Loving You Dearly

Chapter 53: How should I coax you

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Her farewell came unexpectedly.

With an hour and a half left, Lu Zhi said, "I'll take you to dinner first, okay? Go back after eating."

Ning Zhen shook her head: "No need, I don't want to eat now."

He had no choice but to compromise with her: "Then I'll send you off."

Lu Qihua, the old man of the Lu family, does not allow Lu Zhi to drive now, and specially assigned him a driver. The two sat in the back seat, relatively silent.

She's never been good at hiding her emotions.

Lu Zhi suddenly held her hand: "Did I make you sad?"

In the dimly lit car, the boy's eyes were clean and pure black.

She nodded slightly: "Yes."

Very honest.

Lu Zhi smiled instead: "My fault." Before he even asked her why she was sad, he admitted his mistake first. "Then you hit me a few times to calm down?"

He grabbed her hand and placed it on his chest.

She felt his heartbeat, strong and steady.

Ning Zhen pulled out her hand, and under his darkened eyes, took out the pendant from her purse: "Qiu Ling said, this is your thing."

She put it in his palm.

Lu Zhi looked at the pendant, his eyes turned cold for a moment.

He put the pendant aside, reached out and touched her cheek: "Hey, it's my fault that made you wronged. Can I help you get revenge?"

She stepped back, feeling a little aggrieved and sad uncontrollably.

She knew that she was not good, and others would not be so cowardly when she was reborn. From the beginning of her rebirth, she only had three goals—

Try to dance again, no longer reject Xu Qian and Tang Zhuo, stay away from Lu Zhi.

But the third goal finally became, to protect Lu Zhi.

Many things are easy to make up your mind, but she lived a simple life in her previous life, and she didn't know the slightest tricks.

Like thousands of ordinary people, she has lived peacefully since she was a child.

Even if you want to make a change, you just move closer to him and don't push him away anymore.

However, facing the people of the Lu family, facing Qiu Ling, she still seemed small and fragile.

Lu Zhi refused to tell her anything, he would coax her and admit his mistakes unconditionally, but if she wanted to be with him, these were far from enough.

She came all the way to see him shyly, and wanted to say happy new year to him personally. She trusted him unconditionally, but he took the pendant and still refused to say anything.

Ning Zhen didn't speak, she looked out of the car window, the lights were flickering, and the world went backwards in her eyes.

For a moment, she suddenly missed Lu Zhi in her previous life.

Lu Zhi, who has been through everything with her.

The childish Lu Zhi lost her Lu Zhi in the end.

He couldn't bear her to be sad.

She always hides, and Lu Zhi in his previous life always approached forcefully, and also, he wanted to give her the whole world. She didn't need to say anything, that Lu Zhi wanted to show her his own dissection.

She knew it was wrong, but fate was so unfair.

She has been reincarnated for a lifetime, but Lu Zhi in the previous life grew old in loneliness, and Lu Zhi in this life is not the one who experienced everything with her.

For a second, she thought very selfishly, if only Lu Zhi could remember.

But the next moment she was terribly afraid of this thought.

Because people can only be reborn when they die.

She wants him to live well.

The young man beside her suddenly pinched her chin, his voice trembling: "Who are you thinking about?"

He actually saw it...

The boy's eyes were as dark as ink, as if he was suppressing the turbulent waves. His hand didn't dare to use force, and even trembled a little: "I made you sad, it's my fault, tell me what to do?"

He seemed to be afraid that she would say something bad, so he explained in a mess: "The person on the pendant is not Qiu Ling, but my mother. This is also the reason why Lu Mingjiang likes Qiu Ling so much. Qiu Ling looks exactly like my mother .”

Ning Zhen looked at him in surprise.

Lu Zhi looked into her eyes: "Don't treat me like this." I'm not afraid of anything, but I'm afraid that you will dislike me.

There was a moment of silence in the car, and the body suddenly shook.

Lu Zhi withdrew his hand and looked at the driver with cold eyes.

The driver was listening to them, and he was also very surprised. This is the privacy of a wealthy family, right

The driver naturally felt the chilly aura on Lu Zhi, and quickly apologized: "I'm sorry, Mr. Lu, I won't say anything."

Lu Zhi pursed his lips and held Ning Zhen's hand: "I'll explain to you after I get off the car?"

