Both looking forward to seeing Jian Fan, but also a little afraid of seeing Jian Fan.
But when Shen Qinghuan changed into the costumes and walked to the place where the set was built, she saw the person she had been thinking about for days at a glance.
Shen Qinghuan's footsteps stopped instantly.
Director Yin Tang greeted Shen Qinghuan happily.
"Qinghuan, come here, let me see how your makeup looks under the camera?"
And that person was standing next to Director Yin Tang.
Director Yin Tang continued: "It just so happens that Director Jian is here today, and let Director Jian have a look at it, but Director Jian, you have to evaluate it objectively, and you can't be biased towards the conclusion just because Xi Shi is in the eye of the beholder. If the effect is not good, the loss is also your industrial chain."
Director Yin Tang had just finished speaking when Shen Qinghuan walked up to the two of them, and her ears turned red unconsciously.
I don't know if it's because of being close to Jian Fan, or because of Director Yin Tang's saying "beauty is in the eye of the beholder".
Shen Qinghuan was undoubtedly guilty, but when she saw that Jian Fan just nodded indifferently, looking business-like, she was a little disappointed.
That night, Jian Fan didn't know that she was beside her, didn't know that she had heard Jian Fan's words, and even Jian Fan didn't know how she was feeling right now.
The two of them seemed unable to empathize with each other, Shen Qinghuan was disappointed at this point.
But after thinking about it, Shen Qinghuan felt that this was the right way, otherwise, if Jian Fan knew that she was confused, shy, dazed but unable to control her heartbeat because of him.
In the end, if she found out that what Jian Fan said earlier was just a misunderstanding, she would probably be ashamed and shut herself up for a while, and she might never want to see Jian Fan again in this life.
Shen Qinghuan looked at the expressionless Jane
Fan Fan didn't know whether to try it, or in other words, she didn't know how to try it.
For a moment, Shen Qinghuan frowned slightly.
Director Yin Tang also frowned, looking at Shen Qinghuan who was frowning in the camera and said.
"Qing Huan, try makeup with a suitable expression. In this scene, the orange vitality lipstick is matched. In the script, the heroine is a little sun. Don't frown, the little sun won't be troubled. You To think that you can bring light and heat to others, to warm others, understand?"
Shen Qinghuan blinked, and quickly stretched her brows.
She originally wanted to pick a simpler script, but when she turned to the heroine Little Sun, Shen Qinghuan couldn't turn the page for some reason.
Even knowing that her character has nothing to do with Little Sun, choosing this script is undoubtedly very difficult and challenging for her.
Even if she knew, her current job status was very poor.
She also chose "Little Sun Heroine Script" obsessively.
Shen Qinghuan glanced at Jian Fan, who was next to Director Yin Tang with a slightly cold expression but said nothing, and unconsciously pursed her lips.
Then, she nodded with Director Yin Tang.
"Director Yin Tang, I understand."
In front of Jian Fan, she can't make mistakes, whether it's the interpretation of the advertisement, or the interpretation of "Little Sun Heroine".
However…
The "backfired" thing.
Today seems to always befall Shen Qinghuan.
When she was ng for the fifth time, her expression was already a little ugly.
The other staff members are okay, 5 ng times is considered normal for an actor.
Even the demanding Director Yin Tang only frowned slightly, thinking that Shen Qinghuan was not in a good state today.
He can understand that no matter how talented an actor is, occasionally he is in a bad state.
Director Yin Tang was still in front of the camera, speaking to Shen Qinghuan with a small speaker.
"Qing Huan, take it easy, the expression just now is just a little bit wrong, let's adjust and adjust, it will be fine soon."
Of course, director Yin Tang said this because he had no doubts about Shen Qinghuan's acting skills.
He only thought that Shen Qinghuan was slowly looking for a feeling, and when she found it, he would amaze the audience.
But Shen Qinghuan's mood did not improve because of director Yin Tang's comfort, on the contrary, his mood became more and more depressed.
She knows herself too well.
She understands how stuck she is in now.
On the one hand, she really wants to play this "little sun heroine" well in front of Jian Fan. This kind of obsession is not just to get the director's approval, Jian Fan's approval.
But like an opportunity, like
It was Shen Qinghuan who said to herself, if she can play the "little sun heroine" well, does that also mean that she has the ability to warm and heal others
In this case, she and Jian Fan...
Could she just try to be braver
But the reality is that she tried hard, but because she put too much pressure on herself, it got worse and worse.
Director Yin Tang's words, she couldn't tell it was "comfort".
It's more than a matter of subtle expressions.
She is completely unable to enter the state of "little sun heroine", that is, she cannot substitute herself into a "little sun heroine".
If this goes on like this, no matter how many times she plays, she will not be able to act well, only ng will be there.
Shen Qinghuan didn't respond, she was in Waterloo on her own strong point.
For a moment, a deep sense of frustration enveloped her.
She doubted herself again.
Can the self who can't play "Little Sun Heroine" really heal others, heal...Jian and Fan
Shen Qinghuan pursed her lips, believing that the more eyes she saw, the more pressure she would have, afraid of disappointing these people.
She didn't even dare to look in Jian Fan's direction.
He is afraid that Jian Fan will be disappointed in her, and even more afraid that Jian Fan will clearly understand that she is not the right little sun for him.
Shen Qinghuan's silence confused the people around him, and also made Director Yin Tang puzzled.
With some belated awareness, he finally realized that something was really wrong with Shen Qinghuan today.
Director Yin Tang took a look at the script of "Little Sun Heroine" and muttered a few words in a low voice.
"Strange, such a level of script and character design is not difficult for Qing Huan."
"Unless..." Director Yin Tang paused.
After a while, he said in a low voice.
"Unless, it's really innately inconsistent with your personality."
With just this sentence, Jian Fan, who had been paying attention to Shen Qinghuan beside him, suddenly tightened his brows.
I don't know how long it has passed.
Shen Qinghuan knew that the longer she remained silent, the more suspicious and worried people around her would become.
She wanted to tell herself to try harder.
But she also clearly understands that some things cannot be achieved with hard work.
She knew that she should give up now, and she should tell Director Yin Tang that her current state is not suitable for playing "Little Sun Heroine".
You have to say this in front of Jian Fan.
Shen Qinghuan, I don't want to.
It seemed that as long as this sentence came out of her mouth, it meant that she gave up something.
It's not just a "little sun heroine script".
At this moment, Shen Qinghuan suddenly heard footsteps.
stand with bowed head
of her.
A pair of well-made brown leather shoes appeared in front of my eyes, completely out of place with the ancient style background.
Only one person would wear such shoes.
Shen Qinghuan's breathing was slightly stagnant.
The neck hangs down more and more, and the head is lowered, like a wounded fawn.
She didn't know how to face Jian Fan.
Jian Fan called her softly.
"Qing Huan."
Shen Qinghuan bit the bullet and responded.
Jian Fan's voice was still as cold as ever, at this moment, it undoubtedly aggravated Shen Qinghuan's depression, and her expression became even more ugly.
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but…
It was still such a light voice, but—
"You just have to be yourself."
"The Shen Qinghuan in front of me has all the looks I like."
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