Ning Zhen naturally wouldn't make trouble for no reason, so she nodded.

This is kind of absurd.

It would be nice to say that they look somewhat similar, but the person in the photo is almost exactly the same as Qiu Ling, so it's no wonder she mistook him.

When approaching the airport, Lu Zhi yelled to stop.

"Let's go over there."

Ning Zhen followed him out of the car.

It was 7:30 at this time, without the heater in the car, it was cold outside.

He put her little hand in his palm: "Will it be cold?"

"not cold."

On winter nights, there are occasional cars on the road.

She heard the young man's clear voice: "I saw Qiu Ling for the first time when I was fifteen years old. I had that pendant when I was very young. I was as surprised as you were at that time. I have never met my mother, but I know, My mother looked like that when she was young. I told you before that my mother died because of dystocia. So Lu Mingjiang didn't like me. After Qiu Ling appeared, Lu Mingjiang liked her very much. Married to my father a long time ago."

She listened quietly.

"But I don't like Qiu Ling." He curled his lips coldly, "It's useless to look like my mother."

It's hard for him to describe that feeling, it can't be described as dislike, it can even be said to be disgusting, very disgusting.

"The relationship between Lu Mingjiang and me is like that of strangers. He doesn't care about me, and I will not interfere in his life. Until... Qiuling had a miscarriage, Lu Mingjiang and I had a divorce, and I went to study in City A by myself."

"You...she...why did she have a miscarriage?" She asked softly.

"I rolled down the stairs on the second floor." His voice was slightly indifferent, "She caught up... hugged me, I pushed her away, and she rolled down the stairs."

Blood immediately spread under her body.

In fact, Lu Zhi didn't explain too much. At that time, they didn't know that Qiu Ling was pregnant with a child. Qiu Ling couldn't stand still and rolled down the stairs.

At that time, Lu Zhi was sixteen years old, cold-hearted, and his eyes were frozen indifference.

She disgusted him badly, and he stood there watching her roll off.

He knew that she had ulterior motives, but he didn't expect that she was pregnant with a child.

In just a few short steps, it would only cause her pain, but unexpectedly it was a life. Not to mention they didn't know, even Qiu Ling herself didn't know she was pregnant.

Ning Zhen slowly opened her eyes wide.

Qiu Ling she...

Lu Zhi was silent for a moment: "I never told you." He held her hand tremblingly, "I'm afraid you think I'm cold and disgusting."

He hugged her: "Ning Zhen, don't hate me, huh?" His voice was rough, "Don't fall in love with others."

For a moment in the car, he clearly realized that he seemed unable to grasp her, and the sadness and affection in her eyes seemed to be given to another person.

So what is he... what can he do

Her eyes are moist.

At this moment, she felt Lu Zhi's panic.

"Don't be afraid of Lu Zhi, don't be afraid..." She put her arms around him.

He is also him...

He will deliberately play football in front of the whole school to show her how handsome he is, he will read late into the night when he is obviously irritable, he will light up the lights all over the river for her, and he will block broken wine bottles in front of her.

It was him who moved her heart.

"It's my fault..." she said softly, "I made you sad too."

I'm not being fair to you, obviously you have been working hard to grow up.

It is obviously impossible, but when I am panic and helpless, I look forward to it happening.

Occasionally, the roar of planes flew overhead.

Waking up like a dream, she has to go.

Ning Zhen bit her lip, as if she didn't achieve her goal in coming to City B this time.

She originally wanted to make him happy.

But Lu Zhi was sad.

This sullen situation was maintained until before boarding the plane.

The sweet female voice urged to board the plane several times.

She went through security in no time.

See you next time, I don't know when it will be.

At this time, there were many people at the airport, but not many people were returning to City A. The queue in front of her was deserted, and it was soon her turn to go through the security check.

Lu Zhi stared at her from afar.

His eyes were deep and downcast.

"Hurry up, what are you doing standing still?" The people behind urged Ning Zhen to recover, so it was her turn.

The sudden thought made her brain chaotic, and she seemed to stop thinking with excitement. She said, "I'm sorry, I won't check it first, please let me go."

Against the flow of people, she ran out of breath.

She used to think that Lu Zhi was the most unruly and free style in the world, and she walked along with the crowd in a dazed manner. Now she ran against the crowd, whispering sorry all the way, and ran to his side.

Panting for breath, Ning Zhen suddenly smiled: "Lu Zhi!" The airport was extremely noisy, and the young man looked at her quietly and intently, waiting for her next words.

The moment seemed fearless.

"I've never coaxed you before." She said, "I can't coax others either. You can teach me how to coax you."

After saying a word, her cheeks were flushed, but her eyes were shining.

Even in her previous life, she never acted so unrestrainedly, asking for advice on how to coax a person.

There seemed to be a shattered light in the boy's eyes, and a faint smile burst out in an instant.

He looked down at her: "Ning Zhen."

"Um."

He bent his lips: "If you're like this, I can't help but push forward."

"..."

In fact, you smiled at me, and my heart was sweetened by you. You never have to coax, but as long as you are still here, I will satisfy everything in this world.

The girl said a little shyly: "Lu Zhi, I will... show you the dance in the future."

She felt that although he hadn't said it, he liked her quite like that.

She knew nothing but coaxing him like that.

He smiled low: "Okay."

"Then we have agreed, you come back for the college entrance examination, and after the college entrance examination is over, I will show you the dance." She mustered up the courage to finish speaking, but actually telling a man to dance for him... is an extremely embarrassing thing.

All her life's courage seemed to be dedicated to him.

Lu Zhi said: "You look like this... I want to follow you to City A and forget it."

She imitated his grandfather's tone, old-fashioned, and rarely joked with him: "Mr. Lu, the Lu family is entrusted to you, so you have to be a little more responsible in the future."

The boy hooked his lips, took her left hand, and kissed her ring finger.

"Boss Lu said that he has lost to you in his life."

The days back to City A seemed to pass very quickly. In the blink of an eye, the last few days of the holiday passed, and finally the last semester was ushered in.

The calendar in the front row of the classroom clattered and turned, and the tension doubled.

After a short vacation, Tong Jia became much quieter.

One day she suddenly said to Ning Zhen: "Zhenzhen, I never told you one thing."

Ning Zhen was doing calculations, the cold winter had not yet passed, and her exposed fingers were a little stiff from the cold.

Hearing this, he stopped writing and looked at Tong Jia quietly.

She said: "I'm so suffocated, so I want to tell you. When you just transferred to another school, there was a birthday party for Ji Fei, and I also participated in it. In the second year of high school, I had a lot of fun, you know."

Tong Jia's voice was low: "That night at the KTV, the beer bottles kept turning towards me. I chose the big adventure, and they asked me to pick someone to hug. At that time, all the people present were big bosses. I was smiling and embarrassed. Although I have an outgoing personality, I don't like that kind of game. Later... Chen Dongshu said, he can give me a hug."

"When I grew up, it was the first time I hugged a stranger. At that time, my heart was beating very fast, and his smell was unexpectedly good. I was not afraid at all, and I was not embarrassed at all. Later, he always used to play The noisy gesture appeared in my life, although I used to have certain prejudices against people like them, but sometimes life is really awkward and ridiculous. I... actually like him quite a lot.”

Ning Zhen listened quietly, and gently stroked her hair. It turns out that... Tong Jia in her previous life had such a relationship, right

So her performance in the college entrance examination was seriously abnormal.

It is impossible for the top 100 grades in the third grade to go to the second school.

"On Christmas Eve, I actually only wrapped two apples, one for you, and the other... failed to deliver." Tong Jia blinked her eyes, afraid that she would cry, "I failed to help you with the apples that day. The apple was delivered, because I saw a very cute girl hugging his waist and acting like a baby. I have never seen Chen Dongshu so serious and gentle. People are still different. I will I don't even have the courage to go forward." She didn't even know who to be sad about.

"Jiajia." Ning Zhen hugged her and patted her on the back, "If you are sad, just cry."

After crying, you forget about him and live a good life. You are still a girl like a sunflower, this time as long as you think about it, your fate will be completely different.

You will not fail the college entrance examination, you can also fulfill your dream, I remember, you want to be a very free and happy reporter.

So that day, the whole class watched in amazement. Tong Jia, who was usually the most heartless in the class, was lying on the table, crying heartbreakingly.

Throughout youth, there are always things that are difficult to go smoothly.

But after crying, I will work harder to grow upwards.